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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
27 October 2009

~ Lugubrious ~

English was so horrible.
I screwed up Paper 1 Section 2 and I don't think I did that well for the rest either...
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
*SIGH*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




23 October 2009

~ He's not Dannish, He's Dutch too! ~

English.
Need to study English.
Need to get an A1 for english.
Need to get an A1 for English!
Need!!!!
Needd!!!
I got a new set of papers but I still can't find the other calculator.
Replaced my current calculator's batteries.
Lalalala.
I NEED to GET an A1 for ENGLISH!!!


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Calculator, Where Art Thou? ~

I can't find my other calculator that work!!
Aaaaa
And luckily I got back my papers.
I had to get new ones.
Grrrrrrrr...
*Snarl*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




21 October 2009

~ Furious ~

Some bitch stole my papers.
And I think I know who.
But whatever.
Let that stupid bitch eat shit and die.
SO pissed


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




19 October 2009

~ lundi ~

Exams in one week.
Must study harder.
Going crazy.
The world is spinning...
Lalala.
Spinnnn..
I'm not going to school anymore...
Okay...
Hahaha...
*sleep*
*Scream*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




17 October 2009

~ "He is not German, he's Dutch!" That explains a lot. ~

Okay I am totally pissed off and freaked out and going crazy.
Maybe I should learn dutch.
But more importantly I am trying to study.
And some people are quite exasperating...
And some people have a false sense of righteousness..
Whatever.
Okay so this posts sounds weird but you all have to discern which sentence relates to which topic as my brain is going crazy and I'm tying out stuff as I think.
So if I am thinking of multiple topics they will get interlaced.
FYI the title of this post is a rhetoric asked by me to myself...
Because I am strange.
I am crazy.
I am going mad.
lalalalalalalala....
Whatever.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Deepavali ~

So today is deepavali and it's also a saturday.
Cut my hair really short and ate at ikea for lunch.
Learnt about new channels but is sad that the one I get is German and not french.
Actually I was thinking about Italian...
I have to admit because of fashion brands.
Did anyone see the new D&G fragrance advert?
http://www.dandgfragrances.com
I would never buy perfumes but the advert was soo good.
I am so shallow and frivolous.
But again because of the channel German was placed above Italian on my list again.
Fell in love with modern eurodance by DJs and french songs by celin dion.


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




15 October 2009

~ Constructive Hypocrisy ~

Within the past few weeks, I was freaked out when someone put their skeletons on display...
Today I was freaked out when someone rubbed their skeleton against me (metaphorically)
At first I described it as someone tossing their skeletons at me...
But that would mean throwing the blame at me...
But it was not the case...
It is alright if someone announces a secret, but it is not when you drag me into it...
There are some people I would never look the same way again...
Topic shifts...
Also when we were in a room, the librarian caught YC drinking soya bean through a straw...
He said he saw her see him drink, but he continued drinking anyway...
Wth.
Then she came in and said give me your something cards and that she was going to give us DPs...
And because our drinks were on the table she also wanted to do the same for us.
But she was distracted so I just put my bottle in my bag.
Then she looked back and asked where was the last bottle.
And then I got crapped on and asked everyone the leave the room.
In the end she just asked Stephen and YC to follow her while we were super scared and went to the silent reading room.
But in the end they were banned from booking rooms and using the library facilities...
But I mean how can having drinks on the table give you DPs?
I guess it was because YC was drinking it.
And he was drinking a packet drink which is even worse than bottles...
So I guess that must have infuriated her.
But for some reason, Johnson managed to book back the same room and we all went in and sat in the same positions...
WTH, she could just have walked past and see all of us back there again...
So screwed up...
Topic shifts...
On a separate note it is very freaky how people can get stalkerish and obsessed about other people.
Okay maybe if it is some famous person then okay...
But not when he or she is a normal person...
Stalkers and obsessed people are freaky.
It is an obsessed stalker that caused everyone to die in the latest Prom Night movie...
It was a stalker that caused the death of that woman in Ghost Whisperer...
It is the stalker that kills everyone in scary movies...
And in horror movies the ghosts that are not vengeful are stalkers...
*SCREAM*
I am very, very afraid of the world now...
Back to the first point at the start of the blog...
Topic shifts...
Sometimes you think you know someone but actually you don't...
And actually if you don't know something about someone it's okay...
Ignorance is bliss...
But if you know something about someone, then okay I will just be reminded of it every time I speak to you...
But if you get me involved then I have nothing to say to you and I will avoid you for life...
Topic shifts...
SO FREAKY...
*SCREAM*


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




13 October 2009

~ The World Is Ending ~

The world is ending and we need to study...
I should not be on the computer but whatever.
I was very surprised when the cap of the oral-B toothpaste changed.
And when I looked at the back it no longer said "Sara Lee Household and Body Care, Netherlands" and "Made in the Netherlands"
Now it says "Procter and Gamble" and "Made in Germany"
Wow so strange...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




11 October 2009

~ 2 More Weeks to Os ~

I am very very bored...
Because there is so much work I dunno where to begin...
Must do it all!!
And I have realised that if I have no place to stay I will stay with my relatives until I can get a job elsewhere and live with strangers I meet online overseas because strangers are much friendlier than relatives...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




09 October 2009

~ vendredi ~

Went for the extra lesson thing...
It was quite okay but we went to kfc for breakfast in between...
Thinking about comics and quotes...
It's all johnson's fault for bringing the book and making me interested in pearls before swine...
Lalalala...
Noooo...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




04 October 2009

~ Une jour ~

Today I did a bit of geography...
Nothing much to say but the real end of the world is coming and we do not have much time to prepare for it...
I am really scared of O levels...
Must study!!!


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




02 October 2009

~ Seniors' Night ~

Today started out neutral... 0_0
Then I became scared and anxious... >_<
Then I was happy that I did not do so badly for the first few subjects released... ^_^
And I got 79 out of 80 for EMaths Paper 1 and got a claw grip from Kirby...
Then I was happy that my English improved but sad that I still got an A2 which means that if L1R5 is calculated, I will still get 7 points... T_T
But I loved my essay and I think I need to improve on my situational writing...
And I need to get 40 for compre and summary...
Then would I get my A1...
Then I was super upset that I got an A2 for geog... T_T
I never get an A2 for geog... T_T
Then I was relieved that I attained an A1 for combined humans which means that I will got 7 points instead of 8...
Then we had this talk where everyone was so noisy...
It was very embarrassing and shameful...
Dr Ong went through the scores...
I was glad I got 1st in the level for literature elective...
Before the talk Mrs Karen Liau walked over and told me that I got top for lit...
Then I said "huh? really?"
Anyway, I got around 5th place for Emaths...
I think I got 2nd place for Chemistry and Bio...
At night was Seniors' Night...
The entire thing was quite interesting...
However, many people were talking during Dr Ong's speech...
SO disrespectful...
All the teachers were making glaring expressions...
The performances were okay I guess...
The food was also okay too...
It was not very fun...
But we took some photos...
It would be nice if I could sing during the eating times...
I would sing C, J, R and E...
But after the thing when everyone was released, we went around the school to take pictures...
We took a picture outside our 3.1 classroom, in the lift (it was a very good and retarded idea), at the school buggy thing, at the steps near the front office, the large spiral staircase, places I would not mention until I finish my O levels, the toilet for the disabled, the flag poles, the assembly stage and the 4.1 classroom...
Actually, I felt that this last hour was more fun than the 3 hours in the auditorium...
The official senior's night reminded me that we really have to study for O levels...
The last hour blew that thought away...
But anywayz, we really need to study for O levels...
I am giving up the internet from tomorrow...
Must! Must!
Must!! Must!!
*Determined gesture* (Clench your fist, lift it up to below eye level, turn the side with the fingers towards you, lift up slightly, push down firmly and pose with a determined expression for the manga or anime artists)


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




01 October 2009

~ jeudi ~

Tomorrow is the end of the world...
I am very scared for prelims...
But this day is overshadowed by O levels...
Compared to O levels one could almost feel indifferent to the prelims results...
But I am really scared which makes me even more scared for O levels...
Help Help...
I read finish TOS...
Help Help...
I am slowly going crazy...
я сошла с ума, я сошла с ума...
Мне нужна она, мне нужна она...
I also dunno what to wear for tomorrow...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~










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~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










~Glances~