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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
25 September 2009

~ Day of Nothing ~

Today I just stayed home and did nothing...
I read a new manga...
And again did more random research on random topics...
It is very interesting that Singapore has a 99.9% household penetration but only two-thirds of the population use the internet...
This means that as the countries progresses, as children are more pulled to the internet, the percentage of internet users will slowly reach to a hundred and we will be the highest percentage in the world!!!
Yay.
I guess there are benefits of being a small 100% urban country...
We get 100% access to healthcare, water, electricity, gas supplies and sanitation facilities...
...
OMG I left this post standing for about an hour to look at other stuff...
So anyway I guess I'm also interested in learning other languages because English is rather isolating and Chinese is absolutely isolating...
It would be nice to learn something agglutinative like Japanese and fusional like German...
And I am learning french because it is a nice language to learn...
Even though it is quite isolating too...
Also I feel that the ugly truth is true...
What the guy said is somewhat true...
But what the movie conveyed about the guy that he didn't say but was shown in actions instead is true...
Except the part when they go crazy in the elevator and when she talked to him about it...
I think that those parts were just a simple deus ex machina...
But they could have done it another way but nooo they must make those parts fattening with cheeseyness and slight stupidity where the audience stares blankly and goes *duhhhh okay...*
...
My thoughts are flying about...
For some people having a smile that is in between =} and =] would be very nice...
But I guess it would be better for the rest of us to have normal =) smiles...
omg now I realised some people in fb have caused a stir...
But whatever I hope they don't let pride kill them and depend on logic for a change...
Like what Atticus said:
“...you just hold your head high and keep those fists down. No matter what anybody says to you, don’t you let ‘em get your goat. Try fighting with your head for a change...”
The following passage is the result of me trying to use multiple multiple metaphors and attempting to write free verse or maybe just a philosophical passage... and has to do with life in general and not associating with any specific incidents...
Seriously I just went crazy on this one and it is very difficult for me to think of any other subject...
Whenever an incident comes up, you know some people are in the wrong but this wrong may not be such a red flag because you are still in the shadow and you have not approached this flag and when valid reasoning illuminates the case and 水落石 (sorry for the 成语), you will finally realise that the blade has blood on it, some of it is yours, but most of it will be theirs if you act out, but all this while the blade was only a small slicing knife, until their grip slipped, they lost control of the situation and they ended up cutting themselves... Knowing this will you still grab onto the handle and lunge it back towards them?


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~










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~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










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