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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
08 January 2010

~ Facebook - The Truth ~

Ok so I'm bored and I have something to say.
So here is my double post.
I have been brewing over this for quite some time so ya.
Some may have observed that I have random people on facebook.
Why?
Because I saw a certain someone doing just that and I thought okay so I can too.
Then I thought wouldn't be fun to talk to someone from overseas.
And I don't add random local people.
Why?
Because people from overseas will not know the situation I am in and will not screw me over.
Oh please... it's figurative.
So the first person was french and that's how I started to decide to learn french.
Second was german and hence the german.
But he was a dj and had more clubbing invites than normal conversation in his wall.
So that dropped down the list a bit.
And so it goes on.
I try to talk to some of them and their lives are so interesting.
But then there are some people with really provocative profile picture.
So I am like I want to be friends with you but this is blemishing my profile.
And then I reduced my adding to once in a blue moon when I finally found out the horrible horrible and not so unexpected truth about the friend I got this idea from.
And I became very very disgusted.
And also this friend person is like stalking me and everything that I do on facebook.
And he is one of those slanderous bitchy people.
I have half the mind of deleting him off facebook.
But then we used to be real good friends and he would probably kill me online if I do.
And this new privacy change on facebook.
Now there are somethings I cannot block him from seeing.
Really inconvenient for me.
Now wondering if I should post on another person's wall, delete him or do nothing...
Decided.
But damn, that iiiii has almost 200 friends in common with me.
Why?
Because he adds every 'friend you may know' when he doesnt know them.
I mean wouldn't you freak out if your friend adds your friend by random when they don't know each other?
Super freaky.
What to do what to do.
I mean I have another iiiiiy friend that I am more worried about because he has more strings.
But I am not so worried about him even though I don't know him that well.
What to do what to do.
I mean he is a great friend when it comes to knowledge sharing and talking about studies, but when it comes to talking about personal and social life he becomes really horrible.
I mean he is like one of my oldest friends but he is no longer the person I used to know.
I guess I won't delete him but hope he will change and not screw everything up...


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