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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
15 October 2009

~ Constructive Hypocrisy ~

Within the past few weeks, I was freaked out when someone put their skeletons on display...
Today I was freaked out when someone rubbed their skeleton against me (metaphorically)
At first I described it as someone tossing their skeletons at me...
But that would mean throwing the blame at me...
But it was not the case...
It is alright if someone announces a secret, but it is not when you drag me into it...
There are some people I would never look the same way again...
Topic shifts...
Also when we were in a room, the librarian caught YC drinking soya bean through a straw...
He said he saw her see him drink, but he continued drinking anyway...
Wth.
Then she came in and said give me your something cards and that she was going to give us DPs...
And because our drinks were on the table she also wanted to do the same for us.
But she was distracted so I just put my bottle in my bag.
Then she looked back and asked where was the last bottle.
And then I got crapped on and asked everyone the leave the room.
In the end she just asked Stephen and YC to follow her while we were super scared and went to the silent reading room.
But in the end they were banned from booking rooms and using the library facilities...
But I mean how can having drinks on the table give you DPs?
I guess it was because YC was drinking it.
And he was drinking a packet drink which is even worse than bottles...
So I guess that must have infuriated her.
But for some reason, Johnson managed to book back the same room and we all went in and sat in the same positions...
WTH, she could just have walked past and see all of us back there again...
So screwed up...
Topic shifts...
On a separate note it is very freaky how people can get stalkerish and obsessed about other people.
Okay maybe if it is some famous person then okay...
But not when he or she is a normal person...
Stalkers and obsessed people are freaky.
It is an obsessed stalker that caused everyone to die in the latest Prom Night movie...
It was a stalker that caused the death of that woman in Ghost Whisperer...
It is the stalker that kills everyone in scary movies...
And in horror movies the ghosts that are not vengeful are stalkers...
*SCREAM*
I am very, very afraid of the world now...
Back to the first point at the start of the blog...
Topic shifts...
Sometimes you think you know someone but actually you don't...
And actually if you don't know something about someone it's okay...
Ignorance is bliss...
But if you know something about someone, then okay I will just be reminded of it every time I speak to you...
But if you get me involved then I have nothing to say to you and I will avoid you for life...
Topic shifts...
SO FREAKY...
*SCREAM*


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