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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
23 December 2009

~ Avatar ~

So I watched avatar in 3d.
And 3d thing is quite cool but it wasn't amazing to the point that I would watch something in 3D again.
Your eyes get tired and you get a bit dizzy.
The main character is a traiter and a mw.
I didn't like the overall plot because in the end people will die.
Just depends on who.
The commander should die.
And I don't know how the one in charge of everything is so stupid and ignorant and still managed to get where he is.
It's quite sad how the scientist woman died.
The female native woman was quite ugly.
I like the fantasy setting of floating rocks and glowing plants.
But not the part where they put the ends of their hair in everything to communicate.
It's just weird.
And I don't like how there are two ends where you can put your hair but you only put it in one.
This makes it somehow off balanced.
Then we played L4D2 for a very short time and got owned because we only have 3 humans playing on our side and david did not know how to play.
Then we played tf2 and won all but 1 match.
For tf2 it seems everytime I play I always choose a different character that I some how am better at compared to the others.
I am also so happy that the library closest to me has gotten many new books.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




19 December 2009

~ Ending ~




So the year is ending soon.
I have gained so much weight.
I am really scared and sad for o levels.
So now i really need to do that new blog.
So the rest of this post is pictures for my use.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




18 December 2009

~ 柬埔寨 ~

I just came back from Cambodia.
I went on the tour in chinese, hence the title.
It was quite good.
On the first day we went to Phnom Penh to the yellow temples.
And the places preserved for people to remember the crimes against humanity during the Khmer Rouge regime.
So sad. So so sad.
At the yellow temples, there was this girl with this rattan round basket balanced on her head.
Then one of the tour people gave her some singapore money and she placed it up against the sun to check whether it was fake.
She was smiling all the while.
So heart warming.
The other people there selling goods and begging were sad.
And it was saddening too.
On the second day we travelled to Siem Reap and on the way we sat on a boat ride at the Tonle Sap lake.
On the third day we went to Angkor.
The first temple was only one tall storey and covered a vast area.
It was reconstructed with the help of India.
The second temple was really really tall and really dangerous because the steps are very steep and are only 2 inches deep.
But I made it to the top.
The third thing was a number of buildings or structures with a lot of carvings.
Then we went to Angkor Wat.
It was really beautiful especially because of the water.
The top part was under construction to make it easier to climb because apparently a french couple was climbing and the guy stepped on the womans long skirt and she fell down and died.
Quite sad but extremely possible.
Lastly we climbed this hill to see the sunset.
The climbing the hill was easy but when we reached the top we realised that they built a full temple structure thing on top.
So we had to climb that too.
The sunset was beautiful and there was just so many people on the structure it was amazing.
From the bottom it was difficult to see the temple because most of it was covered by people.
At night we went to this cambodian massage place.
While the rest of the tour people did the full body one, I only did the foot and leg.
It was really nice and it was not painful like the chinese powder one because they used oils instead.
At the airport the signs also had four languages.
Khmer, French, English and Chinese.
At main museums and places of attraction, the signs were in Khmer, French and English.
At the main cities of Phnom Penh and Siem Reap, it was really like a rural area.
There was no shopping malls, only privately run mini marts.
There was no tourist kind of shops but instead the people peddled their goods.
The children and speak many languages especially english, chinese, japanese and korean.
Many koreans go there to set up businesses because it is cheap.
The hotels have so many channels because tourism fuels the economy.
And there are many tourists from all over the world.
There are also many foreign language channels i.e. french, german, russian, italian, spanish.
I wish I had that many channels.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




08 December 2009

~ Lunes / Segunda-feira ~

How nice it is to learn 2 at once because they always seem to match up.
So you know when the translators are wrong.
I was walking by Far East Plaza the other time when I heard this am tourist say "I was laughing my tits off"
Obviously this callous person was a man who was a bit pudgy.
So I dunno.
Maybe this is a new lingo?
LMTO.
Although it's extremely vulgar but it's just so funny.
I guess the only ones who will be laughing is guys because if you walk in girl's skins, it is not funny.
Fine it is funny.
Just that don't expect them saying that anytime soon because they want to keep theirs where they are.
Okay this post is so nc16.
I am so happy I got a french dictionary.
So if any kind souls out there.
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Any souls out there.
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Google blogger moderators.
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Can buy for me a russian one if they please.
It is important to get the double translation.
Seriously.
Okay Spanish and Portuguese is quite fun and easy.
The only problem really is inflection.
That's why I am learning things that do not have gender.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




04 December 2009

~ Sometimes Insults Can Be So Dam Funny ~

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&ref=nf&gid=221315218451
Join the group because I am very sure anyone who reads this will agree.
Read the posts too.
They are hilarious.
That's all.
LoL.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Resist ~

I must be really high since yesterday to do multiple posts a day.
Because I got something to say.
There are just some songs where you simply love the verses more than the chorus.
Why?
Why must it be so good.
Must resist.
I definitely have to set my language cap to 1,2,3,4,5,7,9,10 for now.
I WILL NOT exceed.
I mustn't or I will fly a bit off the hook.
I am SO getting myself a foreign language dictionary.
If you feel immensely generous you can buy one for me.
<3
...
No. I really didn't like that heart.
But it did seem appropriate for the moment.
Now, I don't think it's appropriate at all...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ счастье ~

Suddenly I feel happier than I have ever been so far in this term of holidays.
Спасибо, Books and Music.
There is something so alluring about European Music even though most of them are Dance/Club based.
Like the UK is the most formal and more upright.
I guess it's because the first thing you think about is the queen.
I have no clue about Ireland so I really want to go there.
Scandinavia having an almost perfect percentage of people speaking English has produced multitudes of great singers that are less dance based.
I have this strange impression that true southern Europe and Southeastern Europe i.e. Italy, Greece and the Yugoslavia area is very like oldern arts that sort.
The North Western part of the former Soviet Union seems to be striving to be more developed and more restrained.
While the rest of Europe has a major major major major major major clubbing scene.
That's my impression.
Then I was reading this fact book when I came across something interesting and checked it out on youtube.
It's quite sad actually and she is very wonderful to keep on going with the show.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LmxaKf8ruBM
If you laugh, you are sadistic.
Here's another one but they say it's fake.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_5k5zEAthE
But if it's fake then where did the white stuff come from?
I know I am so way behind but I just found this interesting video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8M2xemP7mhk
They used the Haiducii version and wow it's so cool how they can make out chinese words from the song and link them together.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




03 December 2009

~ Music ~

Okay I got my spark back and now I'm going into euro music again.
Check this out.
This guy was rapping in this video but who raps in a mickey mouse t-shirt?


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Décembre ~

It's december.
Time has passed so fast and the O levels seems so far behind.
But was it really?
It's like each of us are on our individual trains and we try and try to shift our tracks to the right where things are better.
But the thing is that in school we keep practicing and practicing.
But when it comes to the switch you have to do it right or all that you have worked hard for is for naught.
Now there is no immediate challenge in front of us and we are waiting to see if our single and only attempt was successful.
It seems to be such a care-free time but when the tracks diverge, you can't do anything anymore for the switches are 3 miles back.
The harder you pull the switch the more the cart goes to the right.
Why is there only one switch?
All the false and practices switches count for NOTHING.
NOTHING at all.
All that counts is that one and only switch that alters your life forever.
But as everyone says life goes on.
Just that the it would never be as you would have imagined it.
And you look back and see...
OMG I completely forgot the su yus...
*sigh*
Life just keeps getting better right?
Now you leave with a sense of sick helplessness.
And people always say as long as you tried your best.
But I know I never try my best.
And I feel so saddened that this would result in something unfavourable in the future.
All the time I wasted.
Sleeping too long.
Eating too long.
Showering too long.
Not doing anything productive while I was travelling.
Playing too much.
Wasting my time.
Not doing anything productive during recess.
Wasting the holidays.
Wasting the weekends.
And Mondays.
And Tuesdays.
And Wednesdays,
And Thursdays.
And Fridays.
And Public Holidays.
And the many days that I fell sick.
Not concentrating 200%.
*sigh*
It will never be enough.
Never.
Never...
Ever...
That's Life.
Or maybe my life just sucks?
*sigh*
And I know it was me who made it suck...
T_T


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~










~Whispers~














~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










~Glances~