26 January 2010
The new blog is done.
So this is the last post.
Really sad right?
And hence ends my secondary school life.
Thank you out there for whoever has read this blog.
Please go on to the next one as I go on to a new chapter in life.
24 January 2010
I don't know what to take.
Biology or physics.
Both are interesting.
So stressful.
We should be allowed to take whatever subjects we want.
*rawr*
Also, I went for some primary school class reunion yesterday and it was quite boring and only the acs people came.
Nothing happened, we just went from restaurant to restaurant and ended up at burger king.
What subject to take.
I mean if MOE thinks students will be better if they challenge themselves and take an opposing subject, then they should heavily promote it but not actually make it compulsory.
I mean what if people actually have heavy interest in either the arts or science.
It is like asking you to choose something which you do not like.
I mean it is really good indicator that the person is really capable but I would study what I want over being seen as capable any day.
21 January 2010
It is quite a scary movie.
Okay, for me it was really quite scary.
But only at certain parts.
Other than that is was quite a mild plot.
I really want to watch Daybreakers and I don't think it would be as scary.
I think it would be more violent and action filled.
Wow, holidays are ending.
19 January 2010
Does anyone have twitter?
Please get an account and follow me.
Because I have only 2 followers.
Isn't that sad?
I feel so bored.
There is nothing to do.
And learning French is a bit tedious.
Especially how the verbs change everywhere.
Adjectives are the best.
Nouns follow because nouns have plural and singular forms.
17 January 2010
Okay so the main thing about this post is that I saw SAL at Borders Parkway at 11:30am today.
How interesting.
Post terminated.
11 January 2010
So I am relieved.
Very relieved.
But slightly disappointed for getting a B3 for combined humans.
I have failed my senseis.
But still I got my 6 points for L1R5!
Yay!
Yay!
*sigh*
Yay!
09 January 2010
Today is the first lesson.
More importantly I have been bitten by the black and white cat.
It surely is a real bite but I am not sure whether it was meant to be a warning bite or injurious bite because I quickly moved my finger away so it just grazed it.
Luckily it was only as severe as me scratching myself.
Wow but it's expression was freaky.
08 January 2010
Ok so I'm bored and I have something to say.
So here is my double post.
I have been brewing over this for quite some time so ya.
Some may have observed that I have random people on facebook.
Why?
Because I saw a certain someone doing just that and I thought okay so I can too.
Then I thought wouldn't be fun to talk to someone from overseas.
And I don't add random local people.
Why?
Because people from overseas will not know the situation I am in and will not screw me over.
Oh please... it's figurative.
So the first person was french and that's how I started to decide to learn french.
Second was german and hence the german.
But he was a dj and had more clubbing invites than normal conversation in his wall.
So that dropped down the list a bit.
And so it goes on.
I try to talk to some of them and their lives are so interesting.
But then there are some people with really provocative profile picture.
So I am like I want to be friends with you but this is blemishing my profile.
And then I reduced my adding to once in a blue moon when I finally found out the horrible horrible and not so unexpected truth about the friend I got this idea from.
And I became very very disgusted.
And also this friend person is like stalking me and everything that I do on facebook.
And he is one of those slanderous bitchy people.
I have half the mind of deleting him off facebook.
But then we used to be real good friends and he would probably kill me online if I do.
And this new privacy change on facebook.
Now there are somethings I cannot block him from seeing.
Really inconvenient for me.
Now wondering if I should post on another person's wall, delete him or do nothing...
Decided.
But damn, that iiiii has almost 200 friends in common with me.
Why?
Because he adds every 'friend you may know' when he doesnt know them.
I mean wouldn't you freak out if your friend adds your friend by random when they don't know each other?
Super freaky.
What to do what to do.
I mean I have another iiiiiy friend that I am more worried about because he has more strings.
But I am not so worried about him even though I don't know him that well.
What to do what to do.
I mean he is a great friend when it comes to knowledge sharing and talking about studies, but when it comes to talking about personal and social life he becomes really horrible.
I mean he is like one of my oldest friends but he is no longer the person I used to know.
I guess I won't delete him but hope he will change and not screw everything up...
So...
Last day...
Kind of happy because it was quite boring when I wasn't in court.
But it kind of feels sad clearing your desk.
I feel so maudlin even though I only went there for a week.
Top 5 things I am going to miss most:
1. The people.
They are very friendly, especially the pupils and the interns.
2. The scenery.
It is so high up that it is shrouded in mist in the morning and when it rains.
And also a spectacular view of Sentosa.
3. Having to wear a black tie and suit.
Gives you reason to where it and it makes you feel so much different.
4. The office conditions.
I get my own room, albeit with a large gap above the temp walls.
The office supplies are copious with a wide variety and in superb condition.
The printers, scanners and telephones perform more functions than I ever imagined.
5. Being very high up above the ground.
So high that every time I take an elevator I have to swallow to adjust to the different air pressures.
So that's the end of it.
At first I thought some people I know and some office people I have seen typed very fast.
But it was nothing compared to how fast the registrars and judges type.
Amazing.
Sentosa Cove is so intriguing because it could very well be the most expensive residential area in Singapore.
So close to the sea, in a resort island, so close to the cbd.
06 January 2010
Went to the sub courts today and in the dispute resolution section.
It was very interesting.
The chambers are like complex enzymes with many different active sites.
And like you have 10 cases to settle but it is split into different chambers.
And each chamber has many cases and only some of it is yours.
Also you have to find the opposing solicitors.
So you have to find them and go into the specific chamber and hopefully it is unoccupied.
So basically you have to find the opposing solicitor that is related to the case which for the chamber which is unoccupied.
Like what the lawyer I am following said, it's like a marketplace.
Ate at this fusion restaurant for lunch and had the chocolate milkshake at Once Upon a Milkshake.
It was really good.
Went through 300 of 600 pages of a file.
So I have to finish the rest tomorrow.
I think I will start posting on my new blog, even though it is not completed yet.
So when it is completed it will look nice AND have the posts.
Yup great idea.
So I think this will potentially be the last post of this blog.
04 January 2010
Went to court today and did a lot of dry stuff.
Ate frozen yogurt today but Yoguru is still better.
TVMobile like stopped its service at the end of last year.
So sad to see things stop.
03 January 2010
So it's a new year and the O Level results are going to be out in less than 2 weeks time.
Australia was nice.
The beaches are so lovely and property is really cheap.
The minimum wage is very high and the prices of goods is high too with the exception of food.
The pension schemes are really good.
The people are very friendly in that they are not afraid to talk to strangers.
Trampolines are fun.
The are copious numbers of dogs.
Anyone owning a plot of land near a forest can easily see many wild animals such as koalas and kangeroos.
Large suburban areas with small central shopping areas.
Local businesses thrive this way.
Classic cut and build style with most buildings having only 1 or 2 floors.
The infrastructure is great.
The roads are superb and urban planning prevails together with cyclist paths.
Roundabouts are ubiquitous in the suburban areas which makes more sense to get the traffic flowing smoothly.
The reason they can do this is because traffic is extremely light.
The subway is efficient and well-maintained.
The subway lines are solely radial, causing some lines to have many many stops.
This makes traveling slow.
Dating sites prevail.
In the business district there are only up to a dozen tall buildings and they are not fantastically tall.
The main shopping district partially follows the style of leading districts with an open street layout but medium sized buildings housing some shops are seen instead of a singular layout or blocks of large isolated shopping malls.
And this is just Brisbane.
Well I guess apart from these observations about the way of life of the people I guess I have nothing else to say.
Also, it has a score of 1:12:21:36:19.
While Cambodia has an overall score of 18 over all sections.
I also did not count at the beach because there are just too many.
23 December 2009
So I watched avatar in 3d.
And 3d thing is quite cool but it wasn't amazing to the point that I would watch something in 3D again.
Your eyes get tired and you get a bit dizzy.
The main character is a traiter and a mw.
I didn't like the overall plot because in the end people will die.
Just depends on who.
The commander should die.
And I don't know how the one in charge of everything is so stupid and ignorant and still managed to get where he is.
It's quite sad how the scientist woman died.
The female native woman was quite ugly.
I like the fantasy setting of floating rocks and glowing plants.
But not the part where they put the ends of their hair in everything to communicate.
It's just weird.
And I don't like how there are two ends where you can put your hair but you only put it in one.
This makes it somehow off balanced.
Then we played L4D2 for a very short time and got owned because we only have 3 humans playing on our side and david did not know how to play.
Then we played tf2 and won all but 1 match.
For tf2 it seems everytime I play I always choose a different character that I some how am better at compared to the others.
I am also so happy that the library closest to me has gotten many new books.
19 December 2009
I have gained so much weight.
I am really scared and sad for o levels.
So now i really need to do that new blog.
So the rest of this post is pictures for my use.
18 December 2009
I just came back from Cambodia.
I went on the tour in chinese, hence the title.
It was quite good.On the first day we went to Phnom Penh to the yellow temples.
And the places preserved for people to remember the crimes against humanity during the Khmer Rouge regime.
So sad. So so sad.
At the yellow temples, there was this girl with this rattan round basket balanced on her head.
Then one of the tour people gave her some singapore money and she placed it up against the sun to check whether it was fake.
She was smiling all the while.
So heart warming.
The other people there selling goods and begging were sad.
And it was saddening too.
On the second day we travelled to Siem Reap and on the way we sat on a boat ride at the Tonle Sap lake.
On the third day we went to Angkor.
The first temple was only one tall storey and covered a vast area.
It was reconstructed with the help of India.
The second temple was really really tall and really dangerous because the steps are very steep and are only 2 inches deep.
But I made it to the top.
The third thing was a number of buildings or structures with a lot of carvings.
Then we went to Angkor Wat.
It was really beautiful especially because of the water.
The top part was under construction to make it easier to climb because apparently a french couple was climbing and the guy stepped on the womans long skirt and she fell down and died.
Quite sad but extremely possible.
Lastly we climbed this hill to see the sunset.
The climbing the hill was easy but when we reached the top we realised that they built a full temple structure thing on top.
So we had to climb that too.
The sunset was beautiful and there was just so many people on the structure it was amazing.
From the bottom it was difficult to see the temple because most of it was covered by people.
At night we went to this cambodian massage place.
While the rest of the tour people did the full body one, I only did the foot and leg.
It was really nice and it was not painful like the chinese powder one because they used oils instead.
At the airport the signs also had four languages.
Khmer, French, English and Chinese.
At main museums and places of attraction, the signs were in Khmer, French and English.
At the main cities of Phnom Penh and Siem Reap, it was really like a rural area.
There was no shopping malls, only privately run mini marts.
There was no tourist kind of shops but instead the people peddled their goods.
The children and speak many languages especially english, chinese, japanese and korean.
Many koreans go there to set up businesses because it is cheap.
The hotels have so many channels because tourism fuels the economy.
And there are many tourists from all over the world.
There are also many foreign language channels i.e. french, german, russian, italian, spanish.
I wish I had that many channels.
08 December 2009
How nice it is to learn 2 at once because they always seem to match up.
So you know when the translators are wrong.
I was walking by Far East Plaza the other time when I heard this am tourist say "I was laughing my tits off"
Obviously this callous person was a man who was a bit pudgy.
So I dunno.
Maybe this is a new lingo?
LMTO.
Although it's extremely vulgar but it's just so funny.
I guess the only ones who will be laughing is guys because if you walk in girl's skins, it is not funny.
Fine it is funny.
Just that don't expect them saying that anytime soon because they want to keep theirs where they are.
Okay this post is so nc16.
I am so happy I got a french dictionary.
So if any kind souls out there.
...
Any souls out there.
...
Google blogger moderators.
...
Can buy for me a russian one if they please.
It is important to get the double translation.
Seriously.
Okay Spanish and Portuguese is quite fun and easy.
The only problem really is inflection.
That's why I am learning things that do not have gender.
04 December 2009
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&ref=nf&gid=221315218451
Join the group because I am very sure anyone who reads this will agree.
Read the posts too.
They are hilarious.
That's all.
LoL.
I must be really high since yesterday to do multiple posts a day.
Because I got something to say.
There are just some songs where you simply love the verses more than the chorus.
Why?
Why must it be so good.
Must resist.
I definitely have to set my language cap to 1,2,3,4,5,7,9,10 for now.
I WILL NOT exceed.
I mustn't or I will fly a bit off the hook.
I am SO getting myself a foreign language dictionary.
If you feel immensely generous you can buy one for me.
<3
...
No. I really didn't like that heart.
But it did seem appropriate for the moment.
Now, I don't think it's appropriate at all...
Suddenly I feel happier than I have ever been so far in this term of holidays.
Спасибо, Books and Music.
There is something so alluring about European Music even though most of them are Dance/Club based.
Like the UK is the most formal and more upright.
I guess it's because the first thing you think about is the queen.
I have no clue about Ireland so I really want to go there.
Scandinavia having an almost perfect percentage of people speaking English has produced multitudes of great singers that are less dance based.
I have this strange impression that true southern Europe and Southeastern Europe i.e. Italy, Greece and the Yugoslavia area is very like oldern arts that sort.
The North Western part of the former Soviet Union seems to be striving to be more developed and more restrained.
While the rest of Europe has a major major major major major major clubbing scene.
That's my impression.
Then I was reading this fact book when I came across something interesting and checked it out on youtube.
It's quite sad actually and she is very wonderful to keep on going with the show.
If you laugh, you are sadistic.
Here's another one but they say it's fake.
But if it's fake then where did the white stuff come from?
I know I am so way behind but I just found this interesting video:
They used the Haiducii version and wow it's so cool how they can make out chinese words from the song and link them together.
03 December 2009
Okay I got my spark back and now I'm going into euro music again.
Check this out.
This guy was rapping in this video but who raps in a mickey mouse t-shirt?
It's december.
Time has passed so fast and the O levels seems so far behind.
But was it really?
It's like each of us are on our individual trains and we try and try to shift our tracks to the right where things are better.
But the thing is that in school we keep practicing and practicing.
But when it comes to the switch you have to do it right or all that you have worked hard for is for naught.
Now there is no immediate challenge in front of us and we are waiting to see if our single and only attempt was successful.
It seems to be such a care-free time but when the tracks diverge, you can't do anything anymore for the switches are 3 miles back.
The harder you pull the switch the more the cart goes to the right.
Why is there only one switch?
All the false and practices switches count for NOTHING.
NOTHING at all.
All that counts is that one and only switch that alters your life forever.
But as everyone says life goes on.
Just that the it would never be as you would have imagined it.
And you look back and see...
OMG I completely forgot the su yus...
*sigh*
Life just keeps getting better right?
Now you leave with a sense of sick helplessness.
And people always say as long as you tried your best.
But I know I never try my best.
And I feel so saddened that this would result in something unfavourable in the future.
All the time I wasted.
Sleeping too long.
Eating too long.
Showering too long.
Not doing anything productive while I was travelling.
Playing too much.
Wasting my time.
Not doing anything productive during recess.
Wasting the holidays.
Wasting the weekends.
And Mondays.
And Tuesdays.
And Wednesdays,
And Thursdays.
And Fridays.
And Public Holidays.
And the many days that I fell sick.
Not concentrating 200%.
*sigh*
It will never be enough.
Never.
Never...
Ever...
That's Life.
Or maybe my life just sucks?
*sigh*
And I know it was me who made it suck...
T_T
30 November 2009
So slow so fast.
I went for edward's bbq...
I hate to say it but it was quite boring.
Except for playing things in his room, watching crazy throw a coconut around the pool, trying and failing to cook something and poking the black cat.
I still think Blancat is cuter.
We gave it chicken wings and a cuttlefish ball but it didnt eat the cuttlefish ball.
Stroked it and placed a box over it but it scrambled out and chased it.
Burnt stuff.
For some reason I have more dreams in the past months than before.
The last one was about the class.
It had something to do with our form teacher resembled something between FH and AL.
And we still gave our PCT a better gift.
Russian is difficult.
French has similar root words and it uses the latin alphabet and you see it in a lot of places.
Russian is way out.
I need to add some russian people on facebook...
24 November 2009
Okay so I went to Edward's house.
It was really really boring but I went to West Mall and it's library before that so it was okay.
For some reason at night we walked to Macdonalds but for some reason after that they started turning off the lights for the second level and telling people to go to the first level.
Then Johnson greeded the strange seaweed shaker thing.
Slept.
Kirby says he watches something with 3 1/2 vowels once a week.
Freaky.
Edward says he finds the opposite of kirby's interesting.
Freaky again.
Johnson watches both.
Same old, same old.
Then on the next day we had lunch and Edward left us so we had to talk to his mother for a very long time and we were forced to eat the rest of the food.
Then we went East Coast Park.
Me and edward roller bladed while Johnson and David rented a bike.
We went to the mini bridge over drain thing and back.
Johnson and david were going to be late in returning their bikes.
Edward being Edward could roller blade as fast as a bike.
So I clung on to David while he biked.
It was okay at first until there was this slope and a car and we fell down.
Then there was this part of the road where there was this truck that was spraying water to wash the road.
We didn't know that and we fell down again.
Omg so he went ahead first while I went home.
Omg so pain but I was more tired.
I was bleeding but then as I was blading and walking home I finally realised why in those games like L4D why the characters can keep moving on when they are bleeding to death and obviously moved around the place for a super long distance.
It's because you just want to get to a place where you can rest and drink and then after that do you actually look at your injuries.
But at least we didn't die.
I went home, bathed and washed the wounds.
I went out and looked around.
There was no anti-septic.
OMG.
Now I have to tell my parents about it because maybe, just maybe they know where it is.
They took it lightly but still there was no anti-septic in the house.
So I had to use this translucent antibiotics cream thing.
It is called Bacteroban but I know it's an antibiotic because it is 75% Mupirocin in water soluble solvent.
19 November 2009
Went cathay and played L4D and TF2.
Ate dinner at Chicago's Steak House.
It was really expensive and they a lot of food but I just couldn't finish.
They were seriously understaffed so I just went in and sat my butt down.
Watched the Informant.
Worst movie I have EVER seen.
Waste of time.
The guy is a uuuuuuu lunatic.
I want to shoot him in the head.
And they made Matt Damon look from bad to worse.
Went home.
On the bus I saw this interesting-looking man.
I think he was a bartender as he was wearing those things I see bartenders on the internet wear.
Those black apron thing that have wide straps instead of laces.
I think it is called a waistcoat.
Yes, he was wearing a leather or maybe those shiny nylon kind of thing waistcoat.
He was an ang moh.
I think for "Westerners", "Europeans" are not accurate as they could be from USA or Australia or NZ, "Westerners" are not accurate too because Australia and NZ are east, and "whites" seem derogatory like "blacks", so "Ang Moh" has a local flair but it may be a bit informal.
We truly need a new word to label them that is both accurate, formal and not derogatory.
He was obviously around 30s or 40s because he had grey hair.
But the interesting thing was that it wasn't white until you think that he is an old man.
It is like when you look at him you think he is normal age.
(PS I think normal age is 20s to 30s. And adults are kinda over the hill)
But if you think about it he is a lot older.
His hairstylist should be given an award.
Because he had such short hair that at first you wouldn't notice that he had bald patches and his hair was scarcer than normal people.
He also had widows peaks but because of the very short hair it was toned down.
He also had this fold line on his forehead when he looked up, high-cheek bones and concave lower cheeks.
And this small mustache that had the tips cut off so it had flat ends.
So anyway I thought why don't people ever talk to other people on the street?
Like why don't people go door to door in their neighbourhood or block and get to know the people there.
Just knock the door and say "Hello, may I ask what is your name? I live ..."
Also now I seem to crave learning other people's modern way of life in other countries.
I still love scenery and to a lesser extent history.
But wouldn't it be nice to know the education system, eating habits, transport system and other aspects of life.
Like I bet you didn't know only Asians, especially SEAs, use bolsters for hugging.
And lets say you can't turn to your family any more and your relatives go iiiii on you...
I don't think I will turn to my friends.
I would just go to a random person's house, be it met on the internet or knocking randomly on people's doors, and say "I have no where else to go. Can I stay here for the mean time? I am studying at a university and will pay everything back to you later. OR I have a job and will pay for my expenses until I can get my own house"
This is especially so if you pack up and go overseas.
So anyway I knew I kept wanting to talk to random people but am too chicken to do so.
So I promised myself that if he stopped at my bus stop I will talk to him.
But sadly he stopped 2 stops earlier and I alighted the bus with two local Indian men.
For some reason foreign people seem more friendly than locals.
Okay not friendly.
Everyone is friendly.
But locals will think who is this person?
And will send me to the nearest police station.
Or they will have a kia si kia su thing where they are extremely suspicious of strangers.
I guess I too have that when I answer phone calls from people taking surveys and ask for your name.
I would never give them my name.
But I might give people I meet on the street my name...
And foreigners are more of "wow that's interesting"
They do not immediately say I am crazy because they have this "outside" feeling where you feel you really don't know a place.
So even if you lived in a new place for a year you would still accept a random person talking to you as "wow I didn't know the locals here approach people and talk to them for fun"
And on a separate note I feel that old people above 50 and maybe above 40 too are too experienced.
They know the "correct" thing to do.
They will always seem to think you are strange and maybe would call the police to stop harassing them or tell them that they found a lost crazy person.
Also, they say females are more friendly.
But I am not so sure about that.
Sure, they are less dangerous people.
They are rarely, murderers, rapists, pedophiles, child labour boss, mafia boss, gang leader, etc...
But they tend to the old people.
They are more organised.
"A random person talks to me, I would be friendly but I would remain cold and try to get away or strike a conversation but remain detached in an attitude of I met this person today, it was fun talking to him but I don't remember him now"
Men are more amiable.
I think there is a greater chance that one would let me live in.
Like PW said, guys need someone to boss around.
Women are like cylinders on a flat base while men are like balls, npi.
It's easier to push them around or convince them to do something.
Maybe because they are "Haverfords" "a name synonymous with jackass"
I need to stop quoting TKM.
Men are like let's go there, okay.
Women are like let's go there, I don't know I really wanted to go somewhere else, vote, think of alternatives, pros and cons...
But either way women still have better and less awkward friendships.
I think this is more of a disability for men.
But whatever, it makes them more amiable so something you say.
Although half of them are rapists, pedophiles, child labour masters, mafia boss, gang leader, parang wielder, etc...
So you need to be able to judge people better...
There are 4 types of random strangers that you meet: females, men who are friendly, men who are criminals or people with criminal intentions, people who are overly suspicious and men who are not interesting company.
So you need to get the friendly ones.
People who are overly and rightly suspicious are thinking "wtf? who is this person talking to me and wants to get away from you" or thinking what a strange person.
The former tends to be younger while the latter tends to be for older people.
People who are not interesting company are not interesting company..
What more is there to say?
Okay fine, they are those boring people who like talking about nonsense that you are not really interested in and they talk with this aura thing.
It is like how is the weather?
And once you know each others views on the weather, there is nothing more to say.
There is no connection and you just move on not seeing or recognising that person again.
18 November 2009
Okay I am totally freaked out by someone on facebook.
And I realised that there are a lot of paper gangsters there.
But whatever join Twitter please.
Or else it will be just be and johnson.
And johnson doesn't tweet anything.
I realised that there are 2000 standard kanji.
Okay have to learn more now.
16 November 2009
Feel so angry, sad, happy.
People invented the word uuuuuuus because we need to use it on other people because people are uuuuuuus.
Looked at APEC news.
Quite interesting.
I realised that there are just some people who are really famous while there are others who are new but I did not know.
Feeling bored.
It's very strange to maple every hour.
Okay here's my language goals for the holiday:
Okay first comes Japanese, Russian and French.
I must learn the basic kanji and try to read the kana forms.
Learn 3000 Russian and French words.
But it would most likely become 2500
Because of mutual intelligibility, I would learn Dutch and German together and Spanish and Portuguese together.
I must learn 2000 of each but it would most likely be 1500.
It seems quite crazy but I guess I have to try.
Japanese sentence structure is really simple.
So is french.
German and dutch mainly involves independent and dependent clause switching.
Romance languages are like English.
Russian is still a mystery to me.
The only problem is inflection.
So I must find a way to learn the inflected forms of words.
15 November 2009
Okay so I played maple and it is quite fun I guess but must spam pots...
Must start the learning and the activities required...
Okay I totally forgot most of the codes but I think I can piece something up for a new blog...
My foot is swollen.
My hand is cut from those white plastic things that are supposed to bind stuff together and you can tighten it but cant loosen it...
French politics.
Mao dun russia.
Sad travel.
Paper gangsters on facebook.
I wish I learnt an inflecting language as my first language...
Because learning an inflecting language with a mostly isolating language is 10X harder than learning a mostly isolating language with an inflecting language...
Lalalala...
I want to go to the library but currently I have no time...
It would also be fun to stay over at someone's house to play scary games...
Russian is definitely hard to learn because it's is split between transliteration and translation...
I also had a strange dream.
People set up tents at the beach...
I dreamt that I was setting up a temporary hut thing with lego blocks...
Then it became a dream about stealing my English exam papers and re-writing it...
But then I was really stressed and couldn't think straight and it seemed that people around me in this white building where the papers are kept are suspicious of me.
And since they did not know me I had to pretend that I was just a worker there.
Then I got some person to help me kind of write a good grade on the paper, it appears that when a grade is written on the paper they would think it would be marked and just take that grade...
But they could always ignore it and look through...
So I went to the adjacent building to alter the computer's grade to match the grade on the paper.
And it seemed that I could float and pass through walls...
It's like when you die in CS and you choose the free roam mode and the camera just floats around and passes through walls...
I man saw me floating out the door to the adjacent building but I did not car because he would think he was seeing things.
So when I changed it I suddenly realised that that man had walked into the once-empty room and walked towards me.
I quickly closed all the windows.
And when I looked up I saw a woman walk in and I quickly forced shut down the computer.
The woman represented like FT or someone of a high position who was checking on the computer if anyone was messing with it...
Because the computer was a laptop a few tables away from the door and facing away from the door.
And it was like you knew she would could not do anything if she does not catch you doing anything...
She must see what you are doing.
So I was really really grateful for the man and hugged him and thinking "Ha! you iiiii, you didn't catch me"
It was like the man came in to warn me and I think he was not an admin but some important person.
So he could walk around as he pleased but he was not working there so he did not seem to care that I was changing my grade.
Moreover he was warning me of that woman.
Because if he did not walk up to me, I would not look up and see the woman walking through the door.
It was really strange but whatever.
13 November 2009
So I am really quite sad about all the papers but I think that they will pull through...
But I think I really messed up English...
Which is so screwed up
And then I am so happy and pissed...
And I am so bored because there is nothing to do...
All this while I have been waiting for the exams to end and when it does I realised that my whole life centered around exams...
So my life officially ended...
So bored...
Lalalalala...
Ok I need to make a new blog.
Maybe I will join MS too...
And today we played tf2 for a long time until I was SO tired...
And then we watched 2012...
Which was quite unrealistic and it was another crappy movie like the Day after tomorrow and that War against the worlds movie...
It was centered around a family...
So you watch the family survive while everyone else dies.
Oh I am so happy but where is the justice.
Then the other husband HAD to die so that they can be a happy cohesive family again...
It was all a really really stupid deus ex machina...
Then you see that in the end it was the family that made the boat kanna hit and fill with water and not the passengers of the other ship who failed to get on the other ship.
So stupid.
I think quite a lot of people died from the boat swaying and filling with water because of the family...
So when they are happy the family survive, whew weee I am SO happy... Whatever.
And again it is centered around USA like it is the most important country in the world and showed snip-shots of mass destruction of other countries.
And why did that russian pilot die?
*sob*
Okay so now I have nothing more to say but can everyone join twitter?
It is so easy to make an account...
I made it in seconds.
But I have no followers and no one to follow so please join.
10 November 2009
Okay so now I'm so bored.
Got nothing to do.
Exams are almost over but it is not over yet.
There is also this cartoon that is quite interesting.
So I'm so bored and quite sad about the exams...
T_T
09 November 2009
So O levels is just about over except all the MCQs...
The English was so horrible I think I am going to die.
Why does the sun keep on shining?
Why does the sea rush to the shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world....
ahhhhhh!
The rest of the examples were also bad but not as horrible but I guess it would still be alright...
I am so sad about English T_T
Throughout the whole exam is lugubrious X6.
Oh and before I was talking about some iiiii who stole my pads, I mean papers.
Well this is why I keep talking about pads:
And there is also this interesting video which is quite funny and enlightening:
*Sigh* I am so sad.
27 October 2009
English was so horrible.
I screwed up Paper 1 Section 2 and I don't think I did that well for the rest either...
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*SIGH*
23 October 2009
English.
Need to study English.
Need to get an A1 for english.
Need to get an A1 for English!
Need!!!!
Needd!!!
I got a new set of papers but I still can't find the other calculator.
Replaced my current calculator's batteries.
Lalalala.
I NEED to GET an A1 for ENGLISH!!!
I can't find my other calculator that work!!
Aaaaa
And luckily I got back my papers.
I had to get new ones.
Grrrrrrrr...
*Snarl*
21 October 2009
Some bitch stole my papers.
And I think I know who.
But whatever.
Let that stupid bitch eat shit and die.
SO pissed
19 October 2009
Exams in one week.
Must study harder.
Going crazy.
The world is spinning...
Lalala.
Spinnnn..
I'm not going to school anymore...
Okay...
Hahaha...
*sleep*
*Scream*
17 October 2009
Okay I am totally pissed off and freaked out and going crazy.
Maybe I should learn dutch.
But more importantly I am trying to study.
And some people are quite exasperating...
And some people have a false sense of righteousness..
Whatever.
Okay so this posts sounds weird but you all have to discern which sentence relates to which topic as my brain is going crazy and I'm tying out stuff as I think.
So if I am thinking of multiple topics they will get interlaced.
FYI the title of this post is a rhetoric asked by me to myself...
Because I am strange.
I am crazy.
I am going mad.
lalalalalalalala....
Whatever.
So today is deepavali and it's also a saturday.
Cut my hair really short and ate at ikea for lunch.
Learnt about new channels but is sad that the one I get is German and not french.
Actually I was thinking about Italian...
I have to admit because of fashion brands.
Did anyone see the new D&G fragrance advert?
I would never buy perfumes but the advert was soo good.
I am so shallow and frivolous.
But again because of the channel German was placed above Italian on my list again.
Fell in love with modern eurodance by DJs and french songs by celin dion.
15 October 2009
Within the past few weeks, I was freaked out when someone put their skeletons on display...
Today I was freaked out when someone rubbed their skeleton against me (metaphorically)
At first I described it as someone tossing their skeletons at me...
But that would mean throwing the blame at me...
But it was not the case...
It is alright if someone announces a secret, but it is not when you drag me into it...
There are some people I would never look the same way again...
Topic shifts...
Also when we were in a room, the librarian caught YC drinking soya bean through a straw...
He said he saw her see him drink, but he continued drinking anyway...
Wth.
Then she came in and said give me your something cards and that she was going to give us DPs...
And because our drinks were on the table she also wanted to do the same for us.
But she was distracted so I just put my bottle in my bag.
Then she looked back and asked where was the last bottle.
And then I got crapped on and asked everyone the leave the room.
In the end she just asked Stephen and YC to follow her while we were super scared and went to the silent reading room.
But in the end they were banned from booking rooms and using the library facilities...
But I mean how can having drinks on the table give you DPs?
I guess it was because YC was drinking it.
And he was drinking a packet drink which is even worse than bottles...
So I guess that must have infuriated her.
But for some reason, Johnson managed to book back the same room and we all went in and sat in the same positions...
WTH, she could just have walked past and see all of us back there again...
So screwed up...
Topic shifts...
On a separate note it is very freaky how people can get stalkerish and obsessed about other people.
Okay maybe if it is some famous person then okay...
But not when he or she is a normal person...
Stalkers and obsessed people are freaky.
It is an obsessed stalker that caused everyone to die in the latest Prom Night movie...
It was a stalker that caused the death of that woman in Ghost Whisperer...
It is the stalker that kills everyone in scary movies...
And in horror movies the ghosts that are not vengeful are stalkers...
*SCREAM*
I am very, very afraid of the world now...
Back to the first point at the start of the blog...
Topic shifts...
Sometimes you think you know someone but actually you don't...
And actually if you don't know something about someone it's okay...
Ignorance is bliss...
But if you know something about someone, then okay I will just be reminded of it every time I speak to you...
But if you get me involved then I have nothing to say to you and I will avoid you for life...
Topic shifts...
SO FREAKY...
*SCREAM*
13 October 2009
The world is ending and we need to study...
I should not be on the computer but whatever.
I was very surprised when the cap of the oral-B toothpaste changed.
And when I looked at the back it no longer said "Sara Lee Household and Body Care, Netherlands" and "Made in the Netherlands"
Now it says "Procter and Gamble" and "Made in Germany"
Wow so strange...
11 October 2009
I am very very bored...
Because there is so much work I dunno where to begin...
Must do it all!!
And I have realised that if I have no place to stay I will stay with my relatives until I can get a job elsewhere and live with strangers I meet online overseas because strangers are much friendlier than relatives...
09 October 2009
Went for the extra lesson thing...
It was quite okay but we went to kfc for breakfast in between...
Thinking about comics and quotes...
It's all johnson's fault for bringing the book and making me interested in pearls before swine...
Lalalala...
Noooo...
04 October 2009
Today I did a bit of geography...
Nothing much to say but the real end of the world is coming and we do not have much time to prepare for it...
I am really scared of O levels...
Must study!!!
02 October 2009
Today started out neutral... 0_0
Then I became scared and anxious... >_<
Then I was happy that I did not do so badly for the first few subjects released... ^_^
And I got 79 out of 80 for EMaths Paper 1 and got a claw grip from Kirby...
Then I was happy that my English improved but sad that I still got an A2 which means that if L1R5 is calculated, I will still get 7 points... T_T
But I loved my essay and I think I need to improve on my situational writing...
And I need to get 40 for compre and summary...
Then would I get my A1...
Then I was super upset that I got an A2 for geog... T_T
I never get an A2 for geog... T_T
Then I was relieved that I attained an A1 for combined humans which means that I will got 7 points instead of 8...
Then we had this talk where everyone was so noisy...
It was very embarrassing and shameful...
Dr Ong went through the scores...
I was glad I got 1st in the level for literature elective...
Before the talk Mrs Karen Liau walked over and told me that I got top for lit...
Then I said "huh? really?"
Anyway, I got around 5th place for Emaths...
I think I got 2nd place for Chemistry and Bio...
At night was Seniors' Night...
The entire thing was quite interesting...
However, many people were talking during Dr Ong's speech...
SO disrespectful...
All the teachers were making glaring expressions...
The performances were okay I guess...
The food was also okay too...
It was not very fun...
But we took some photos...
It would be nice if I could sing during the eating times...
I would sing C, J, R and E...
But after the thing when everyone was released, we went around the school to take pictures...
We took a picture outside our 3.1 classroom, in the lift (it was a very good and retarded idea), at the school buggy thing, at the steps near the front office, the large spiral staircase, places I would not mention until I finish my O levels, the toilet for the disabled, the flag poles, the assembly stage and the 4.1 classroom...
Actually, I felt that this last hour was more fun than the 3 hours in the auditorium...
The official senior's night reminded me that we really have to study for O levels...
The last hour blew that thought away...
But anywayz, we really need to study for O levels...
I am giving up the internet from tomorrow...
Must! Must!
Must!! Must!!
*Determined gesture* (Clench your fist, lift it up to below eye level, turn the side with the fingers towards you, lift up slightly, push down firmly and pose with a determined expression for the manga or anime artists)
01 October 2009
Tomorrow is the end of the world...
I am very scared for prelims...
But this day is overshadowed by O levels...
Compared to O levels one could almost feel indifferent to the prelims results...
But I am really scared which makes me even more scared for O levels...
Help Help...
I read finish TOS...
Help Help...
I am slowly going crazy...
я сошла с ума, я сошла с ума...
Мне нужна она, мне нужна она...
I also dunno what to wear for tomorrow...
30 September 2009
Today they went through the answers of more prelim papers and they sucked really really bad...
I think I would really do badly...
Trickster is very very laggy and can only function if there is no other programs running...
Nothing to say...
29 September 2009
So today we went through some examination papers and we would continue doing so for the rest of the week...
I think I did really badly...
Je me sans furieux contre quelque gens...
Okay I have not really learnt French or Japanese that well...
Theoretically I have learnt 300 plus french words which is very little because these languages have many many words for no reason like english...
But practically the number is much less because I can't really recall all of them offhand...
For Japanese I have not learnt kana, instead I have learnt certain romaji meanings and so far only 83 kanji...
Okay now that that is over I guess I can talk about my dream now...
I had a very interesting dream last night which consisted of 4 inter-related scenes...
Ohh I just looked at a video linked on facebook...
Sooo sweeeet...
Okay so about my dream...
I started out something like the class had this outing and we were at east coast park...
Although it did not look like the real east coast park the thought just impressioned into my mind...
So they were all walking slowly in a group, walking and chatting...
While me Edward and Johnson were roller-blading...
But of course I was slower than them but their walking was very slow so I tried to catch up...
Then the scene change where suddenly the whole class was roller blading...
We were in this subway station...
The two subway tracks were in the middle with two platforms on each side...
And I had the impression that we were going to go onto the opposite platform where there was this lift which was actually not a lift but an mrt like door but from the outside it really looked like a lift...
So the subway at the liftdoor thing was coming very fast so we had to get to the other side fast...
And for some reason everyone could roller blade super well and it was like a manga where everyone is super lucky and fast...
So they all decided to jump across the platforms...
Also there was this little walling thing that was the same height of the platform between the two tracks and on top of it was two metal railings kind of thing...
So the subway at the tracks came very frequently, I mean really frequently...
So we all jumped to the center walling and our roller-blades were balancing on the two metal railings...
I think it was really crowded when we jumped so I like pulled on some people to get to the middle...
Apparently the subways at the tracks came very frequently at about one in every ten to zero seconds...
The first one had ten seconds so we all made the jump...
But just after we jumped the majority of the people jumped again and 2 seconds after that a subway came...
So Edward, DY and I we still on the middle platform...
Then the same group of people remarked about how DY was slow as usual and DY made that face and expression saying like you don't say this kind of thing I tell you...
So I clung onto DY's bag because Edward was very far off...
It was very freaky to balance on two metal railings...
Then I realised both DY and Edward were preparing to jump after this subway...
But just after this subway was another subway that was coming just behind it with only about a 2 metre gap...
But then the subway at the lift door came already and the rest of them started to go in...
Then I was really really scared because they were going to jump just in front of the second subway...
I can't believe reading it on zombie loan manga got me dreaming about this...
But I was really really scared because of another manga which I shall not name because I don't want any of you reading it because it is not good to read it...
There are just some things that we should not read and see because these images will imprint itself in our minds and we will be haunted by it forever...
So I chickened out and I let go of DY while both of them jumped just like zombie loan just in front of the subway and made it into the lift subway...
I was very tired like I was going to faint out of fear so I felt really lightheaded and couldn't balance and I fell backwards such that I ended up clinging on the metal railing on the first track...
Then the first subway came and luckily there was a gap so I survived...
I pulled myself up and focused myself...
But by that time the next subway was coming already...
It turned out that I had quite a long time to jump after the second subway but I wasted it from half fainted and getting myself out of the hole...
But I was really fed up so I jumped about 5 metres before...
I made it!!
Then the scene changed where I was on the side that we all jumped to...
But now it turns out me JK and TS had travelled in the subway in the lift and came out...
But the impression is very blurry and it could be that we were travelling on the real subway on the tracks...
So I think it was the end of the line so we came out...
Then I had this really strong impression that we were in russia...
We went into the lift door and this time it was really a lift...
We went a floor up and saw a receptionist in front of us and a sign behind the receptionist...
On the sign was a picture of a tooth signifying that it was a dental clinic...
The words on the sign were russian so I could read it...
Note! I cannot understand Russian but I am able to recognize and read the Cyrillic alphabet...
Then I got the impression that this is a company block slash part-time house (part-time house means that he has many houses and can choose to live in this one if he wants) for this very rich guy...
He is so rich that he is able to get the subway to stop at his building...
And JK's parents knows this guy really well...
So the receptionist who is really nice recognizes JK and says welcome and some stuff to JK in english...
Then she says something to the extent that these are your friends?
Then she started throwing money in the form of notes on the ground expecting me to pick it up...
The impression was that she was giving me money because I was poorer compared to everyone in this building...
She even started giving me these multi-coloured blank cheques addressed from the owner of the company...
I was like woah and picked them all up...
Seems like they have too much money...
I asked for her name and she said something I forgot...
Then we went into this room and we were given this blueberry bun slash donut thingy...
It was one of the guy's room so I became scared that we would be trespassing (although the girl did bring us there) and did not want to stay...
So I chased them to the lift and because we are clumsy and stupid we ended up going to the second floor...
Where we saw this woman who looked like the house care-taker came into the lift...
She looked at the blank-cheques in my hand and she made this upset look...
But I got the impression she was thinking aiz this girl and the owner are so generous and kind, they keep giving people free money... *shake head shake head*
But I got the impression that she was actually heart-warmed by their generousity to us children (youths and teenagers seem so defiant and independent, I wanted to create the impression that we were helpless and innocent but we were actually our 15-16 year old selves).
Then we went back down to the basement where the subway is...
The scene changes again where I took the subway and went back to this building...
For some reason I was hungry and needed food..
So I went there and the receptionist was not there...
I got a blueberry bun slash donut thing from this cupboard thing in the housekeeper's room...
Oh ya the previous time we went into the housekeepers room where all the cleaning thing and the pantry is and then we walked into the guy's room which is adjacent to the housekeeper's room...
So I was took the thing when suddenly a woman came in...
But she seemed to be the receptionist and the housekeeper fused into one...
So when I speak to her I get the impression is those two people...
Like I somehow know she will know what happened at the receptionist part but she also had the same thoughts in the lift...
Weird...
And then I asked her whether I could eat it...
I was quite scared of stealing food because the people there had a lot of money and thus a lot of power...
She said yes or nodded or something to the extent that I could eat it...
I was really scared the whole time because this time I might now be really welcomed because JK is not there so I am supposed to be a stranger to all of them...
Then because I forgot I asked for her name...
She commented that this was not the first time I asked for her name and looked at me half frowning like in a puzzled look...
I think this came from how I like to know random people's name and these people will feel very puzzled...
Hahaz I remembered one time during an astro competition, I asked a person for his name and he looked very strangely to me...
I didn't really have confidence to ask directly for a girl's name so I usually found out from others...
Okay so then she said ОСИДИА... or was it ОСИДЙА?
It was a strange name...
I have never heard of it before even for russians...
But for some reason I knew that the name she said was not the same as the one she said earlier...
Then the dream ended...
Okay that was weird but whatever...
I'm going to sleep and maybe I can get another one to share. =P
28 September 2009
Again today I did nothing...
I played Trickster...
Became lvl 20 for dragon...
If anyone wants to play rmb to go to fantasia world and don't choose magic type people...
And also people are commenting on my posts but they do nothing to their blogs...
Also I have been imagining how I could rule a new country that suddenly popped up in the northern pacific ocean...
I would purposely not choose english as an official language...
I would choose a language that is not used to rule another country...
Meaning that English is out because many countries use it, so is French, Chinese has Hong Kong and Taiwan, Russia has the countries which were in the former USSR...
So that leaves Japanese to be the official language...
Everyone will also have to learn French as second language...
Russian is for military uses...
And students will choose between English, German and Chinese as their third language...
Most likely they will choose English then Chinese...
And they will rarely choose German but it is okay because its influence is not as widespread...
So scared for prelims and O levels....
Nooo...
27 September 2009
aujourd'hui, je n'a fait rien...
J'est devenu ennuyé de la lecture manga...
Pourqoui fait le français et allemand clavier avoir tel un différent disposition comparé à anglaise clavier...
Cela le rend difficile...
Surtout le signes de ponctuation...
Auuccuuunnnn...
Je me sens très effrayé des examens...
Dorénavant, j'etudé langue japanaise et français...
Je détestez cette person qui me rend furieux...
Il est hypocrite...
et il est attaque de moi sur facebook...
Rawr...
Gaahhh...
J'passé vingt minutes dactylographie de cela...
26 September 2009
Today I was really sleepy in the afternoon because for some reason I woke up at 8.
Looking for new mmos.
I really think that we should have a class OEP kind of thing...
But actually it will not be an OEP but more of a class holiday...
Since we are all still young and poor and not very mature I guess we should not go to countries with old modern culture...
I know that sounds weird but that is what I describe it...
It is culture that is old but not too old...
Like from the industrialisation age and older...
This means europe basically...
So we should go somewhere with new modern culture...
Okay this is getting weird...
Only some countries have old modern culture, but most countries have new modern culture...
New modern culture is more like a mainstream generic culture that developed from modern technology and globalization...
Old modern culture affects urban areas that are not built up, like towns...
The activities can only be found in specific areas within the cultural influence...
While new modern culture is built up urban areas with activities that can be found across the globe like fast food restaurants, modern shopping districts, etc...
Ancient culture can be considered religious or belief based like CNY or it can be very old culture that has been passed down from many centuries.
This includes painting and pottery and crafts and poetry about nature or beliefs or things that happen during those times.
Tribal culture comes from tribes but can be adapted into urban life as rural urban migration occurs and the people decide to retain the culture.
This includes painting and crafts which are mostly useful things like pottery and furniture and weapons and poetry about nature and tribal beliefs.
Simple culture is like the culture from settlements that are still backward.
This is more like village culture and based more on the way of life.
This is a lot like tribal culture but the people are not isolated.
Old modern culture is like culture from improved standards of living and quality of life.
This is basically where people get richer and arts that can be "sold to an audience" can flourish.
Like Shakespearean plays and old mainstream poetry that is usually bound by specific verses.
New modern culture is what is happening now which is not really a culture because it is not unique but is brought around by globalization.
This includes internet, music, hotels with the same modern facilities like tv and air conditioning and major companies and brands.
Okay I am rambling and I am talking nonsense.
This is all made up and I am just trying to classify culture if possible.
So we can't go to our immediate neighbours because no one will appreciate the simple culture.
We can't go to the islands of Oceania, south america, central asia and africa because no one will appreciate tribal culture.
I also think no one will appreciate old modern culture so europe is out.
Actually I am not saying that these places have only these culture only, I am just saying this is the main culture and if we don't appreciate it we should not go because we can go else where.
Like Europe I don't think I will go with these people because they would not appreciate the local culture which forms the main interest there. Although they do have other forms of culture like the new modern culture at the city centres but then it would be a waste to go all the way there to experience the same thing.
And we should not go US or Canada because it is too far away and I don't like the crime rates and we are too poor anyway.
So we should go Australia yay.
Or maybe Taiwan...
LoL...
We should really go somewhere...
Actually after O levels I can chiong and plan the whole thing...
And if people think we lack supervision some of our classmates with amicable parents can come along...
If not I can supervise the whole thing.
If not I can supervise the whole thing.
Just as long as there is no accidents it will be fine.
Lalalalala...
25 September 2009
Today I just stayed home and did nothing...
I read a new manga...
And again did more random research on random topics...
It is very interesting that Singapore has a 99.9% household penetration but only two-thirds of the population use the internet...
This means that as the countries progresses, as children are more pulled to the internet, the percentage of internet users will slowly reach to a hundred and we will be the highest percentage in the world!!!
Yay.
I guess there are benefits of being a small 100% urban country...
We get 100% access to healthcare, water, electricity, gas supplies and sanitation facilities...
...
OMG I left this post standing for about an hour to look at other stuff...
So anyway I guess I'm also interested in learning other languages because English is rather isolating and Chinese is absolutely isolating...
It would be nice to learn something agglutinative like Japanese and fusional like German...
And I am learning french because it is a nice language to learn...
Even though it is quite isolating too...
Also I feel that the ugly truth is true...
What the guy said is somewhat true...
But what the movie conveyed about the guy that he didn't say but was shown in actions instead is true...
Except the part when they go crazy in the elevator and when she talked to him about it...
I think that those parts were just a simple deus ex machina...
But they could have done it another way but nooo they must make those parts fattening with cheeseyness and slight stupidity where the audience stares blankly and goes *duhhhh okay...*
...
My thoughts are flying about...
For some people having a smile that is in between =} and =] would be very nice...
But I guess it would be better for the rest of us to have normal =) smiles...
omg now I realised some people in fb have caused a stir...
But whatever I hope they don't let pride kill them and depend on logic for a change...
Like what Atticus said:
“...you just hold your head high and keep those fists down. No matter what anybody says to you, don’t you let ‘em get your goat. Try fighting with your head for a change...”
The following passage is the result of me trying to use multiple multiple metaphors and attempting to write free verse or maybe just a philosophical passage... and has to do with life in general and not associating with any specific incidents...
Seriously I just went crazy on this one and it is very difficult for me to think of any other subject...
Whenever an incident comes up, you know some people are in the wrong but this wrong may not be such a red flag because you are still in the shadow and you have not approached this flag and when valid reasoning illuminates the case and 水落石出 (sorry for the 成语), you will finally realise that the blade has blood on it, some of it is yours, but most of it will be theirs if you act out, but all this while the blade was only a small slicing knife, until their grip slipped, they lost control of the situation and they ended up cutting themselves... Knowing this will you still grab onto the handle and lunge it back towards them?
24 September 2009
So Prelims is over...
Bio is the best MCQ paper so far...
But over all the prelims sucked...
Today I followed the people around...
But first I borrowed a shirt and shorts from Johnson.
But the shorts was not really shorts but long exercise berm like under-wear material shorts... So I didn't wear them.
We went LAN and played TF...
It was quite fun...
Pyro and medic are the best because people are now smart enough to destroy mines...
And we kept losing...
Then we watched the ugly truth...
It was okay and very funny...
The ending was made such that there was closure on the issue...
But romanticists would want her to end up with the doctor...
She was quite pretty and her figure was good...
And he... he should stick to action films and not romance flicks although it wasn't really romance but someone did end up with someone in a more than platonic way... really really more...
I can't believe they added that part at the end because it was quite unnecessary but because it was a movie full of sexual innuendo I guess it was bound to happen...
But his image is good for a heartbroken dispairing guy who has become a jerk because he gave up hope on love...
But just because you got bitched out doesn't mean you can act like one...
And you don't need me to state my views on the "days of our lives" actor...
They just had to make him seem like a jerk so that the story can come full circle and the romance issues which is the main theme of the story will have closure...
I especially liked the part where she fell from the tree...
And the vibrating part was quite funny too...
But I don't really approve of females doing onani...
Then we went to play pool...
It was quite okay I guess...
Now my sister hijacked my computer and now I am using hers and I feel like Johnson...
but at least mine has a valid reason and I am still able to use the internet...
O Levels is in a months time...
I just looked at the timetable am I was very surprised...
I'm glad that O levels start at the end of october
And I'm glad that now is only the end of september and there is still school...
For a period of time I thought that O levels was going to start in mid October and I thought that it was about 10 October (because during prelims you only know days but you don't know dates) and that there was going to be no more school and they won't go through the prelims paper but would print out the answers instead and the only time we go back to school is for last minute lessons for those who are at the middle and failing grades and that O levels was going to start in at the most 2 weeks time...
So I am very relieved but still very stressed...
Scream.
Bio is the best MCQ paper so far...
But over all the prelims sucked...
Today I followed the people around...
But first I borrowed a shirt and shorts from Johnson.
But the shorts was not really shorts but long exercise berm like under-wear material shorts... So I didn't wear them.
We went LAN and played TF...
It was quite fun...
Pyro and medic are the best because people are now smart enough to destroy mines...
And we kept losing...
Then we watched the ugly truth...
It was okay and very funny...
The ending was made such that there was closure on the issue...
But romanticists would want her to end up with the doctor...
She was quite pretty and her figure was good...
And he... he should stick to action films and not romance flicks although it wasn't really romance but someone did end up with someone in a more than platonic way... really really more...
I can't believe they added that part at the end because it was quite unnecessary but because it was a movie full of sexual innuendo I guess it was bound to happen...
But his image is good for a heartbroken dispairing guy who has become a jerk because he gave up hope on love...
But just because you got bitched out doesn't mean you can act like one...
And you don't need me to state my views on the "days of our lives" actor...
They just had to make him seem like a jerk so that the story can come full circle and the romance issues which is the main theme of the story will have closure...
I especially liked the part where she fell from the tree...
And the vibrating part was quite funny too...
But I don't really approve of females doing onani...
Then we went to play pool...
It was quite okay I guess...
Now my sister hijacked my computer and now I am using hers and I feel like Johnson...
but at least mine has a valid reason and I am still able to use the internet...
O Levels is in a months time...
I just looked at the timetable am I was very surprised...
I'm glad that O levels start at the end of october
And I'm glad that now is only the end of september and there is still school...
For a period of time I thought that O levels was going to start in mid October and I thought that it was about 10 October (because during prelims you only know days but you don't know dates) and that there was going to be no more school and they won't go through the prelims paper but would print out the answers instead and the only time we go back to school is for last minute lessons for those who are at the middle and failing grades and that O levels was going to start in at the most 2 weeks time...
So I am very relieved but still very stressed...
Scream.
23 September 2009
Tomorrow is the last day of prelims and it only consists of MCQs...
And I finally got french, german and russian on my computer...
But I am still unable to write east asian languages because either they didn't give us the CD or I lost it...
I like to think it is because of the former...
So now because my posts are so short, I decided that I would try to express myself in other languages when I feel bored...
Also I seem to have another fantasy where you meet someone online and you live with him or her like he or she has "adopted" you...
The person will preferably be a normal working adult to support you and a guy because guys are more amiable to things like this...
Maybe I have been reading too much manga...
This one came from the 4th story but whatever...
It would be very interesting...
Just that the relationship will be more of a parent-child relationship rather than anything else...
Must study...
Although right now I'm studying kanji...
Must study for o levels!!
21 September 2009
So tomorrow is the last week of prelims....
I am really so pissed and afraid at the same time...
Also I read about this Taiwanese girl who was kissing men in France...
It seems to be quite a good idea I guess...
But there was someone who asked her whether she was afraid of getting anything...
But I thought you couldn't get anything unless he is sick...
Which is not so bad...
And the major diseases cannot be spread unless like one of them has a cut or something in his or her mouth...
It was nice to know that they found her pretty even though she was not like she was actress or model pretty...
But also most of the guys she kissed was just okay and maybe some are quite good looking...
If I was in France...
Of course I wouldn't kiss people especially not guys...
But I guess I would walk around with educational books or novels in French that I would buy, all bundled up and ask people about the place and of course ask them for their email...
Of course there would be robbings and kidnappings and stuck-up people who don't like "coloured folks".
I still think I wrote too little for my literature essay...
But anyway...
I guess the internet is a safe-haven for children and youths to do venturous things because apart from hackers, we are better manipulators of the internet...
Which reminds me...
I am totally for children and youths above adults...
Because we are always so looked down upon and our imagination and ideas are always suppressed...
So I'm imagining how children and youths can be little hackers that influence the internet system...
Then we would control communications networks and even the stock market...
And the roles of children and adult may be switched...
What am I doing?
Must study study!!
17 September 2009
So the prelims sucked...
Today was also very very bad...
Nooo...
I am seriously going to do badly for this round for examinations contrary to what other people say...
This sucks...
Also I when I was coming home from school today, I saw a person with a white dog...
Then suddenly blancat came out from under the drain I was standing on...
Sooooo cute...
Then she picked it up by the shoulders and slung it over her shoulder...
That means I am able to carry it...
Yay...
16 September 2009
So the prelims is horrible...
Horrible in every way...
Tomorrow is human geog and we are all going to die...
nooooooooooooooo...
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
11 September 2009
I must study...
I Really must...
But NOooOO....
I had to keep slacking and using the computer...
So I read my old blogs and realised that I cannot fully express myself as I did the last time because people are actually reading my blog...
Also I really look forward to finally being able to watch movies after O levels...
Must study...
Must concentrate...
Right now I'm reading The Shining...
It is quite okay and very interesting...
But there are some parts which are slightly unnecessarily lengthly so I skimmed through it...
Then there was this moon book which was very interesting and touching...
Except the last story which was very surprising but it's all good either way...
Again I am rambling as thoughts just come to me...
Now it's about how English has somewhat dominated the world because of North America's influence and the influence of the internet being made primarily in English...
I guess that's why I try to learn other languages to support them as equal languages?
07 September 2009
Must study
Must study
Must study....
The exams today were horrible...
I just hope I can pass...
O Levels...
*Scream*
03 September 2009
So there is a one week break between Prelims...
The Prelims was screwed up...
The SBQs, the summary, the situational writing, the vocab was all very bad...
So they just give two days of exams and give a one week break which many people would not be able to concentrate in...
Oh no the world is ending...
Staying up again and everything is in a blur haze...
Lalalalalalala....
Going crazy...
I have decided to only learn 5 languages max...
In such a daze...
Exams...
O levels...
Noooo...
30 August 2009
So I am rushing to finish up my SS...
Nooo...
I watched Where Got Ghost? yesterday...
It was quite fun..
I obtenu what I wanted on the real one...
And since I watched movie during the day, I didn't have much time to study...
So I stayed awake until 2am to study...
Studying in the night is very very conducive...
Soooo fun...
Prelims coming nooooo....
28 August 2009
So today we had to receive our "certs" which were fake reused scrolls...
I got my award for astronomy...
That picture in the slideshow was quite a nice one for me...
Unlike all the other facebook photos...
Oh ya, the Scout photo is also quite nice...
I should ask Aric for it...
I finally obtenu nouveau acc and ima.
But it is all fakez...
Nooo...
Prelim next week...
Noooo....
23 August 2009
Are you saying that you did it you stupid iiiii? But anyway even if tt guy I was talking about didn't do it... I can say that he is so pissing because he is like out to get me because he is some immature insecure iiiii!!! Ooooh I just heard the word "syndicate" on the news!! Okay whatever... So he is really pissing because he is so selfish and unreasonable... If he understands how stupid it is, he will know why I don't do the things he says because he has a lot of it and claims he needs it for himself... So what does that mean? It completely says "I don't care about you, I want it for the benefit of myself at your expense! (Even though I don't help myself by doing work) Yes I don't care about you! It's just ALL ME!" Oh yes... That's the thing... Guys have solidarity... Girls have friendships... Guys are predictable... Girls have compassion... Girls have bitchy-ness... Guys have OBNOXIOUS PEOPLE!! Okay fine I admit... I go psycho and become a skinny iiiii sometimes but whatever... At least I strive for self improvement, sophistication, maturity of thought... What am I saying... I am just some selfish iiiii but "at least me and [myself] know we're mean. You try to act like you're so innocent. Like, "Oh, I [am SOOO pure] with all the little birdies and the little monkeys"" Ooppss.. side-tracking... You all should really watch Mean Girls... It's a very interesting movie... But anyway... I have nothing more to say...
So apparently I got A1
for O level chinese...
And I got distinction for the oral part...
At first I was very afraid because I didnt write as much as I thought I could have like I only used 5 su yus instead of 10 in Mid Years...
And for Oral they asked a very strange question which I could not say any Su Yus...
So I was really scared...
They asked me if there was any more to say and I said hao xiang mei you...
Which was very bad because I should have thought up something and say somemore...
But I really didn't expect the question...
Maybe it's the reading that won them over...
Then for English Oral I am also quite scared...
It was not as bad as I would have expected...
Meaning that it was not as bad as Chinese oral and i thought I would lose my voice during it because I had a cough over the last week...
On friday during the practice with Mdm, I like couldnt talk and had to drink water half way...
And also since everyone takes English and uses it fo
r L1R5 (with the exception of higher mother tongue people) it is very competitive...
So I feel that maybe I would not be able to score as well...
Especially since the woman on the left since to lo
ok so scary and glaring at me instead of staring...
And also the examiners were like laughing when Edward was doing it so maybe they would give him a high mark and because I am after him I would get a low mark...
Today I went roller blading with Edward from 11am...
Then Johnson came at 2pm and we went around until 5pm...
At first there was a shower and we hid under the shelter for some time...
Then we went all the way to the skating park thing...
They were like teaching me how to rotate...
And we were doing it on the slope...
So when we went down, somehow, I was holding johnson and we were speeding down the long slope....
Even Edward tried to hold on to us to stop us but could not...
It was really scary...
But luckily I used my brakes and we were alright...
And that's why, Johnson, you shouldn't remove your heel brakes...
Then we started heading back and was caught in a downpour...
We hid under a taxi stand and went home...
Oh, me and Edward also went to Carl's Junior to eat lunch...
And Johnson went to eat at Long John Silver's at Bedok to eat by himself...
That's why he was so late...
16 August 2009
So English Oral is tomorrow...
I hope that I would not lose my voice in the middle of it like on Friday...
There was an earthquake just now...
It lasted about a minute and the place shook a lot...
But then it stopped so it was okay again.
But I felt quite sick for some time after that...
It's like on a boat that is not moving...
For some reason moving boats don't rock as much...
11 August 2009
Nothing out of the normal...
I got like a runny nose...
Got sprayed by distilled water by iiiiiii...
Feel that the class is NOT a conducive environment to study...
The only time when it comes close is during AMaths...
So bored...
So Stressed...
So helpless...
Anywayz now I am reading the second book after I have read the other books but it does not matter as they can be stand alone...
Verra interesting...
10 August 2009
So I had serious mood swings last night...
I went really really psychotic...
But at least I finished a chapter in SS and finished reading the whole SS syllabus...
I also read Carrie...
I felt that it was quite okay...
But it was not as good as I thought it would be...
The guy should actually like her and not be set up by someone else...
Carrie should chase and kill individuals...
There should not have the strange other parts that like spoils the book itself so you know who lived and who died and what happened even before it happened...
It was just overly dramatised...
Maybe the movie was better...
I think today was a holiday...
So there is school again tomorrow and it is just so stressful...
*Scream*
06 August 2009
Okay so I went crazy the last time but some people are really very pissing...
Like someone brought another person's chair next to me and said it was you who did it!
Okayz whatever...
And anything that happens will end up with it's you right? You like to do this kind of thing...
How crappy but whatever...
And anyway I was so enraptured by this book which was soooo sweet...
Books and dreams are like the best things in the world...
Imagination is unlimited...
But then school is also quite fun because you get to absorb all these knowledge that are laws and facts of the world around us...
At least until they are proven wrong they are useful in many areas...
And even if they are proven wrong, only their theories will change and new things will form...
We still can benefit from whatever we have thought we learnt because it is still a phenomenon that is a living working process...
And also people always tend to think in languages...
When you taste something sweet you cannot describe it as anything but "sweet".
The first thing that will come into mind is "sweet" not anything else because it will be indescribable otherwise...
Nothing a new word is formed meaning that is part of a new or existing language...
So there's this thing about english dominating the world...
It seems so right yet so wrong...
I can't think as lucidly in other languages as I think in English...
But then I would love to have an international language that is very practical and meaningful...
Meaning that words with related meanings will have related sounds and characters...
Maybe words will be like chinese in boxes so that length will always be consistent...
But I'm not so keen on pushing for it as I guess I really can't make up any language that is perfect...
For there is no perfect...
So it is the next best thing...
But must English dominate the world?
European countries that do not use English as an offical language are still able to do well...
But then they are not able to effectively communicate with other countries and end up resorting to English...
I guess I dream of suddenly a big NZ sized islands popping up in SEA and I would set the 10 languages that I picked out...
But then there always needs to be standardisation...
Maybe if we can get the ten languaged to be rolled around together like in Singapore...
A new language can be formed that is actually 10 languages combined where people use words that are most appropriate to the meaning because some languages are not sensitive to certain details and connotations...
But then 10 languages means that it would be biased to other languages...
But if we use all the languages...
What about dialects, extinct languages and new languages?
And there would be the problem of language siding where some people tend to use certain languages over others in this new combined language...
And also this means that people have to learn a lot of words...
And they have to learn full languages to fully understand the context use, connotations and special details...
This is so complicated...
Also there is the issue of resource moreover fuel depletion...
I have no time to explain it now but I feel that it is the most pressing issue at hand...
If we use up all the fuels then we would have no energy...
No more lights...
No more transport...
No more food because of the lack of transport...
No heating of food...
There will be like a widespread free for all...
So I really really wish that everyone not to spend so much time and energy on other issues such as economic crisis (I feel that since humans have greed there will always be rich and poor because of unfair opportunities --> Exponential theory, will explain later --> Human psychology, will explain another time) and other stuff like war...
Everyone who is capable should focus their attention on improving the harvesting renewable sources of energy.
We MUST develop better technology such that we get more energy from wind, solar, heat, wave. geothermal and hydroelectric energy...
So that one day we will all be able to shift our energy needs from fossil fuels to renewable sources of energy...
This allows fossil fuels to be spend on more important things like chemical production and research...
I believe that if they can rapidly decrease the size of memory space in thumbdrives and hard drives and memory cards and memory sticks...
We can also decrease the size of these harvesters of renewable sources of energy and the harvesters will be more efficient just as we are able to store more and more memory...
*Whew* that was very tiring...
Anyway I want to watch GI Joe...
I can't believe CT is finally married...
