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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
27 October 2009

~ Lugubrious ~

English was so horrible.
I screwed up Paper 1 Section 2 and I don't think I did that well for the rest either...
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*SIGH*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




23 October 2009

~ He's not Dannish, He's Dutch too! ~

English.
Need to study English.
Need to get an A1 for english.
Need to get an A1 for English!
Need!!!!
Needd!!!
I got a new set of papers but I still can't find the other calculator.
Replaced my current calculator's batteries.
Lalalala.
I NEED to GET an A1 for ENGLISH!!!


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Calculator, Where Art Thou? ~

I can't find my other calculator that work!!
Aaaaa
And luckily I got back my papers.
I had to get new ones.
Grrrrrrrr...
*Snarl*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




21 October 2009

~ Furious ~

Some bitch stole my papers.
And I think I know who.
But whatever.
Let that stupid bitch eat shit and die.
SO pissed


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




19 October 2009

~ lundi ~

Exams in one week.
Must study harder.
Going crazy.
The world is spinning...
Lalala.
Spinnnn..
I'm not going to school anymore...
Okay...
Hahaha...
*sleep*
*Scream*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




17 October 2009

~ "He is not German, he's Dutch!" That explains a lot. ~

Okay I am totally pissed off and freaked out and going crazy.
Maybe I should learn dutch.
But more importantly I am trying to study.
And some people are quite exasperating...
And some people have a false sense of righteousness..
Whatever.
Okay so this posts sounds weird but you all have to discern which sentence relates to which topic as my brain is going crazy and I'm tying out stuff as I think.
So if I am thinking of multiple topics they will get interlaced.
FYI the title of this post is a rhetoric asked by me to myself...
Because I am strange.
I am crazy.
I am going mad.
lalalalalalalala....
Whatever.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Deepavali ~

So today is deepavali and it's also a saturday.
Cut my hair really short and ate at ikea for lunch.
Learnt about new channels but is sad that the one I get is German and not french.
Actually I was thinking about Italian...
I have to admit because of fashion brands.
Did anyone see the new D&G fragrance advert?
http://www.dandgfragrances.com
I would never buy perfumes but the advert was soo good.
I am so shallow and frivolous.
But again because of the channel German was placed above Italian on my list again.
Fell in love with modern eurodance by DJs and french songs by celin dion.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




15 October 2009

~ Constructive Hypocrisy ~

Within the past few weeks, I was freaked out when someone put their skeletons on display...
Today I was freaked out when someone rubbed their skeleton against me (metaphorically)
At first I described it as someone tossing their skeletons at me...
But that would mean throwing the blame at me...
But it was not the case...
It is alright if someone announces a secret, but it is not when you drag me into it...
There are some people I would never look the same way again...
Topic shifts...
Also when we were in a room, the librarian caught YC drinking soya bean through a straw...
He said he saw her see him drink, but he continued drinking anyway...
Wth.
Then she came in and said give me your something cards and that she was going to give us DPs...
And because our drinks were on the table she also wanted to do the same for us.
But she was distracted so I just put my bottle in my bag.
Then she looked back and asked where was the last bottle.
And then I got crapped on and asked everyone the leave the room.
In the end she just asked Stephen and YC to follow her while we were super scared and went to the silent reading room.
But in the end they were banned from booking rooms and using the library facilities...
But I mean how can having drinks on the table give you DPs?
I guess it was because YC was drinking it.
And he was drinking a packet drink which is even worse than bottles...
So I guess that must have infuriated her.
But for some reason, Johnson managed to book back the same room and we all went in and sat in the same positions...
WTH, she could just have walked past and see all of us back there again...
So screwed up...
Topic shifts...
On a separate note it is very freaky how people can get stalkerish and obsessed about other people.
Okay maybe if it is some famous person then okay...
But not when he or she is a normal person...
Stalkers and obsessed people are freaky.
It is an obsessed stalker that caused everyone to die in the latest Prom Night movie...
It was a stalker that caused the death of that woman in Ghost Whisperer...
It is the stalker that kills everyone in scary movies...
And in horror movies the ghosts that are not vengeful are stalkers...
*SCREAM*
I am very, very afraid of the world now...
Back to the first point at the start of the blog...
Topic shifts...
Sometimes you think you know someone but actually you don't...
And actually if you don't know something about someone it's okay...
Ignorance is bliss...
But if you know something about someone, then okay I will just be reminded of it every time I speak to you...
But if you get me involved then I have nothing to say to you and I will avoid you for life...
Topic shifts...
SO FREAKY...
*SCREAM*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




13 October 2009

~ The World Is Ending ~

The world is ending and we need to study...
I should not be on the computer but whatever.
I was very surprised when the cap of the oral-B toothpaste changed.
And when I looked at the back it no longer said "Sara Lee Household and Body Care, Netherlands" and "Made in the Netherlands"
Now it says "Procter and Gamble" and "Made in Germany"
Wow so strange...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




11 October 2009

~ 2 More Weeks to Os ~

I am very very bored...
Because there is so much work I dunno where to begin...
Must do it all!!
And I have realised that if I have no place to stay I will stay with my relatives until I can get a job elsewhere and live with strangers I meet online overseas because strangers are much friendlier than relatives...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




09 October 2009

~ vendredi ~

Went for the extra lesson thing...
It was quite okay but we went to kfc for breakfast in between...
Thinking about comics and quotes...
It's all johnson's fault for bringing the book and making me interested in pearls before swine...
Lalalala...
Noooo...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




04 October 2009

~ Une jour ~

Today I did a bit of geography...
Nothing much to say but the real end of the world is coming and we do not have much time to prepare for it...
I am really scared of O levels...
Must study!!!


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




02 October 2009

~ Seniors' Night ~

Today started out neutral... 0_0
Then I became scared and anxious... >_<
Then I was happy that I did not do so badly for the first few subjects released... ^_^
And I got 79 out of 80 for EMaths Paper 1 and got a claw grip from Kirby...
Then I was happy that my English improved but sad that I still got an A2 which means that if L1R5 is calculated, I will still get 7 points... T_T
But I loved my essay and I think I need to improve on my situational writing...
And I need to get 40 for compre and summary...
Then would I get my A1...
Then I was super upset that I got an A2 for geog... T_T
I never get an A2 for geog... T_T
Then I was relieved that I attained an A1 for combined humans which means that I will got 7 points instead of 8...
Then we had this talk where everyone was so noisy...
It was very embarrassing and shameful...
Dr Ong went through the scores...
I was glad I got 1st in the level for literature elective...
Before the talk Mrs Karen Liau walked over and told me that I got top for lit...
Then I said "huh? really?"
Anyway, I got around 5th place for Emaths...
I think I got 2nd place for Chemistry and Bio...
At night was Seniors' Night...
The entire thing was quite interesting...
However, many people were talking during Dr Ong's speech...
SO disrespectful...
All the teachers were making glaring expressions...
The performances were okay I guess...
The food was also okay too...
It was not very fun...
But we took some photos...
It would be nice if I could sing during the eating times...
I would sing C, J, R and E...
But after the thing when everyone was released, we went around the school to take pictures...
We took a picture outside our 3.1 classroom, in the lift (it was a very good and retarded idea), at the school buggy thing, at the steps near the front office, the large spiral staircase, places I would not mention until I finish my O levels, the toilet for the disabled, the flag poles, the assembly stage and the 4.1 classroom...
Actually, I felt that this last hour was more fun than the 3 hours in the auditorium...
The official senior's night reminded me that we really have to study for O levels...
The last hour blew that thought away...
But anywayz, we really need to study for O levels...
I am giving up the internet from tomorrow...
Must! Must!
Must!! Must!!
*Determined gesture* (Clench your fist, lift it up to below eye level, turn the side with the fingers towards you, lift up slightly, push down firmly and pose with a determined expression for the manga or anime artists)


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




01 October 2009

~ jeudi ~

Tomorrow is the end of the world...
I am very scared for prelims...
But this day is overshadowed by O levels...
Compared to O levels one could almost feel indifferent to the prelims results...
But I am really scared which makes me even more scared for O levels...
Help Help...
I read finish TOS...
Help Help...
I am slowly going crazy...
я сошла с ума, я сошла с ума...
Мне нужна она, мне нужна она...
I also dunno what to wear for tomorrow...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




30 September 2009

~ mercredi ~

Today they went through the answers of more prelim papers and they sucked really really bad...
I think I would really do badly...
Trickster is very very laggy and can only function if there is no other programs running...
Nothing to say...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




29 September 2009

~ mardi ~

So today we went through some examination papers and we would continue doing so for the rest of the week...
I think I did really badly...
Je me sans furieux contre quelque gens...
Okay I have not really learnt French or Japanese that well...
Theoretically I have learnt 300 plus french words which is very little because these languages have many many words for no reason like english...
But practically the number is much less because I can't really recall all of them offhand...
For Japanese I have not learnt kana, instead I have learnt certain romaji meanings and so far only 83 kanji...
Okay now that that is over I guess I can talk about my dream now...
I had a very interesting dream last night which consisted of 4 inter-related scenes...
Ohh I just looked at a video linked on facebook...
Sooo sweeeet...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymAyA-qjwUk
Okay so about my dream...
I started out something like the class had this outing and we were at east coast park...
Although it did not look like the real east coast park the thought just impressioned into my mind...
So they were all walking slowly in a group, walking and chatting...
While me Edward and Johnson were roller-blading...
But of course I was slower than them but their walking was very slow so I tried to catch up...
Then the scene change where suddenly the whole class was roller blading...
We were in this subway station...
The two subway tracks were in the middle with two platforms on each side...
And I had the impression that we were going to go onto the opposite platform where there was this lift which was actually not a lift but an mrt like door but from the outside it really looked like a lift...
So the subway at the liftdoor thing was coming very fast so we had to get to the other side fast...
And for some reason everyone could roller blade super well and it was like a manga where everyone is super lucky and fast...
So they all decided to jump across the platforms...
Also there was this little walling thing that was the same height of the platform between the two tracks and on top of it was two metal railings kind of thing...
So the subway at the tracks came very frequently, I mean really frequently...
So we all jumped to the center walling and our roller-blades were balancing on the two metal railings...
I think it was really crowded when we jumped so I like pulled on some people to get to the middle...
Apparently the subways at the tracks came very frequently at about one in every ten to zero seconds...
The first one had ten seconds so we all made the jump...
But just after we jumped the majority of the people jumped again and 2 seconds after that a subway came...
So Edward, DY and I we still on the middle platform...
Then the same group of people remarked about how DY was slow as usual and DY made that face and expression saying like you don't say this kind of thing I tell you...
So I clung onto DY's bag because Edward was very far off...
It was very freaky to balance on two metal railings...
Then I realised both DY and Edward were preparing to jump after this subway...
But just after this subway was another subway that was coming just behind it with only about a 2 metre gap...
But then the subway at the lift door came already and the rest of them started to go in...
Then I was really really scared because they were going to jump just in front of the second subway...
I can't believe reading it on zombie loan manga got me dreaming about this...
But I was really really scared because of another manga which I shall not name because I don't want any of you reading it because it is not good to read it...
There are just some things that we should not read and see because these images will imprint itself in our minds and we will be haunted by it forever...
So I chickened out and I let go of DY while both of them jumped just like zombie loan just in front of the subway and made it into the lift subway...
I was very tired like I was going to faint out of fear so I felt really lightheaded and couldn't balance and I fell backwards such that I ended up clinging on the metal railing on the first track...
Then the first subway came and luckily there was a gap so I survived...
I pulled myself up and focused myself...
But by that time the next subway was coming already...
It turned out that I had quite a long time to jump after the second subway but I wasted it from half fainted and getting myself out of the hole...
But I was really fed up so I jumped about 5 metres before...
I made it!!
Then the scene changed where I was on the side that we all jumped to...
But now it turns out me JK and TS had travelled in the subway in the lift and came out...
But the impression is very blurry and it could be that we were travelling on the real subway on the tracks...
So I think it was the end of the line so we came out...
Then I had this really strong impression that we were in russia...
We went into the lift door and this time it was really a lift...
We went a floor up and saw a receptionist in front of us and a sign behind the receptionist...
On the sign was a picture of a tooth signifying that it was a dental clinic...
The words on the sign were russian so I could read it...
Note! I cannot understand Russian but I am able to recognize and read the Cyrillic alphabet...
Then I got the impression that this is a company block slash part-time house (part-time house means that he has many houses and can choose to live in this one if he wants) for this very rich guy...
He is so rich that he is able to get the subway to stop at his building...
And JK's parents knows this guy really well...
So the receptionist who is really nice recognizes JK and says welcome and some stuff to JK in english...
Then she says something to the extent that these are your friends?
Then she started throwing money in the form of notes on the ground expecting me to pick it up...
The impression was that she was giving me money because I was poorer compared to everyone in this building...
She even started giving me these multi-coloured blank cheques addressed from the owner of the company...
I was like woah and picked them all up...
Seems like they have too much money...
I asked for her name and she said something I forgot...
Then we went into this room and we were given this blueberry bun slash donut thingy...
It was one of the guy's room so I became scared that we would be trespassing (although the girl did bring us there) and did not want to stay...
So I chased them to the lift and because we are clumsy and stupid we ended up going to the second floor...
Where we saw this woman who looked like the house care-taker came into the lift...
She looked at the blank-cheques in my hand and she made this upset look...
But I got the impression she was thinking aiz this girl and the owner are so generous and kind, they keep giving people free money... *shake head shake head*
But I got the impression that she was actually heart-warmed by their generousity to us children (youths and teenagers seem so defiant and independent, I wanted to create the impression that we were helpless and innocent but we were actually our 15-16 year old selves).
Then we went back down to the basement where the subway is...
The scene changes again where I took the subway and went back to this building...
For some reason I was hungry and needed food..
So I went there and the receptionist was not there...
I got a blueberry bun slash donut thing from this cupboard thing in the housekeeper's room...
Oh ya the previous time we went into the housekeepers room where all the cleaning thing and the pantry is and then we walked into the guy's room which is adjacent to the housekeeper's room...
So I was took the thing when suddenly a woman came in...
But she seemed to be the receptionist and the housekeeper fused into one...
So when I speak to her I get the impression is those two people...
Like I somehow know she will know what happened at the receptionist part but she also had the same thoughts in the lift...
Weird...
And then I asked her whether I could eat it...
I was quite scared of stealing food because the people there had a lot of money and thus a lot of power...
She said yes or nodded or something to the extent that I could eat it...
I was really scared the whole time because this time I might now be really welcomed because JK is not there so I am supposed to be a stranger to all of them...
Then because I forgot I asked for her name...
She commented that this was not the first time I asked for her name and looked at me half frowning like in a puzzled look...
I think this came from how I like to know random people's name and these people will feel very puzzled...
Hahaz I remembered one time during an astro competition, I asked a person for his name and he looked very strangely to me...
I didn't really have confidence to ask directly for a girl's name so I usually found out from others...
Okay so then she said ОСИДИА... or was it ОСИДЙА?
It was a strange name...
I have never heard of it before even for russians...
But for some reason I knew that the name she said was not the same as the one she said earlier...
Then the dream ended...
Okay that was weird but whatever...
I'm going to sleep and maybe I can get another one to share. =P


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




28 September 2009

~ Free Day ~

Again today I did nothing...
I played Trickster...
Became lvl 20 for dragon...
If anyone wants to play rmb to go to fantasia world and don't choose magic type people...
And also people are commenting on my posts but they do nothing to their blogs...
Also I have been imagining how I could rule a new country that suddenly popped up in the northern pacific ocean...
I would purposely not choose english as an official language...
I would choose a language that is not used to rule another country...
Meaning that English is out because many countries use it, so is French, Chinese has Hong Kong and Taiwan, Russia has the countries which were in the former USSR...
So that leaves Japanese to be the official language...
Everyone will also have to learn French as second language...
Russian is for military uses...
And students will choose between English, German and Chinese as their third language...
Most likely they will choose English then Chinese...
And they will rarely choose German but it is okay because its influence is not as widespread...
So scared for prelims and O levels....
Nooo...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




27 September 2009

~ dimanche ~

aujourd'hui, je n'a fait rien...
J'est devenu ennuyé de la lecture manga...
Pourqoui fait le français et allemand clavier avoir tel un différent disposition comparé à anglaise clavier...
Cela le rend difficile...
Surtout le signes de ponctuation...
Auuccuuunnnn...
Je me sens très effrayé des examens...
Dorénavant, j'etudé langue japanaise et français...
Je détestez cette person qui me rend furieux...
Il est hypocrite...
et il est attaque de moi sur facebook...
Rawr...
Gaahhh...
J'passé vingt minutes dactylographie de cela...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




26 September 2009

~ Saturday, Sleepy ~

Today I was really sleepy in the afternoon because for some reason I woke up at 8.
Looking for new mmos.
I really think that we should have a class OEP kind of thing...
But actually it will not be an OEP but more of a class holiday...
Since we are all still young and poor and not very mature I guess we should not go to countries with old modern culture...
I know that sounds weird but that is what I describe it...
It is culture that is old but not too old...
Like from the industrialisation age and older...
This means europe basically...
So we should go somewhere with new modern culture...
Okay this is getting weird...
Only some countries have old modern culture, but most countries have new modern culture...
New modern culture is more like a mainstream generic culture that developed from modern technology and globalization...
Old modern culture affects urban areas that are not built up, like towns...
The activities can only be found in specific areas within the cultural influence...
While new modern culture is built up urban areas with activities that can be found across the globe like fast food restaurants, modern shopping districts, etc...
Ancient culture can be considered religious or belief based like CNY or it can be very old culture that has been passed down from many centuries.
This includes painting and pottery and crafts and poetry about nature or beliefs or things that happen during those times.
Tribal culture comes from tribes but can be adapted into urban life as rural urban migration occurs and the people decide to retain the culture.
This includes painting and crafts which are mostly useful things like pottery and furniture and weapons and poetry about nature and tribal beliefs.
Simple culture is like the culture from settlements that are still backward.
This is more like village culture and based more on the way of life.
This is a lot like tribal culture but the people are not isolated.
Old modern culture is like culture from improved standards of living and quality of life.
This is basically where people get richer and arts that can be "sold to an audience" can flourish.
Like Shakespearean plays and old mainstream poetry that is usually bound by specific verses.
New modern culture is what is happening now which is not really a culture because it is not unique but is brought around by globalization.
This includes internet, music, hotels with the same modern facilities like tv and air conditioning and major companies and brands.
Okay I am rambling and I am talking nonsense.
This is all made up and I am just trying to classify culture if possible.
So we can't go to our immediate neighbours because no one will appreciate the simple culture.
We can't go to the islands of Oceania, south america, central asia and africa because no one will appreciate tribal culture.
I also think no one will appreciate old modern culture so europe is out.
Actually I am not saying that these places have only these culture only, I am just saying this is the main culture and if we don't appreciate it we should not go because we can go else where.
Like Europe I don't think I will go with these people because they would not appreciate the local culture which forms the main interest there. Although they do have other forms of culture like the new modern culture at the city centres but then it would be a waste to go all the way there to experience the same thing.
And we should not go US or Canada because it is too far away and I don't like the crime rates and we are too poor anyway.
So we should go Australia yay.
Or maybe Taiwan...
LoL...
We should really go somewhere...
Actually after O levels I can chiong and plan the whole thing...
And if people think we lack supervision some of our classmates with amicable parents can come along...
If not I can supervise the whole thing.
Just as long as there is no accidents it will be fine.
Lalalalala...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




25 September 2009

~ Day of Nothing ~

Today I just stayed home and did nothing...
I read a new manga...
And again did more random research on random topics...
It is very interesting that Singapore has a 99.9% household penetration but only two-thirds of the population use the internet...
This means that as the countries progresses, as children are more pulled to the internet, the percentage of internet users will slowly reach to a hundred and we will be the highest percentage in the world!!!
Yay.
I guess there are benefits of being a small 100% urban country...
We get 100% access to healthcare, water, electricity, gas supplies and sanitation facilities...
...
OMG I left this post standing for about an hour to look at other stuff...
So anyway I guess I'm also interested in learning other languages because English is rather isolating and Chinese is absolutely isolating...
It would be nice to learn something agglutinative like Japanese and fusional like German...
And I am learning french because it is a nice language to learn...
Even though it is quite isolating too...
Also I feel that the ugly truth is true...
What the guy said is somewhat true...
But what the movie conveyed about the guy that he didn't say but was shown in actions instead is true...
Except the part when they go crazy in the elevator and when she talked to him about it...
I think that those parts were just a simple deus ex machina...
But they could have done it another way but nooo they must make those parts fattening with cheeseyness and slight stupidity where the audience stares blankly and goes *duhhhh okay...*
...
My thoughts are flying about...
For some people having a smile that is in between =} and =] would be very nice...
But I guess it would be better for the rest of us to have normal =) smiles...
omg now I realised some people in fb have caused a stir...
But whatever I hope they don't let pride kill them and depend on logic for a change...
Like what Atticus said:
“...you just hold your head high and keep those fists down. No matter what anybody says to you, don’t you let ‘em get your goat. Try fighting with your head for a change...”
The following passage is the result of me trying to use multiple multiple metaphors and attempting to write free verse or maybe just a philosophical passage... and has to do with life in general and not associating with any specific incidents...
Seriously I just went crazy on this one and it is very difficult for me to think of any other subject...
Whenever an incident comes up, you know some people are in the wrong but this wrong may not be such a red flag because you are still in the shadow and you have not approached this flag and when valid reasoning illuminates the case and 水落石 (sorry for the 成语), you will finally realise that the blade has blood on it, some of it is yours, but most of it will be theirs if you act out, but all this while the blade was only a small slicing knife, until their grip slipped, they lost control of the situation and they ended up cutting themselves... Knowing this will you still grab onto the handle and lunge it back towards them?


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




24 September 2009

~ Prelims Ended ~

So Prelims is over...
Bio is the best MCQ paper so far...
But over all the prelims sucked...
Today I followed the people around...
But first I borrowed a shirt and shorts from Johnson.
But the shorts was not really shorts but long exercise berm like under-wear material shorts... So I didn't wear them.
We went LAN and played TF...
It was quite fun...
Pyro and medic are the best because people are now smart enough to destroy mines...
And we kept losing...
Then we watched the ugly truth...
It was okay and very funny...
The ending was made such that there was closure on the issue...
But romanticists would want her to end up with the doctor...
She was quite pretty and her figure was good...
And he... he should stick to action films and not romance flicks although it wasn't really romance but someone did end up with someone in a more than platonic way... really really more...
I can't believe they added that part at the end because it was quite unnecessary but because it was a movie full of sexual innuendo I guess it was bound to happen...
But his image is good for a heartbroken dispairing guy who has become a jerk because he gave up hope on love...
But just because you got bitched out doesn't mean you can act like one...
And you don't need me to state my views on the "days of our lives" actor...
They just had to make him seem like a jerk so that the story can come full circle and the romance issues which is the main theme of the story will have closure...
I especially liked the part where she fell from the tree...
And the vibrating part was quite funny too...
But I don't really approve of females doing onani...
Then we went to play pool...
It was quite okay I guess...
Now my sister hijacked my computer and now I am using hers and I feel like Johnson...
but at least mine has a valid reason and I am still able to use the internet...
O Levels is in a months time...
I just looked at the timetable am I was very surprised...
I'm glad that O levels start at the end of october
And I'm glad that now is only the end of september and there is still school...
For a period of time I thought that O levels was going to start in mid October and I thought that it was about 10 October (because during prelims you only know days but you don't know dates) and that there was going to be no more school and they won't go through the prelims paper but would print out the answers instead and the only time we go back to school is for last minute lessons for those who are at the middle and failing grades and that O levels was going to start in at the most 2 weeks time...
So I am very relieved but still very stressed...
Scream.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




23 September 2009

~ Last Day Of Prelims ~

Tomorrow is the last day of prelims and it only consists of MCQs...
And I finally got french, german and russian on my computer...
But I am still unable to write east asian languages because either they didn't give us the CD or I lost it...
I like to think it is because of the former...
So now because my posts are so short, I decided that I would try to express myself in other languages when I feel bored...
Also I seem to have another fantasy where you meet someone online and you live with him or her like he or she has "adopted" you...
The person will preferably be a normal working adult to support you and a guy because guys are more amiable to things like this...
Maybe I have been reading too much manga...
This one came from the 4th story but whatever...
It would be very interesting...
Just that the relationship will be more of a parent-child relationship rather than anything else...
Must study...
Although right now I'm studying kanji...
Must study for o levels!!


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21 September 2009

~ Last Week Of Prelims ~

So tomorrow is the last week of prelims....
I am really so pissed and afraid at the same time...
Also I read about this Taiwanese girl who was kissing men in France...
It seems to be quite a good idea I guess...
But there was someone who asked her whether she was afraid of getting anything...
But I thought you couldn't get anything unless he is sick...
Which is not so bad...
And the major diseases cannot be spread unless like one of them has a cut or something in his or her mouth...
It was nice to know that they found her pretty even though she was not like she was actress or model pretty...
But also most of the guys she kissed was just okay and maybe some are quite good looking...
If I was in France...
Of course I wouldn't kiss people especially not guys...
But I guess I would walk around with educational books or novels in French that I would buy, all bundled up and ask people about the place and of course ask them for their email...
Of course there would be robbings and kidnappings and stuck-up people who don't like "coloured folks".
I still think I wrote too little for my literature essay...
But anyway...
I guess the internet is a safe-haven for children and youths to do venturous things because apart from hackers, we are better manipulators of the internet...
Which reminds me...
I am totally for children and youths above adults...
Because we are always so looked down upon and our imagination and ideas are always suppressed...
So I'm imagining how children and youths can be little hackers that influence the internet system...
Then we would control communications networks and even the stock market...
And the roles of children and adult may be switched...
What am I doing?
Must study study!!


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17 September 2009

~ End of Most of the Prelims ~

So the prelims sucked...
Today was also very very bad...
Nooo...
I am seriously going to do badly for this round for examinations contrary to what other people say...
This sucks...
Also I when I was coming home from school today, I saw a person with a white dog...
Then suddenly blancat came out from under the drain I was standing on...
Sooooo cute...
Then she picked it up by the shoulders and slung it over her shoulder...
That means I am able to carry it...
Yay...


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16 September 2009

~ Halfway through prelims ~

So the prelims is horrible...
Horrible in every way...
Tomorrow is human geog and we are all going to die...
nooooooooooooooo...
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...


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11 September 2009

~ MUST STUDY ~

I must study...
I Really must...
But NOooOO....
I had to keep slacking and using the computer...
So I read my old blogs and realised that I cannot fully express myself as I did the last time because people are actually reading my blog...
Also I really look forward to finally being able to watch movies after O levels...
Must study...
Must concentrate...
Right now I'm reading The Shining...
It is quite okay and very interesting...
But there are some parts which are slightly unnecessarily lengthly so I skimmed through it...
Then there was this moon book which was very interesting and touching...
Except the last story which was very surprising but it's all good either way...
Again I am rambling as thoughts just come to me...
Now it's about how English has somewhat dominated the world because of North America's influence and the influence of the internet being made primarily in English...
I guess that's why I try to learn other languages to support them as equal languages?


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07 September 2009

~ UnHols ~

Must study
Must study
Must study....
The exams today were horrible...
I just hope I can pass...
O Levels...
*Scream*


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03 September 2009

~ Hols Between Prelims ~

So there is a one week break between Prelims...
The Prelims was screwed up...
The SBQs, the summary, the situational writing, the vocab was all very bad...
So they just give two days of exams and give a one week break which many people would not be able to concentrate in...
Oh no the world is ending...
Staying up again and everything is in a blur haze...
Lalalalalalala....
Going crazy...
I have decided to only learn 5 languages max...
In such a daze...
Exams...
O levels...
Noooo...


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30 August 2009

~ Sunday before the start of Prelims ~

So I am rushing to finish up my SS...
Nooo...
I watched Where Got Ghost? yesterday...
It was quite fun..
I obtenu what I wanted on the real one...
And since I watched movie during the day, I didn't have much time to study...
So I stayed awake until 2am to study...
Studying in the night is very very conducive...
Soooo fun...
Prelims coming nooooo....


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28 August 2009

~ Honours's Day ~

So today we had to receive our "certs" which were fake reused scrolls...
I got my award for astronomy...
That picture in the slideshow was quite a nice one for me...
Unlike all the other facebook photos...
Oh ya, the Scout photo is also quite nice...
I should ask Aric for it...
I finally obtenu nouveau acc and ima.
But it is all fakez...
Nooo...
Prelim next week...
Noooo....


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23 August 2009

~ Reply to "Thoughts over sligtly trivial monkey business" ~

Are you saying that you did it you stupid iiiii? But anyway even if tt guy I was talking about didn't do it... I can say that he is so pissing because he is like out to get me because he is some immature insecure iiiii!!! Ooooh I just heard the word "syndicate" on the news!! Okay whatever... So he is really pissing because he is so selfish and unreasonable... If he understands how stupid it is, he will know why I don't do the things he says because he has a lot of it and claims he needs it for himself... So what does that mean? It completely says "I don't care about you, I want it for the benefit of myself at your expense! (Even though I don't help myself by doing work) Yes I don't care about you! It's just ALL ME!" Oh yes... That's the thing... Guys have solidarity... Girls have friendships... Guys are predictable... Girls have compassion... Girls have bitchy-ness... Guys have OBNOXIOUS PEOPLE!! Okay fine I admit... I go psycho and become a skinny iiiii sometimes but whatever... At least I strive for self improvement, sophistication, maturity of thought... What am I saying... I am just some selfish iiiii but "at least me and [myself] know we're mean. You try to act like you're so innocent. Like, "Oh, I [am SOOO pure] with all the little birdies and the little monkeys"" Ooppss.. side-tracking... You all should really watch Mean Girls... It's a very interesting movie... But anyway... I have nothing more to say...


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~ Sunday After Results ~



So apparently I got A1
for O level chinese...
And I got distinction for the oral part...
At first I was very afraid because I didnt write as much as I thought I could have like I only used 5 su yus instead of 10 in Mid Years...
And for Oral they asked a very strange question which I could not say any Su Yus...
So I was really scared...
They asked me if there was any more to say and I said hao xiang mei you...
Which was very bad because I should have thought up something and say somemore...
But I really didn't expect the question...
Maybe it's the reading that won them over...
Then for English Oral I am also quite scared...
It was not as bad as I would have expected...
Meaning that it was not as bad as Chinese oral and i thought I would lose my voice during it because I had a cough over the last week...
On friday during the practice with Mdm, I like couldnt talk and had to drink water half way...
And also since everyone takes English and uses it fo
r L1R5 (with the exception of higher mother tongue people) it is very competitive...
So I feel that maybe I would not be able to score as well...
Especially since the woman on the left since to lo
ok so scary and glaring at me instead of staring...
And also the examiners were like laughing when Edward was doing it so maybe they would give him a high mark and because I am after him I would get a low mark...
Today I went roller blading with Edward from 11am...
Then Johnson came at 2pm and we went around until 5pm...
At first there was a shower and we hid under the shelter for some time...
Then we went all the way to the skating park thing...
They were like teaching me how to rotate...
And we were doing it on the slope...
So when we went down, somehow, I was holding johnson and we were speeding down the long slope....
Even Edward tried to hold on to us to stop us but could not...
It was really scary...
But luckily I used my brakes and we were alright...
And that's why, Johnson, you shouldn't remove your heel brakes...
Then we started heading back and was caught in a downpour...
We hid under a taxi stand and went home...
Oh, me and Edward also went to Carl's Junior to eat lunch...
And Johnson went to eat at Long John Silver's at Bedok to eat by himself...
That's why he was so late...






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16 August 2009

~ EL Oral Tomorrow ~

So English Oral is tomorrow...
I hope that I would not lose my voice in the middle of it like on Friday...
There was an earthquake just now...
It lasted about a minute and the place shook a lot...
But then it stopped so it was okay again.
But I felt quite sick for some time after that...
It's like on a boat that is not moving...
For some reason moving boats don't rock as much...


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11 August 2009

~ .*.*.*.*.*. ~

Nothing out of the normal...
I got like a runny nose...
Got sprayed by distilled water by iiiiiii...
Feel that the class is NOT a conducive environment to study...
The only time when it comes close is during AMaths...
So bored...
So Stressed...
So helpless...
Anywayz now I am reading the second book after I have read the other books but it does not matter as they can be stand alone...
Verra interesting...


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10 August 2009

~ Mood Swings ~

So I had serious mood swings last night...
I went really really psychotic...
But at least I finished a chapter in SS and finished reading the whole SS syllabus...
I also read Carrie...
I felt that it was quite okay...
But it was not as good as I thought it would be...
The guy should actually like her and not be set up by someone else...
Carrie should chase and kill individuals...
There should not have the strange other parts that like spoils the book itself so you know who lived and who died and what happened even before it happened...
It was just overly dramatised...
Maybe the movie was better...
I think today was a holiday...
So there is school again tomorrow and it is just so stressful...
*Scream*


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06 August 2009

~ August Nooooo ~

Okay so I went crazy the last time but some people are really very pissing...
Like someone brought another person's chair next to me and said it was you who did it!
Okayz whatever...
And anything that happens will end up with it's you right? You like to do this kind of thing...
How crappy but whatever...
And anyway I was so enraptured by this book which was soooo sweet...
Books and dreams are like the best things in the world...
Imagination is unlimited...
But then school is also quite fun because you get to absorb all these knowledge that are laws and facts of the world around us...
At least until they are proven wrong they are useful in many areas...
And even if they are proven wrong, only their theories will change and new things will form...
We still can benefit from whatever we have thought we learnt because it is still a phenomenon that is a living working process...
And also people always tend to think in languages...
When you taste something sweet you cannot describe it as anything but "sweet".
The first thing that will come into mind is "sweet" not anything else because it will be indescribable otherwise...
Nothing a new word is formed meaning that is part of a new or existing language...
So there's this thing about english dominating the world...
It seems so right yet so wrong...
I can't think as lucidly in other languages as I think in English...
But then I would love to have an international language that is very practical and meaningful...
Meaning that words with related meanings will have related sounds and characters...
Maybe words will be like chinese in boxes so that length will always be consistent...
But I'm not so keen on pushing for it as I guess I really can't make up any language that is perfect...
For there is no perfect...
So it is the next best thing...
But must English dominate the world?
European countries that do not use English as an offical language are still able to do well...
But then they are not able to effectively communicate with other countries and end up resorting to English...
I guess I dream of suddenly a big NZ sized islands popping up in SEA and I would set the 10 languages that I picked out...
But then there always needs to be standardisation...
Maybe if we can get the ten languaged to be rolled around together like in Singapore...
A new language can be formed that is actually 10 languages combined where people use words that are most appropriate to the meaning because some languages are not sensitive to certain details and connotations...
But then 10 languages means that it would be biased to other languages...
But if we use all the languages...
What about dialects, extinct languages and new languages?
And there would be the problem of language siding where some people tend to use certain languages over others in this new combined language...
And also this means that people have to learn a lot of words...
And they have to learn full languages to fully understand the context use, connotations and special details...
This is so complicated...
Also there is the issue of resource moreover fuel depletion...
I have no time to explain it now but I feel that it is the most pressing issue at hand...
If we use up all the fuels then we would have no energy...
No more lights...
No more transport...
No more food because of the lack of transport...
No heating of food...
There will be like a widespread free for all...
So I really really wish that everyone not to spend so much time and energy on other issues such as economic crisis (I feel that since humans have greed there will always be rich and poor because of unfair opportunities --> Exponential theory, will explain later --> Human psychology, will explain another time) and other stuff like war...
Everyone who is capable should focus their attention on improving the harvesting renewable sources of energy.
We MUST develop better technology such that we get more energy from wind, solar, heat, wave. geothermal and hydroelectric energy...
So that one day we will all be able to shift our energy needs from fossil fuels to renewable sources of energy...
This allows fossil fuels to be spend on more important things like chemical production and research...
I believe that if they can rapidly decrease the size of memory space in thumbdrives and hard drives and memory cards and memory sticks...
We can also decrease the size of these harvesters of renewable sources of energy and the harvesters will be more efficient just as we are able to store more and more memory...
*Whew* that was very tiring...
Anyway I want to watch GI Joe...
I can't believe CT is finally married...


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04 August 2009

~ Pissed Off ~

There are just some people who like to piss people off...
I am really so pissed off because these people are pure mean inconsiderate iiiiiii...
SO immature...
It's not like haha I tricked you or I took your stuff haha...
But if you do it repeatedly it is so not funny, your "joke" is so stale and it really pisses people off...
And dolphin you cannot complain that I am using your pen because my pens always don't work if you drop it on the floor...
And my pencil box is always being dropped on the floor by one person...
And there are some evil mean iiiiiii that like to do something and frame someone...
Where is the justice?
Like when SOMEONE put the card holder to block a certain someone's face just because he does not like the person that SOMEONE decided to spread about the blocking thing as if he had to part in it and started framing other people...
Or when SOMEONE decided to draw on JunKai's and Yi Chong's tables and purposely made the circles in the eyes because only I would do it and framed me...
Someone went like "I swear I didn't do it! It must be him"...
Oh right...
The first thing you do is to cast off the blame onto other people...
What a uuuuuuu inconsiderate immature iiiii...
Maybe you did not doing but must you point fingers when you have no solid proof?
And obviously I would not do it because the circles on my "i"s are bigger and why would I write an insult to someone so that my handwriting can be recognised...
This is so pissing...
There are also some stupid iiiiiii that like to insult you in your face.
They insult you and expect you to what laugh at yourself?
Haha that's SO funny.
If you were insulted, would you think it's funny?
I'm not talking about like haha laugh at some guy because he does something queer...
It is like no one is around to make you more popular you are just insulting him just to feel superior or is that you normal conversation with other people.
I do not like to mention names but there are some people who insult you to your face and expect them to like you even more.
Yes people please get your OWN timetable...
Please do your OWN homework...
Please play around with your OWN stuff...
And whatever insults you have make sure it is about YOURSELF...
Don't they ever think of others?
Okay so maybe I'm a iiiii but I don't purposely make people pissed off or do bad things to them...
I am not trying to like say who did what because they know who they are and I do not have solid proof and they are obviously SO good at finding loopholes and saying "I did not do it!" with such a straight face and come up with reasons and other people to blame...
I hate this world...
But it is the only one I got...
I feel so pissed...
I feel like the girl in Tora Dora where she starts making a hurricane of tables and chairs...
Oh I really wish I telekensis because if I personally throw stuff around I would get into trouble...
Oh and if I don't give you an eraser or paper or ignore you, you should know why...


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03 August 2009

~ August ~

Nooooooo....
Noooooooo mmoooorrrreee timmeeeee.....
I want to create a new blog but I have no time so I will do it after O levels...
I really hope that I can do well
I really need to study more...
~
And anyway I have impossible fantasies again...
They are impossible because I can't play any instrument and I can't sing but it would be nice if it could happen...
It would be nice if after the SYNO concert that I was forced to go to...
Then after the concert, in between the two elevators thing...
We would be sitting on the steps playing stuff that would own the original concert...
AR and I would be playing violins...
EJ gets to play the viola...
JK and TS plays the double-bass and cello...
We would start off with Viva and other Bond songs...
Then we would play the songs from his album...
This fantasy can also apply for us performing at the Senior's Night which I think would be quite boring...
Also maybe me, JK and TS could sing russian songs at SN?
Like the `funny bunny` one (i'm not telling you the title) and those by Та́ту...
Past fantasies:
JK is singing Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis and the three of us are doing the 3 scenes in the mv: bathtub, corridor, bed (I choose the bed because I get to throw things into a bucket of fire)
Me singing Chinese songs at the Chinese K. TS could be playing the keyboard and JK can be playing the electric guitar.


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27 July 2009

~ devait parada sein altfor ossessionato med европа ~

Must study...
The sentence says it all and it is now my downfall...
Must stop...
Must study...
Noooooo...
Also here's a strange vid...
He is quite good-looking and has quite a good manly singing voice...
But then he does something strange...
*shudder*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2W_35mgBwk
(Fyi he knows the last word of my title, if u know wad i mean.)


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23 July 2009

~ July Ending CL LC ~

CL LC was okay only...
July is ending and I MUST study...
I MUST!
I MUST!!
I feel like expanding on my new eleblog and the fantablog...
But I only got a bit of the latter and have not made the former...
And I plan on writing like fic and ff in the fanta but whatever after O levels...
I need to study...
I really hope I can get A1 for everything...
Considering that maybe, just maybe the standards may be dropping and that every other school is doing better than us...
And that me getting A1s is a false sense of security...
And why must English be so hard...
Now that I know I screwed up Chinese i must really work hard for everything else...
I also watched harry potter... got bored and searched wiki about some stuff...
Turns out EW managed to get 8A1s and 2 A2s for O levels even though she only studies 5 hours a day because of the movie stuffss...
Now I must really really get the 8 A1s and screw Chinese because it's over and I can't do anything about it now....
I must not lose to her...


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19 July 2009

~ Je devait étudier ~

The fact that I'm posting is an evidence that I'm not fully utilizing my time...
I must study...
Ugh I wasted another week...
Nooo...
Must cut off...
Goodbye world....
At least the addictive internet world...


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14 July 2009

~ Français ~

ok, récemment je essayer Français...
Oui, je Français c'est comme merde...
Je suis écrire le moi-même...
je suis supposer français est le même anglais...
Je être dévaster dimanche...
puisque je être est devenue pas ami T_T

Je crainte en raison de négligent entretien avec Tai San...

*sigh*
d'autre part noir chat est bien mignon...
>_<
Zzz...
Je devait étudier...
Je suis bien avoir peur je n'irait pas atteindre excellent résultats d'examen...
T_T


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12 July 2009

~ July ~

I need to study really badly...
But I keep worrying that I won't be able to get my A1 for everything...
So saddening and stressful...
I need to improve my english...
Need to get A1 for english...
Need to study but it is so hard to concentrate...
Going crazy over francais just like I did for nihonju (was it? I forgot already >.<)
I realise that all languages are imperfect and hard to learn
English has multiple meanings for the same words especially because of new contemporary terms... So it is hard if you are given a word and supposed to find out ONE meaning...
But it is easy if you look at the context...
And it is easy to pronounce...
You just have to sound the letters and you are right...
Only sometimes is inflection needed to determine the meaning...
But sometimes there are grammar problems...
Chinese has too many pairings meaning that if you have not encountered the pair then you would not know what it really means...
It is also quite hard to know the sound of a word you have not encountered...
But overall it is easy and straightforward...
Japanese is very very fixed...
But because of the several versions of speaking and writing, it could be a problem...
Even though the main word does not really change, some words change quite a lot so you have to really know the word...
The sentence structure is either very hard or very easy...
But you can just use the easy sentence structures to be understood...
As for French...
I haven't got a clue what it really is...
But I'm just building up the vocab and learn the grammar and sentence structure next time...
This is unlike japanese which I learn the grammar and sentence structure first and dunno much words...
But actually I just simply suck at both of them because I'm still a noob...
And I'm rambling...
And I'm thinking about how we think...
How we need a language to think...
Like how we think in english...
And how other people think in their native language...
And deaf people think in pictures...
And we also think in pictures...
And I wonder how we think if not for visualisation and mental sounding...
So strange...
I hope one day I won't think languages or pictures...
That will mean we would take another step to increased utility of our brains...
Or more efficient utility of our brains...
I think we are doing it subtly when we have emotions and feelings...
But it is to a very small extent as they are only feelings and not thought processes...
Even though we do not visualise or mentally sound out...
And also when we are experiencing emotions we often think things related to the emotion...
So it is very complex and I think I'm going to die from mental straying...
Arggghh...
Need to study...


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02 July 2009

~ Chinese Oral ~

It sucked so bad.
T_T
Y_Y
J_J
P_P
So sad
So sad
So sad
I was not prepared for it...
For some reason the idea that I will do very badly for chinese suddenly sprung up when it didnt after the main paper
So now the oral sucked
The main paper sucked
I am so sad
I am devastated
I could have done so much more... so much more...
I could have studied properly in primary school
Maybe I will be in a better school...
Maybe I would take higher chinese...
I should have studied more during secondary school
Then would I be able to get my A1.
So it's true...
Zhi zhe qian lu, bi you yi shi
*Sigh*
But they also say Shi bai nai bing jia zhi chang shi
*Sigh*
They said You zhi zhe shi jing cheng... maybe i dun have the zhi
*Sigh*
But they also say shi bai shi cheng gong zhi mu
*Sigh*
But this is the determining thing...
There is no more chances...
*Sigh*
But Qian shi bu wang, hou shi zhi shi
*Sigh*
I guess I have to learn from this....
*Sigh*
But would this change my future and not give me another chance?
T_T
So I guess from now on I am going to seriously ignore you people who are not productive or constructive forever and ever until O Levels has ended...


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19 June 2009

~ 3rd Week ~

Well, the third week is also a waste but I managed to complete some stuff
I like restaurant city but need more ingredients
Then I read finish the book and I hated it
There is no growth in relationship between Tory and Ash
They just come together blam it happened
Art just threatened Ash blam suddenly I will die for you
They do not experience anything
It was all too sudden and the love seemed so fake
It could even because she is just a normal person with compassion or that the hand of desire from dunno which Atlantean god was acting out just like it did in part 1 and that later she just pitied him or that she craved the power Apollymi gave her
And I didn`t like Tory being a normal average human
Because Ash follows the Unknown Unique rule and she doesnt
That means that she is just a run of the mill person
I hate it when it comes to Commoness rule
Because this means that Ash could just choose another person with a PhD in this kind of thing, with the same kind of looks and personality or that Ash just thought he loved her just because she is the first person he decides to just talk to because her father stumbled upon the Atlantean ruins and he thinks she `loves` him because he has never gotten compassion in his life because he was just too stuck-up to get close to any other human that has a tiniest bit of compassion and doesnt screw up because of external factors
Okays leaving for Malaysia for the weekend which I personally feel would be a complete waste of time


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15 June 2009

~ No time ~

Shit I from the previous post I have been wasting so much time
I have completely wasted 2 weeks
Now it is either I dun study, I dun sleep or I do the work faster
I think it has to be the last 2
But really really really no time
I really cant cut sleep
So I really have to do all assignments in half the time
Chiong
No more post
Bye Bye


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~ Astrochallenge ~

So I didnt get my comp fixed but going to get it fixed
Got the CD I wanted but now I want a new one
Went for Astrochallenge
On the first day I got horribly lost at NTU and I was so stressed out but I made it in time
MCQ was quite difficult
Data Response was so damn easy but lyndon was stoning for a very easy question so we did not manage to finish one question that was very easy
It was about reading the graph
WTH free marks ah
On the second day was at MPCC
~
I went to the library and got the book I have waited so long
But in the end it was really really long
And I read some reviews and many said that it was no good
The beginning part about his past was great but the second part about the present didnt seem very good
And when I skimmed through the main plot it was not as I would have wanted it
In the end I think he ended up with a random human I think
I didnt really like that firstly because I like him with Art better
Then even had a daughter... she seemed to have overlooked this point when it seemed Art seemed to be a good mother to Katra or something... I forgot her namae
And I dun like major power differences like human and god
like DH and human is fine
Zarek and the sister to the fates is also fine because he suffered damn a lot and that he never belonged to Art but was completely immortal instead
I also liked KOT, a DH, with Amanda who has powers
And Talon with a reincarnating girl
I thought that Ash would end up with Art
That they had a feeling for one another
Because in the previous books there is a mention that Ash `loved` Art
And Art `loved` Ash and that she knew Ash was more powerful than her and that it was him who controlled her
So this is my ideal story for Ash:
So Ash and Art is not happy because Ash has to redeem another DH`s soul and he is unhappy that Art still has `control` over him
And that he is rebirthed and not a full god
So he is seriously pissed and leaves for a while to a very far away place for a while
Then some other god wanted to kill Art because she stole Sin`s powers so she her powers seemed nicer to steal from
Art gets attacked and she calls to Ash for help
Ash hears her in his head but he thinks it is another ploy to trick him to get him to come back so he ignores her
This gives the killer god to have enough time to start to do the finishing blow with an Atlantean dagger [Start as in raise his hand so that he can strike or stab her]
Then Art gives her final plea and Ash hears it sounds really sincere so he cant help himself but go back but he thinks that she is still tricking him as he teleports but he goes anyway because that`s just his nature of being a `sucker` all the time
He sees Art trapped and going to be killed
The only way is to kill the god and this brings about very severe consequences because killing other gods bring about heavy punishment
Ash is sentenced to death by the fates
Ash thinks Art would not do anything to save him again
Art at first thinks she cant save him
And then Art realises her love for him and thinks save him at great risk to herself
She realises her mistake from the past and decides to try and save him
Apollomi, who has heard that her son is sentenced to death, comes to her before she leaves and gives her all her powers making her nothing but a human.
`Just to save him` This backs how she showed her willingness to give her life to save her son
Also, during the time he was awaiting his death Ash begins to feel hopeless
Ash would also suffer a peroid of remembering his past and feeling the world is cruel and it is all hopeless and that there will be no one who would go out of the way to help him or do a favour without anything in return as so frequently mentioned as Ash big problem in the first part of the book
Then Art successfully saves him and she convinces him that she is the one who will love him at all cost and that there is hope for him yet
Then Art will be fated to be tortured and killed really really badly even more than it would have been for Ash in the previous situation and she was sentenced because she saved Ash who was fated to be something like very hard to describe... like Taboo or very degrading or many things like he was not deserved to be saved that kind of thing... and that she saved someone who took a god`s life so either way someone`s life would have to be taken... and since the other gods dont like her they just choose to end her life in place of Ash`s
Then Ash in his mind thinks about controlling himself not to save her for he knows this is like revealing even more about his weakness of not liking others to suffer
And he knows he will suffer even even even worse fates to save her
Then in the end he realises his love for her and that she has changed and that she really is supposed to be his fated one and he saves her
But he will have to suffer very harsh consequences
This time it is the Ultimate Suffering... really no kidding... not like the other `fated horrible the worst of the worse sufferings`... this is the real ULTIMATE nothing can exceed this
But it is done in the form of emotional, physical and soulal [in this world it can be considered like pain to the soul like ripping the soul so it hurts but does not rip completely]
Art this time tries all she can to save him but it is out of her hand and she actually cries
SHE ACTUALLY CRIES FOR ANOTHER PERSON!!
Then when Ash is being taken away, Art, with tears in her eyes, manages to see him one last time when he is chained up and he says he did it because he truly loved her and that she should stop trying because nothing can save him as he was fated to die so he might as well die for someone he loved and if she tried any more she would have to suffer
They kiss one last time and during this time she transfers all of her powers including Apollomi`s to him in hope that the power might let him live through it and he is brought away while she cries on the spot again
But he doesnt die because The Fates fated that he should not die [even when the other gods sentenced him to this Ultimate torture and death]
This is supposed to contradict how The Fates cursed him even before he was born, but now they bless him
But during the first `purifying` soul torturing `cleansing`, all the powers Ash took from Art and indirectly Apollomi gets released.
Since the only thing Ash was thinking about was Art, the bulk of the powers taken from Art and Apollomi went into Art.
The extra power from Apollomi gave her power over her twin brother Apollo who has been mistreating Art since forever
Some bit of power was also transfered to Apollomi [you cant deny blood relations...] so Apollomi had the most basic of powers like teleportation and she became a goddess again, meaning that she would not age but she does not have her destroyer powers
But all of Ash`s powers remain with him because it is really a part of his soul...
But during the thousand years of torture with every `purifying` soul torturing `cleansing`, Ash`s true god powers get unlocked a bit at a time until he is released with full god powers
So the last part can be about Art and Apollomi are in Art`s room where she remembers Ash a thousand years later
Even though Art was quite crazy about it since she got it with Ash
She was never with anyone else
Then Ash appears in her room
They cry tears of joy in seeing him again
Ash finally sees his mother for the first time and cries
Apollomi leaves leaving the two of them together and they declare their true love for one another
Art, having the Destroyer`s powers, is extremely powerful now but now Ash is even more so...
Making them a very formidable god couple.
Turns out since Apollomi does not have the Destroyer power, he can see her and the world will not end.
But the fate of the world instead lies in the hands of Ash and Art
And now they love each other and they live happily ever after and Ash returned as a full god and Art has power over her bully-like twin brother and they are the most powerful among the greek and atlantean gods and Ash finally can see his mother.
~
Oooookkay...
Enough side-tracking...
Hmmm... I should really be a book writer
ANY PART OF THE ABOVE STORY ABOUT ASH AND ART IS NOT TO BE USED ANYWHERE BY ANYONE ON ANYTHING AT ANYTIME EXCEPT ME GG OR THE WRITER OF THIS BLOG
Thank you...
~
Then the project was quite fun
But we were underprepared but whatever
We chose Johannes Kepler and it was quite fun
And SAL dressed up as some ancient woman who made the Astrolabe and was captured and had her skin burned to death
But their presentation was short and they didn`t spam facts as I thought they would
Special round was quite fun because our quizmaster was quite lenient
Then was the final round
For the individual round lyndon got six, sushil got 5, vishnu got 17 and I got 25 for the team
The question were so easy
Then the weird `game` round was very lame but whatever
They like to sabo us
But luckily they sabo RI also and NYGS too
The buzzer round was very fun because we owned
Then we got first prize
We later found out that SAL did not get first but she got first for individual.
But she did not cry about not getting first like she did at Astrigue
I also met this guy from TSS called JT
And I am trying to find him on facebook
Also met lsh again and she waved to us
What a nice girl
I am also trying to find her on fb
Hmmm... I should have gotten the names of the other girls from NYGS from the last competitions
They seemed very friendly
And I`m still trying to find SAL`s msn and trying to get her to add me on fb
Same with Glln


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




08 June 2009

~ Hols Week 1 ~

So I have completely wasted the first week of the June holidays while everyone else is at study camp and is studying...
Fixed the blog
Sending my laptop to be repaired
Wasted so much time
Chinese was a horror but nvm



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27 May 2009

~ So Helpless ~

I feel so helpless...
I feel so unprepared for chinese...
I feel so sad...
I think I am going to do so badly for O levels...
And I found out the jc I want to go to requires me to have 4 points
Meaning that I have to get an A1 for English
And I am still scoring a B4
And my other subjects must all get A1s too
I am very scared that I may have screwed up SPA
This is so pissing and saddening
I feel so helpless
And DSA is for people who have CCAs that have competitions
like sports and performing arts
So saddening
Am I going to get an A1 for chinese?
T_T


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22 May 2009

~ Results ~

So I did quite badly for the mid year exams T_T
I got 9 points which is so saddening T_T
I got an A2 for combined humans
I should really study lit and ss more
So that I can do the essays in a shorter time so that I can do the unseen and source based questions better
Then what was really saddening was English T_T
I got a B4 T_T
I got a Sixty 4.4 T_T
T_T
I really really need to get an A1 for english
Really really worrying T_T
I`m not sure whether in the end I will manage to get an A1 T_T
Feel like DSAing
And my other subjects are also very bad T_T
For the other 7 A1s
I did really really badly for geog and only got a 79 T_T
I also did quite badly for chem, physics and bio with around 85 for all
And I did quite badly for both maths with an 87 for each
SO SAD T_T
Will this be the last time I`m posting here until next year?


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21 May 2009

~ T_T Dooms day tomorrow ~

So results is coming out tomorrow
I think I did really really badly...
My name for top 5 in the level only appeared 3 times T_T
I think I did very very badly for lit, ss, english, geog and physics
I think I did badly for emaths and amaths
The only ones that I`m not worried about is chinese, chem and bio
I feel so sad
Then today got this weird talk
And I feel like doing the DSA
O.o
DSA is basically going from letter F to the right
But anyway I feel so scared for O levels
I can imagine myself crying in front of everybody when the O level results are released when I get a B3 for english or an A2 for any other subject
I don`t think I can stop crying if I do not get six points
T_T
Nothing will ever make me feel better
I would have contemplated yi liao bai liao
But I firmly dont believe in it
I guess I would have to make the best out of it
But I would be so freaking sad for the rest of my life
And I regret not taking higher chinese
So now I confirm cannot go to rj
But *haiz*
Nvm
Chinese O levels in 9 days time
Have to study


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19 May 2009

~ Not so sad ~

So I was 3rd in the level for chem
So I`m not so sad now
But I feel really sad for making the careless mistakes or I will get top already
Becaus the top is 85 and I did quite badly with a 83
I think lit, SS, English and Physics are gonna be real bad
Bio and chinese should be okay I guess
Anywayz I got a new phone
Which came free when u renew a contract
It wasn`t my contract but I got a free phone anyway
Yayz this one actually has a camera
But I`m still very scared for O levels
Then u ppl would say how would I not get six points
But isn`t there that su yu that says zhi zhe qian lu bi you yi shi...
Meaning that I can still fail sometime
I`m really really sad
Maybe if I manage to do well for mid years or prelims I can get a dsa?


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




18 May 2009

~ Sad ~

Today was very sad...
I think I did very badly for mid year exams
Which is very very sad
T_T
And I think I screwed up SPA
I really really need to get at least six A1s or else really cannot already...
Then I`m also not sure whether I can get the minus 2 points
Very very scared
Then Chinese O levels is in less than 2 weeks time
The band was weird and I knew the drummer but whatever.
I`m so sad
So scared
I feel so hopeless...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




17 May 2009

~ End of Exam ~

End of exams
Exams was sucky
On Friday went to watch angels and demons...
Quite interesting
Quite scary
Explosion is scientifically incorrect...
Waited 1 hour to eat F&C
Then went home...
Saturday I watched Star Trek...
Quite interesting
But mostly scientifically incorrect
Especially about warping
I also have some issues about the black hole part
But I guess the laws of physics is different inside the blackhole just that no one has gone into one so we dont know...
But I really dun tink tt black holes are warp holes...
Blackholes are like accumulating infrequent uneven mass and giving it make out evenly through space through black hole evaporation due to the random matter and antimatter seperation without the annhilation...
But whatever...
Very scared for O level chinese...
T_T


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14 May 2009

~ last day of exams ~

Tomorrow is the last day of exams...
I will be so happy because I can officially do wadeva I want...
Even tho I have been doing mostly wadeva I want now...
Especially using the comp...
I think I screwed up all the exams...
And I think I screwed up SPA...
I knew I did something wrong...
But I`m not gonna say cos it says it was CONFIDENTIAl
So I suggest no one tell anyone else about SPA so that nationally the average will drop and we will get a better grade...
We cant help it if we dunno anything about the topic...
Then there are some people who are hypocrites...
In short it is like `do unto others what u would others do unto u` or wadeva the quote was...
Or it could also be like `judge not yet ye be judged`...
I feel so hypocritical right now but I really dun care cos im quite pissed off...
So as I was saying...
It was like I didnt talk to u to be insulted...
And when you`re insulting someone else about something that is so childish and not funny...
I just try to smile but I know my already low IQ level is dropping...
Wadeva...
I dunn care anymorez >_<
I cant get pass stage 4.six in the game I`m playing...
That`s y im not really looking forward to the end of the exams...
Why cant there be exams non-stop all year round?


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




13 May 2009

~ 2 more days to exams ~

This week was better than last week...
For geog I had so much to write but not enuff time...
But I think that I have wrote enuff...
Not really studying this weekk....
Because i`m addicted to this weird mmorpg
im level 35 already in 4 days...
Mousehunt is hard...
My fingernail is still blue from writing...
I dunno how ink got on it in the first place...
My exam table is blue from ink smudging...
During geog I asked Kl to gimme paper...
I asked for 2 cos i tot she was only gonna gimme 1 but she gave me 2 and said there is 2 already on it..
Hao gang ga...
Den I forgot what the female parts of the flower are...
And I forgot that plasmid is a vector...
T_T
The wire of my mouse like the rubber thing partly came off...
And im getting pissed off...
RIGHT NOW because of people who like to talk to themselvs...
*roar*


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10 May 2009

~ Weekend of Exams ~

So it is the weekend of exams and I have been wasting my time on this computer...
What else is there to say?
Geog is very hard to study for...
And I dun feel like studying maths or bio...
So here I am...


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08 May 2009

~ First week of exams are over ~

So the first week of exams are over...
The first 3 days sucked
Geog and chinese seemed quite okay
I was very happy for geog cos my fav theme is water and 2 questions about it came out
1 river and 1 coast
yayz
But them today physics paper 1 was quite easy
But paper 2 was hard
The either/or question was alright...
But the other questions sucked
Because a lot came out about applications question where they taught us one example but they give us another example which we do not know how it works...
T_T
This round of exams sucks...
T_T
...
looking back i think I was a bit insane from doing an overnight lit in `perfect life`...


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05 May 2009

~ 2nd Day of ExamsY_Y ~

Exams r so pissing and screwed up...
No time to properly do the SBQs...
T_T....
I got so many questions wrong...
This is so bad...
If I get questions wrong when I think I`m right, I would get more questions wrong when I think I`m wrong T_T
Y_Y
Y_Y


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04 May 2009

~ First Day of Exams Sucks ~

English sucked because I screwed up the format for section 2 because we didn`t rlly go through report....
I am going to die for english T_T
But the compo SEEMED quite okay and quite fun...
But I could have screwed it up too...
And I could never write as good as other people...
Emaths kinda sucked because I dunno at that time how to do question 8...
Now I realised that I should have factorised the x in xsquared - x then I get x-1 which is in the other fraction...
I also screwed up one part of the set question...
I forgot that the U means add the sets T_T...
SO SAD....
I didn`t do 2 questions correctly...
Today sucks bad...
Maybe it is punishment for being so pissed off yesterday...
Suddenly after I read to kill a mockingbird, every middle-aged women seemed like the ladies of Maycomb...
Hypocrites, mean iiiiiii and overly critical and judgemental...
But the reception was as nice as always so who cares...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




01 May 2009

~ Perfect life ~

Sometimes I think about a `perfect life` where we keep living a scene that never ends.
One would be in a car driving to a destination that is forever beyond my reach.
Of course I will not be driving the car, but I would be sleeping or just being in some weird peacefuly state.
I would have endless CDs to play...
And for some reason the cars move in perfect harmony...
We don`t have to brake or slow down because of a jam or a car changing lanes.
It is quite peaceful...
Now I`m doing lit because I am so behind schedule and saturday and sunday will be completely wasted...
So byebye SS and Chem...
So now I am feeling another `perfect life`...
Where it is forever night...
The morning never comes...
I have to forever do literature notes...
The fan makes the place cool but not cold...
The whirl of the fan is almost hypnotic...
I am feeling slightly sleepy but i continue with lit...
It just feels so peaceful...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




30 April 2009

~ 3 Days to Exams ~

Have to mugg!!!
Geog so much to study!!!
NOoooo!!!
Okayz i must agree to myself not to use the comp from now on...
From now on...
I SAID FROM NOW ON!!
NOOooooo!!
...
looking back... I`m a bit weird...


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29 April 2009

~ 4 Days to Exams ~

Had a weird dream where I was actually happy...
It was very weird but whatever...
Must mug more...
Today was a complete waste...
Very sad...
Zzzzz....
Study...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




28 April 2009

~ 5 Days to Exams ~

So there are five days to mid year exams...
I have been completely slacking...
Searching MMORPGS...
Must remember to play some games after O levels.
Trickster, lunia, AO, tantra...
Okz wadeva...
My mugging level is still very low.
And lit is very daunting...
Humans are like pure mugging...
Sciences are like half mugging...
Maths is like pure practicing...
And languages are plain difficult...
Sorry luke for being such a bitch but I was very pissed off...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




27 April 2009

~ Mugging Theory ~

By doing this, my mugging score is going down...
So I have been thinking...
Okz cannot waste anymore time...
I have generated a formula to determine your mugging level so here it us:
M = (T x E / 10) + (C x R / 10)
~
Where...
~
M is the mugging level upon 25.
But you can change it to 100 by multiplying the number by 4
~
T is the fraction of time spent mugging in a set time -A day is the minimum unit- upon 15 .
Where 0 is not mugging.
10 is mugging all of the time while sleeping in a regular pattern.
15 is mugging really all of the time forfeiting all sleep.
~
E is the efficiency of mugging upon 10.
Efficiency means what percentage of the mugging time you actually mug.
~
C is the concentration level upon 10.
Where 0 means you did not absorb anything.
And 10 means you absorbed everything single detail.
~
R is the relevance of the mugging material upon 10.
Relevance means how much good is it doing you?
Based on what is tested and what you already know.
~
So this is the formula...
Until today my mugging level was 7
Today my mugging level is still 7.
I must increase it to at least 15 by tomorrow...
Must Must!!


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




25 April 2009

~ Astrigue ~

Today was the last day of Astrigue...
Sadly we didn`t get into the finals...
The project was weirded out...
But for some reason the Newcomer team won first...
They also got first for Data Response which was expected because of Minh.
Ryan got second for individual which was expected too...
But the surprising thing was that Chek got 3rd for individual..
Did he copy Ryan or is he very lucky or did he actually absorb something from all the lectures?
We didn`t get any prize unfortunately.
But our school got monopoly which will be very fun...
And sadly RGS didn`t get first but got second instead...
They lost to RI...
Can`t believe it...
How could they lose?
And it was also quite sad for Stacy...
She was like crying lol...
She was like sitting on the ground looking so forlorn...
Although she may be a bit... But I still feel sorry for her...
All these made this day quite sad...
But the good thing for today was that we saw the Phuan look-a-like...
We finally got her name...
She seems quite sweet and she remembered us after a year...
^_T


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




23 April 2009

~ Pissed off and going in circles ~

I feel like my mind is going in circles and over many decisions and emotions...
And it is revolving around being pissed off...
Fine, I admit I`m a big iiiii but I am so pissed off at a certain uuuuuu...
I am so freaking pissed off...
My brain is revolving around not using this comp, studying for exams, studying for chinese, passing nafa and being extremely violent either to someone or myself...
Its days like this when I think about having some weird power...
like when I`m super pissed off, my iris turns completely black, the sky is filled with dark clouds, thunder and lightning, the sun is completely blocked, the wind is blowing so hard a shrub could be torn off...
Then when I get super uber pissed the wind turns into a mega storm and trees are flying around...
A lightning strikes all around me and shatters windows as it enters the building but never hitting anyone...
Then a mega gust of wind hits the people I`m pissed off with like a punch with a giant invisible fist and bangs them against the wall... As if it was done psychically...
...
Suddenly I don`t feel so pissed anymore...
The sky clears up and everyone learns not to piss me off...
lol...
I can imagine this kind of power I would want would be like anger motivated like the blue flame girl in that movie with that red guy who is so not right for the girl...
Xxxxx...
Feel so much better...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




22 April 2009

~ Rubgy... not ~

So I think someone said we lost which was quite sad...
I couldn`t go because I had to go for some astronomy meeting which dragged so long I think it ended even after the rugby ended...
ZZzzzzz....
Someone was still quite domineering but wadeva...
Have to chiong astrigue...
Keep getting pissed off lately...
Went crazy during recess...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




21 April 2009

~ Squash ~

Today was the squash thing...
It was really a waste of time but im so happy we won...
I saw J9 and the other one tt I totally forgot the sch and name...
Exams are coming so fast...
Noooo....
Have to study....
I`m still uncertain about lit, SS, geog and amaths...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




18 April 2009

~ long times ~

So i Havent been writing for a very long time...
Very stressed for O levels...
Very pissed off at my keyboard for spoiling...
Playing vamp and tree tag...
Jurassic park is so over...
No one creates Island defence anymore...
Scared for Chinese and English...
And SPA...
Today was very hot...
So now I`m writing whatever i rmbed during the time that i have not been writing...
like abt how they were talking about the Ting Tings when it was so last June...
And how I`m very sorry at David for injuring him when I was swinging my arms around while holding that stupid metal pipe...
Now I actually believe some people when they say something bad happened just because they so happened to be swinging their arms about...
I`m so very pissed off at johnson and kirby for being idiots...
And at luke for copying me...
Scouts was fun...
Filled water bombs...
Rmbering about Sec 1, 2 and 3...
Such gd memories compared to this year...
Differentiation is easy to learn to apply but very brain sucking...
Astrigue was okay...
QS was as normal...
I screwed up MCQ because they asked about modern historical astro which is not in tt stupid booklet they gave out...
But I think I did very well for the Data Response...
Hahaz...
I did 3 out of the 5 questions...
My other teammates gave up on Question 4 and did Question 5...
So if we get 8O%, and if we base 8O% to 1OO % then I would have gotten 75%...
Hope project round and pyramid round will be good for us so that we can get into the finals...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




02 April 2009

~ Mixed Feelings ~

Im so sad because i dimmed my screen when i cant brighten it...
So using this comp during the day is very strenous...
Then I have so much mixed feelings I dunno wad to do...
First im worried for o levels...
I want to study hard...
I cant seem to get myself to study hard...
Im pissed off at some ppl that talk abt other ppl...
Spread gossip dont deform it to something even worse...
Then Im having a mixed feeling...
And a blank feeling...
Its like you know you feel some emotion...
Because they have the same symtoms...
like feeling happy or sad or angry or worried brings about physical manifestations...
I know i am feeling something but it seems to blank...
like a `filler` emotion lol...
like the human genome...
And about the mixed feeling is very annoying..
Because I want to write all my emotions out...
But I also dont feel like doing so...
like im hyped up about it...
and lazy about it at the same time...
Zzzzzz...
Dotz...
Zzzz was all i could think of saying right now...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




19 March 2009

~ Zzzzz March Ho1zzz ~

Its the march ho1s...
And im used to using ones or capita1 I for the Ietter after k...
And im used to using the thing beIow the squigg1y 1ine for my inverted commas...
But it is sti11 very bad...
Zzzz...
I tink the warranty expired...
Then a1so sometimes garena got no games one...
Sianz...
Then got so much to do...
And got no time...
1O weeks to chinese exams....


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




12 March 2009

~ Sianz ~

Sianz...
Have to do finish the chinese zhuo ye by tomorrow...
Then my keyboard is still spoilt...
Then also have to study...
Then term ending...
Then next term we will be moving upstairs yayz...
Zzzzz....


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




05 March 2009

~ Spoi.t keyboard... ~

So my key board is spoi.t...
And I dunno why and I dunno wad to do...
Sianz...
Now cannot say 1o1...
Huahz...
And I think my warranty ended a.ready...
Zzzzz....
T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




28 February 2009

~ From Friday to Sunday ~

Founder's day was good...
In one sense...
But bad for the rest...
First I went to the wrong place and panicked...
Then I went with the ppl for lan...
Dota was fun but we kept getting stephen T_T
Then left for dead is quite fun too...
But the zombies are not scary... They are so damn pissing...
It's like why can't you move?
Oh, it's because there's this retarded zombie attacking you that just won't die...
Then Siren called my house and I wasn't home so my parents picked up...
Turns out it's about the essay and I couldn't finish it because I had to go for astro halfway...
And whyth was she calling even when it was only a day late?
Then saturday was okay...
Had an unglam moment...
My hair was screwed up...
Then I went library and found the same old man there again...
Then today I still had this stupid cough...
Got pissed off in the morning...
And nothing much...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




26 February 2009

~ Astronomy Thingz ~

Today was a bore...
SS was okay but I didn't have enough time...
So I missed out 1 point in part a
And I skipped out some sentences in part b
Then I forgot to collect that thing again...
I went for astronomy during AMaths...
But the AMaths teacher couldn't come today...
So the Chinese teacher took over...
And she was not in class so I could leave without explaining to the teacher...
We went to the science centre...
Surprisingly only four schools came for the opening event for IYA...
Even the namey schools didn't come...
Dunnno why we had to and miss lessons...
The namey schools must have thought that studies was more impt...
But dunno why we went anywayz...
Then the astro thing was quite a bore...
The lecture by the British woman was quite good...
Bought the book...
Got food from the guest's table because the student's table ran out of food...
Then we looked at some exhibits since we we're there...
Then there was a electrical exhibit that makes electrical charges travel through a low pressure gas tank...
The human sculpture inside was quite obscene...
And my bag broke again...
Now it is at the back...
And the strap broke again...
But this time i think it is the other strap that broke...
Founder's day tomorrow...
Hope it ends well...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




22 February 2009

~ Sunday ~

Okayz today was a snore...
I still had the cough...
Played that weird rpg that was uber long...
Hit my head in the shower T_T
Why must the rack be there...
For randomness sake:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/scotland/6516319.stm


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




21 February 2009

~ Saturday Fear ~

So I'm thinking of exporting this blog and replacing this one with a safer one...
Because some people may like us whatever I write against me...
I have like a headache and a cough now and I think it's because of the night before...
Hope it goes off by tomorrow...
Today there was this old man in the library...
Saying like "So lousy ah..." "Nothing to borrow ah..." "No good la..."
It was very annoying and I like thought like if you think the books in the library are no good, why are you still here?
I think it's because the library had some convention thing so many people were there so maybe the old man came here and went to look at books because it was convenient but did not really like it?
Then later I saw another old man lying on the bus stop bench sleeping in the middle of the day...
It was quite sad and apparently old people here are quite sad and that we should plan for retirement earlier...
Although I haven't even started working, moreover graduate from school...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




17 February 2009

~ Tuesday, Day After AMaths, Day Before Chem ~

So today was such a bore and the recess was split again...
On the first recess I saw BFOTY08...
So I must make a mental note about it...
Then there was a super long physics...
We didn't get screwed over like I thought we would be about the thing that YC lost...
Snack time was interesting...
Bio was wth-it's-not-even-in-our-text-book-ing...
Chem was quite fun actually...
Chinese was shouting...
Physics was boring...
AMaths was new-chapter-yay-i-hope-i-can-finnally-understand-differentiation-ing...
EMaths was nagging...
Geog was vid-ing...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




16 February 2009

~ AMaths Test ~

Funny isn't it?
All my titles are on Days and Tests...
Zzzz...
Amaths test today was quite easy but I screwed up one question...
I forgot that something over zero is undefined, not zero over something...
So I wrote undefined and didn't get an actual answer...
Then the afternoon was hot...
The books were great...
Then I had this headache around dinner time...
Maybe I ate too much wasabi...
I was alright again after I bathed...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




15 February 2009

~ Sunday, the Day After Valentines and the Day Before AMaths Test ~

This is a bore..
I've wasted all my time...
And am now obsessed with a new singer...
Zzzz...
And Johnson's not online...
And I really need to study for AMaths...
This morning was crap but I don't feel like writing about it anymore...
Zzz...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




14 February 2009

~ Just another Long Friday and Short Saturday ~

Friday sucked...
I was in school from 7 to 9...
Then I waited until 9.30 and the school was imba dark in some areas
And for some reason there was still some people playing squash O.o
I had to like lug around my 3 bags because of some stupid reason and I was so pissed...
But anywayz it was quite fun (contradictory but true)
Saturday was a hore...
I meant bore...
Yay...
Valentine's Day!!
Day of X-tra mugging?
No... I attempted to mug but failed and started doing this...
Went for S & D and I think I finally got my piece...
I hope...
Non-iambic pentameter's a bitch...
Because like it is not continous...
Then went to the library...
So fortunate I found the next book in the series which I hadn't noticed before...
It's quite boring now since Johnson is failing at trying to sync songs...
And my toe's bleeding...
Zzzzzzzzzz


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




11 February 2009

~ Bio SOTY ~

lol...
actually this is not really an soty because it is not really that scandalous...
It was just fun while it lasted...
During Bio, we like locked the doors, turned off the lights, hid our bags and hid against the wall of the classroom...
So when pluant came she thought like no one was in class and everyone left...
But for some reason she just sat at the bench at the pond and looked through some papers...
Then we like made it seem like we were normal and kept telling her that her eyes were like playing tricks on her...
But there was one SOTY today...
But I can't say... although everyone knows about it...
But all I can say is that the Geog test is tomorrow, I haven't studied and geog rox!!
I dunno who would drop it...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




07 February 2009

~ SOTY ~

SOTY (noun)
.
Pronunciation
Correct: ess-oh-tee-wai
Wrong: soe-tee
.
Meaning: Scandal Of The Year
.
Example of usage:
1. "I can't believe that happened!! SOTY!!"
2. "SOTY. 3-o'clock. Isn't that pathetic?"
3. "SOTY, did you hear Ayu's exbf is going to be her new stepdad?" "OMG! SOTY! SOTY!"
.
Cannot be used for: Dates
Correct: "That is so Scandal Of The Year 080808!!"
Wrong: "That is so SOTY 080808!!"
.
Cr8ed by: ME
.
I *so* created SOTY and my dreams is that I will go into mainstream usage...
So start using it people...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




03 February 2009

~ Tuesday ~

Sianz...
Today was really bad and boring...
The test was quite okay.
The recess was split...
The lessons were boring...
I stayed back for some bio thing...
Then spent the rest of the time reading some weird facts book...
Sianzzz....


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




02 February 2009

~ Quizzzz ~

Because I'm damn bored...
I have decided to do a random quizzzz....

Who was the person who tagged you?
Edwardddddd

Relationship between you and him?
Classmatezzzz

Your 5 impressions of him
-imbahax str
-imbahax int
-imba hax agil (dex & luk)
-moods range from normal to bad (never jumpy happy)
-scaryyyyy


If he becomes your enemy, you will...
A. Tell him you don't want to be enemies with him via phone, msn, email, fb, blog...
B. Shout to him you don't want to be enemies with him from a far (or should it be "long"?) distance.... a farrrr distance... and prepare to run for your life...
C. Get medical insurance...


What would you say to the person you like very much?
Nothing...

Characteristic(s) I like about myself?
Fast thoughts producing...

Characteristic(s) I hate about myself?
Slow thoughts processing...
(Thus the brain overload)


For the person whom you hate, you say...
Nothing... I don't hate anybody...
I would like to hate people who go way out to hate me but I know I would be a waste of time and energy and I would just ignore them...
...
Because thanks to my fast thoughts producing I have worked out that it would be no use trying to deal with people who hate me... :
"Why do you hate me?"
EITHER A. "Even so, you can't harbour hate just from that reason."
OR B. "You hate me over such a childish matter?"
THEN "Other people can live with it, why can't you?"
"You're being unreasonable and childish."
"Now you are going to hate me more because I'm contradicting your stubborn views."
"Apparently you have personal issues but you don't have to take it out on me."
So I won't say anything to them...
Because people don't usually look past their stubborn views and I guess everybody needs someone to hate to project their individuality and bad emotions...
...
Yaz...
I'm *that* bored...


What do the people around you feel about you?
I don't know... Some nerd... (which I'm not because I'm not in any school that has the word "Raffles" in it and I actually hope I was...[actually smart enough])

Your crush(es)
I'm forever young ! XD ... (I wish...)

Pass this on to ten people
1. TS (doesn't have a blog)
2. Edward (tag back!)
3. Johnson (additional tag to YC and Ed because everyone has something to say about the rabbit)
4. Yi Chong (re-tag)
5. Jn
6. Ch
7. Luke
8. Stephen
9. Darren
10. Cl

If 5 and 7 were together?
I'll LOL

Who does 5 like?
6 and 10? (as in friends... *rolls eyes*...)

What colour does 9 like?
I would say pink but I think he likes black...

Say something about 8
Rich-kid long-dog SB...

Who is 2?
Scroll up ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Talk about 3
Short rabbit jew retard...

Who's number 10's best friend?
5 and 6

Who's the sexiest among all 10?
Number 3...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHahahhahahahazzzzz....
For that I should win the prize for best joke of the year...

What colour does 4 like?
PINK

Is 4 single?
Recently divorced

Your relationship with number 1?
The person who acts so flamboyantly causing me to get the brunt of its insults just because people tend to find a weaker target that won't scratch back as hard...

Are 5 and 6 bestfriends?
Yes.

Number 9's surname?
Yong... KK!! (hahahahazzz... kdddingzzz)

7's nickname?
Luke Lumps

Say something to 8
(I only write this because I'm on a *criticism* high)
Does it make you feel superior to throw degrading insults at other people?


Say something to 9
Hate you forever... (kdding)

Who does 1 admire?
Not sure... It's between Paris Hilton, Britney Spears or Victoria's Secret's Models

Where does 1 live?
Secret.

10 of them know who you like(d)?
no.

What would you say when you see 6?
Why did you quit? (Not accusatory)

10's spouse?
The whole school... lol? But I really hope not...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Monday ~

So I like wasted the weekend by doing songstuff...
Today was quite interesting...
The Year 5s came...
And luckily Drong did not give a long speech...
The new people might think it is long...
But it was actually quite short compared to others...
Then today *some* people were looking outside the window at the *new* students...
Then CBT came in and said "Enjoying the view, boys?"
Now it seems so like *whatever* but I remembered it being quite funny...
And after school when I went outside and discovered that people could see inside our class quite clearly...
So like some people would be like so insulted that we are like staring at them lol...
Physics prac was quite fun and confusing...
Chem prac was very fun and easy...
I really hope strong heating of test tubes doesn't come out...
Because only test tubes seem to melt...
Then was CIP which was quite fun...
We cleaned the railings...
And we spent quite some time going crazy in the lift...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




29 January 2009

~ Back to School From CNY ~

So I'm back to school from CNY...
CNY was a drag...
But the snax were great...
Today was quite boring...
We did the planning for bio prac...
And I dunno how but I got 4/4 for the previous practical...
Then there was a super long super boring physics lesson...
Then I thought today was week A so I forgot to bring SS...
But luckily I found Eejhun who lent me the book...
Dotz...
Sianzorzz...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




24 January 2009

~ CDP Picture Post ~

I realised that I should have put in pictures in the previous post...
But I'm too lazy to put pictures into the old post...
So here they are:

(Click on the Pictures to get a better look. Especially for the words)
[For some reason it's screwed up and laggy so you have to like F5 and keep trying if you want a blowup of the pictures]




Malcolm doing Devotion
Johnson's Unglam Moment



And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




21 January 2009

~ CDP ~

Okay...
So CDP was fun...
... I guess...
~
Day 1~
It was all travelling...
~
Day 2~
Went to FRIM...
AM~ Climbed a hill which was damn irritating because it's like uneven steep steps because of the roots
PM~ Some treasure hunt which was hard and boring...
Then I had this like fainting headache at night but it turned out to be because I didn't drink enough water during the day so it was okay...
~
Day 3~
Went to Port Dickson...
AM~ Built some raft and went rafting with it...
I was sitting in the center and it was very fun going out to the flag...
But when we turned back they decided that everyone should just face the opposite direction so that we did not have to turn the raft around...
Then suddenly M and DK kept like...
I have no idea what the hell they were doing but they were like more splashing water back with the pedals than actually rowing the raft...
So water kept going into my right eye and it was damn pain...
And just when I thought it was alright again and I opened my eye, M splashed more water into my eye...
Like wad de hellz...
This went on for like the rest of the journey back to shore...
Half way when I was like frustrated at them I moved next to M so that he wouldn't be able to splash water into my eye...
But like I don't know how but more water got into my eye then like I was like bending over in pain and fell into the water...
So pissing...
PM~ We did some weird obstacle course...
Most of the stuff was put there for the sake of it like having to walk in like rows of muddy water...
Then 4 people had to canoe...
The first pair like capsized when they were coming back...
And the second pair like rowed across to the other end of the beach... wth...
Then there was this archery section where M kept saying that he was like *so good* at archery but he like fired 2 shots and they like both missed...
While everyone else could at least *hit the target*....
~
Day 4~
Went to the Genting Highlands...
AM~ It was freaking cold and there was like mist everywhere...
Then we did this indoor game where the instructor was like talking so damn much...
If all our convos appeared like instant messaging he would be like spamming...
But the game was quite fun...
PM~ It was freaking hot and the mist was gone...
We did this outdoor rotational activity...
First one was the bridge thingy where we were supposed to make a bridge with 2 short planks across a long gap...
So people had to like stand on the plank to stabalize the bridge...
And for some reason I was always the first one to cross...
Then CG was like nagging us to like do stuff...
At first I was a bit pissed of at CG but then later I realized what he was saying was quite true but the way it was said was a bit annoying...
Second one was swinging the monkeys of the class around some rope to get a lot of golf balls out of the sand pit...
It was very fun and like half the time I couldn't catch up with which way the rope was swing and I was like basically being dragged by it...
Third was this weird thing where our ankles were tied to each other and for some reason the people I was tied to (rabbit and dolphin) was like lagging...
Maybe it was like me but I'm not sure...
Fourth was the dominoes where we were supposed to build as many dominoes within the given time and one push must have them all dropping...
But our hands were tied up so it was *much* harder...
Then one half of the group was like hyper and they like built a very long chain very fast but I think Nic said JW knocked it down then they built another very long chain but then JW knocked it down again and then they built yet another long chain but I think this time Nic was too hyper and knocked it down...
Then one quater was Squid, Dolph and some others they were not as hyper but theirs kept being knocked down too...
Then there was me and Rabbit's quater which like didn't get knocked down much...
We built our own chains and planned to link them at the end...
But Rabbit accidentally knocked his one down so they only counted my chain... lol...
Which was only 22 tiles long...
Fifth was this ropey thingy where we were supposed to like shift stuff inside a boundary using ropes...
Everyone kept doing their own way and like didn't suceed...
They tried like tying a thumb knot and trying to lasso it but it won't work because the lasso will go right through and it will just topple the things...
They should have like hold one end of the rope at one end of the circle and throw the other end across the circle...
Then they should maintain the tension at the middle while they walk towards each other *then* do they tie the thumb knot and pull...
But they were all so caught up to listen to anyone lol...
Finally is this wooden clogs with like 4 foot holes where four people were supposed to walk over some ropes with it...
In the end our class got like the most points for all the activies and my group like got first place...
LoL...
That's what you get when you latch onto hyper people...
~
Day 5~
AM~ We went to some tall tower thing where they supposedly control radio and tv i think...
It was quite interesting...
I guess...
PM~ We went absailing...
Me and Rabbit went together but we took quite some time...
We were unlucky to get the side of the cave with this damn rock jutting out so at the beginning when they ask you to lean back you are like 70 degress because the rock has bad footing...
Then after that it was quite fun going down...
I kept hitting into Rabbit...
After that my hand was like damn pain because the handle for the rope needed a lot of strength for the rope to be released so that I could go down...
Luckily we did not take the longest...
Kirby took longer than us...
And M took even longer...
I think it's because he never lean back and he never spread his legs...
LOL...
Then during the debrief CG said that M did absailing before but he like did it at a lower height so it was harder for him...
But I think it was like to cover up for M so he didn't feel so like embarrassed... lol...
But I think that comment just made things worse cos like we were like wondering if he did it before he would be better at it...
Cause like it was me and rabbit's first time but we still did it correctly and did it faster than him...
While he did it before and did not do it correctly... lol...
Then also after dinner apparently the clutch of our bus broke and we had to split up and go to different buses...
It was so lol...
~
Day 6~
Go back to SG...
Stopped by at different local product shops to buy stuff...
~
Now I realise I'm getting more mosquito bites sitting in front of the computer than in Malaysia...
iiii, where's the insect spray...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




15 January 2009

~ CDP Tomorrow ~

Okay so it's CDP tomorrow...
And like I really really hope it will be fun and not some torture camp lol...
Apparently I'm rooming (not sleeping XP) with malcolm...
Dotz... I missed out some things from the packing list but I don't think they are that important... I hope...
And I hope we'll have loads of free time to like have fun...
LoL...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




14 January 2009

~ 2 Days to CDP ~

Dotz...
So I'm rooming with Malcolm...
LoL...
Dunno what to say except that I haven't packed yet and there's a bunch of homeowkr today and I'm sitting in front of the computer typing this...
Dotz...
Is there any other games we can bring?


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




13 January 2009

~ 3 Days to CDP ~

I am again reminded that I only post this when I'm bored...
And that's why I have posts 2 days in a row...
And that people really have nothing to talk about so they usually have titles counting down to something that is not that great or that close by anyway...
...
So bored...
But must study...
Johnson pls get back your dota lol...
~
CDP is on Friday and it is quite mysterious...
lol...
Is anyone actually going to bring swimwear or are you all just gonna swim around in clothes lol...
And I'm also not sure who I'll be rooming with...
I hope it'll be fun...
And to make that happen can some of you bring some games?
And Johnson pls remember to bring uno...
...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




11 January 2009

~ Sunday, the day before Monday ~

So School's a drag and it's so boring...
I have been like slacking and have wasted this "long" weekend (not long enuff)
Sooo... boring...
I don't feel like studying but then I don't feel like playing anything because there is nothing to play...
Dotz...
CDP or whatever thing is on friday...
I hope it won't be too bad...
Zzzzzz....


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




08 January 2009

~ First Week of School ~

So the first week of school is boring and I constantly feel sleepy even though I have been sleeping quite early this past few days (have I?)
Theres a bunch of Chinese homework...
School is cold and boring.
Maybe that explains why I have been iiiiiii Johnson off this few days...
...
Feel like playing comp...
But after playing soo many mmos...
They all seem to be too draggy and boring for me...
I wanna play dota but then the ppl who do are not online much...
So little time...
Why can't there be 48 hours a day?
So that I can sleep twice as long...
Have more time to study...
And actually have time to play...
...
I have this feeling that Sec 4 will be the most boring year with me not leaving the house except for school...
Don't even have time to go to the library...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




01 January 2009

~ New Year ~

Happy New Year Everyone~
(Everyone meaning Squid, Richkid, Fat retard and Short retard) :P
School starts tomorrow~
Hmm....
A New Year, A New Start...
LoL...
Maybe I'll have a new image next year...
...
Whatever~


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




22 December 2008

~ Mood Swings and Wrapping Up the Year ~

So the year is ending I'm having mood swings...
Now I'm planning on having no life next year and be a 24/7 mugger lol...
Yaz...
I watched the Angus movie and it was quite sweet and touching...
And quite funny too...
Now back to business...
I would like to thank everyone for having *such* a great sec 3 year...
Adults... Please Don't Read This...
YOU PPL DUN UNDERSTAND...
~
I would like to say a big uuuu you to all of you who have been a iiiii to me this year...
You know who you are...
But after expressing my feelings...
You have all been forgiven...
NOT!!
Kidding...
lol?
And for those going to be uuuuuuu aaaaaaaa next year...
I won't give a uuuuuuu iiii about you...
Did I mention I would like to thank you for *such* a great year?
~
..!.. this is for all the accused persons described earlier.
.!!.! This is for all the rest who are not...
(If you can't figure out the hand signs above... try it out with your hands and it will be oh so clear to you [esp for the 2nd one])
~
Hope you all will have a great year ahead...
And best of luck for the OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOh nOOOOOOOOOOOOes!! levels...
^_T_X_O


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




16 December 2008

~ Boring & Wasted Hols ~

So the hols was boring and much of it was wasted...
Edward and Yi Chong is gone...
Stephen seems to be missing...
Johnson is in a dota craze...
Huahz...
This is so boring...
I feel like watching a movie...
Angus, thongs and perfect snoggings may be nice...
LOL...
And then I don't know why I was looking through kitten videos when i found this:
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=YLDbGqJ2KYk&feature=related
Okay...
I have to admit I was laughing because...
I don't know why I was...
It was so disgusting...
I should feel so sorry for the cat...
But anyway...
That's pretty much it I guess...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




06 December 2008

~ Back from NZ ~

I'm back!!
NZ can be summed up quite easily:
Island
Sheep
Mountain
Glacier
Sheep
Far South
Sheep
Cows
Sheep
Farms
Sheep
Rivers
Sheep
Lakes
Sheep
Strong Sun, Cool Wind
Sheep
Maori
Sheep
Aotearoa
Sheep
Nephrite Jade
Sheep
Paua Shell
Sheep
Mt Cook

There is really a lot of sheep down there...
There is really a lot more sheep than people...
Every where you turn is sheep...
The sheep I met were very violent...
Maybe because they know we were going to feed them...
They just charged to anyone who has their food...
And I didn't realise that the wool on the sheep was actually really dirty...

There I saw:
2 *1* cg
2 *2* cg
1 *3* cg
1 *4* cg
1 c*g
I'm not telling you what it means...
It's just a personal note...

I sat on the luge in Queenstown...
And went on some river motor boat thing...
It was all really very fun...
I saw some people doing bungee jumping...
It l00ked quite fun...
I'm crazy to think that I would do it if my parents allowed me...

Other than that it is just a lot of scenery...
I didn't realise that the flight would be 10 hours long........
It was so boring...
I thought NZ was quite close to SG...
There was really nothing much to do...
I listened to the music on board and came up with a list of CDs to get lol...
Zzzz...
So tired...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




27 November 2008

~ NZ ~

Okay... so I'm leaving for NZ on sat...
Nothing really interesting happened to me recently...
Just that I got a new pair of roller blades that own my previous pair...
Dotz...
My previous pair got real lotz of friction...
Installed garena...
Playing dota after all this while...
Yayz...
Found out that Eejhun was also playing dota but got other kk to play with...
LOL...
Then I just read manga...
Tora dora was quite sweet...
Just hope the upcoming issues will come out soon...
Then FT was also very nice...
LOL...
I spent so much time reading over 100 issues...
Dotz...
But it still haven't completed yet...
I guess that's all...
Buaiz ppl...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~










~Whispers~














~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










~Glances~