~Dreams~

30 September 2009

~ mercredi ~

Today they went through the answers of more prelim papers and they sucked really really bad...

I think I would really do badly...

Trickster is very very laggy and can only function if there is no other programs running...

Nothing to say...

It's 9:13 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

29 September 2009

~ mardi ~

So today we went through some examination papers and we would continue doing so for the rest of the week...

I think I did really badly...

Je me sans furieux contre quelque gens...

Okay I have not really learnt French or Japanese that well...

Theoretically I have learnt 300 plus french words which is very little because these languages have many many words for no reason like english...

But practically the number is much less because I can't really recall all of them offhand...

For Japanese I have not learnt kana, instead I have learnt certain romaji meanings and so far only 83 kanji...

Okay now that that is over I guess I can talk about my dream now...

I had a very interesting dream last night which consisted of 4 inter-related scenes...

Ohh I just looked at a video linked on facebook...

Sooo sweeeet...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymAyA-qjwUk

Okay so about my dream...

I started out something like the class had this outing and we were at east coast park...

Although it did not look like the real east coast park the thought just impressioned into my mind...

So they were all walking slowly in a group, walking and chatting...

While me Edward and Johnson were roller-blading...

But of course I was slower than them but their walking was very slow so I tried to catch up...

Then the scene change where suddenly the whole class was roller blading...

We were in this subway station...

The two subway tracks were in the middle with two platforms on each side...

And I had the impression that we were going to go onto the opposite platform where there was this lift which was actually not a lift but an mrt like door but from the outside it really looked like a lift...

So the subway at the liftdoor thing was coming very fast so we had to get to the other side fast...

And for some reason everyone could roller blade super well and it was like a manga where everyone is super lucky and fast...

So they all decided to jump across the platforms...

Also there was this little walling thing that was the same height of the platform between the two tracks and on top of it was two metal railings kind of thing...

So the subway at the tracks came very frequently, I mean really frequently...

So we all jumped to the center walling and our roller-blades were balancing on the two metal railings...

I think it was really crowded when we jumped so I like pulled on some people to get to the middle...

Apparently the subways at the tracks came very frequently at about one in every ten to zero seconds...

The first one had ten seconds so we all made the jump...

But just after we jumped the majority of the people jumped again and 2 seconds after that a subway came...

So Edward, DY and I we still on the middle platform...

Then the same group of people remarked about how DY was slow as usual and DY made that face and expression saying like you don't say this kind of thing I tell you...

So I clung onto DY's bag because Edward was very far off...

It was very freaky to balance on two metal railings...

Then I realised both DY and Edward were preparing to jump after this subway...

But just after this subway was another subway that was coming just behind it with only about a 2 metre gap...

But then the subway at the lift door came already and the rest of them started to go in...

Then I was really really scared because they were going to jump just in front of the second subway...

I can't believe reading it on zombie loan manga got me dreaming about this...

But I was really really scared because of another manga which I shall not name because I don't want any of you reading it because it is not good to read it...

There are just some things that we should not read and see because these images will imprint itself in our minds and we will be haunted by it forever...

So I chickened out and I let go of DY while both of them jumped just like zombie loan just in front of the subway and made it into the lift subway...

I was very tired like I was going to faint out of fear so I felt really lightheaded and couldn't balance and I fell backwards such that I ended up clinging on the metal railing on the first track...

Then the first subway came and luckily there was a gap so I survived...

I pulled myself up and focused myself...

But by that time the next subway was coming already...

It turned out that I had quite a long time to jump after the second subway but I wasted it from half fainted and getting myself out of the hole...

But I was really fed up so I jumped about 5 metres before...

I made it!!

Then the scene changed where I was on the side that we all jumped to...

But now it turns out me JK and TS had travelled in the subway in the lift and came out...

But the impression is very blurry and it could be that we were travelling on the real subway on the tracks...

So I think it was the end of the line so we came out...

Then I had this really strong impression that we were in russia...

We went into the lift door and this time it was really a lift...

We went a floor up and saw a receptionist in front of us and a sign behind the receptionist...

On the sign was a picture of a tooth signifying that it was a dental clinic...

The words on the sign were russian so I could read it...

Note! I cannot understand Russian but I am able to recognize and read the Cyrillic alphabet...

Then I got the impression that this is a company block slash part-time house (part-time house means that he has many houses and can choose to live in this one if he wants) for this very rich guy...

He is so rich that he is able to get the subway to stop at his building...

And JK's parents knows this guy really well...

So the receptionist who is really nice recognizes JK and says welcome and some stuff to JK in english...

Then she says something to the extent that these are your friends?

Then she started throwing money in the form of notes on the ground expecting me to pick it up...

The impression was that she was giving me money because I was poorer compared to everyone in this building...

She even started giving me these multi-coloured blank cheques addressed from the owner of the company...

I was like woah and picked them all up...

Seems like they have too much money...

I asked for her name and she said something I forgot...

Then we went into this room and we were given this blueberry bun slash donut thingy...

It was one of the guy's room so I became scared that we would be trespassing (although the girl did bring us there) and did not want to stay...

So I chased them to the lift and because we are clumsy and stupid we ended up going to the second floor...

Where we saw this woman who looked like the house care-taker came into the lift...

She looked at the blank-cheques in my hand and she made this upset look...

But I got the impression she was thinking aiz this girl and the owner are so generous and kind, they keep giving people free money... *shake head shake head*

But I got the impression that she was actually heart-warmed by their generousity to us children (youths and teenagers seem so defiant and independent, I wanted to create the impression that we were helpless and innocent but we were actually our 15-16 year old selves).

Then we went back down to the basement where the subway is...

The scene changes again where I took the subway and went back to this building...

For some reason I was hungry and needed food..

So I went there and the receptionist was not there...

I got a blueberry bun slash donut thing from this cupboard thing in the housekeeper's room...

Oh ya the previous time we went into the housekeepers room where all the cleaning thing and the pantry is and then we walked into the guy's room which is adjacent to the housekeeper's room...

So I was took the thing when suddenly a woman came in...

But she seemed to be the receptionist and the housekeeper fused into one...

So when I speak to her I get the impression is those two people...

Like I somehow know she will know what happened at the receptionist part but she also had the same thoughts in the lift...

Weird...

And then I asked her whether I could eat it...

I was quite scared of stealing food because the people there had a lot of money and thus a lot of power...

She said yes or nodded or something to the extent that I could eat it...

I was really scared the whole time because this time I might now be really welcomed because JK is not there so I am supposed to be a stranger to all of them...

Then because I forgot I asked for her name...

She commented that this was not the first time I asked for her name and looked at me half frowning like in a puzzled look...

I think this came from how I like to know random people's name and these people will feel very puzzled...

Hahaz I remembered one time during an astro competition, I asked a person for his name and he looked very strangely to me...

I didn't really have confidence to ask directly for a girl's name so I usually found out from others...

Okay so then she said ОСИДИА... or was it ОСИДЙА?

It was a strange name...

I have never heard of it before even for russians...

But for some reason I knew that the name she said was not the same as the one she said earlier...

Then the dream ended...

Okay that was weird but whatever...

I'm going to sleep and maybe I can get another one to share. =P

It's 9:27 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

28 September 2009

~ Free Day ~

Again today I did nothing...

I played Trickster...

Became lvl 20 for dragon...

If anyone wants to play rmb to go to fantasia world and don't choose magic type people...

And also people are commenting on my posts but they do nothing to their blogs...

Also I have been imagining how I could rule a new country that suddenly popped up in the northern pacific ocean...

I would purposely not choose english as an official language...

I would choose a language that is not used to rule another country...

Meaning that English is out because many countries use it, so is French, Chinese has Hong Kong and Taiwan, Russia has the countries which were in the former USSR...

So that leaves Japanese to be the official language...

Everyone will also have to learn French as second language...

Russian is for military uses...

And students will choose between English, German and Chinese as their third language...

Most likely they will choose English then Chinese...

And they will rarely choose German but it is okay because its influence is not as widespread...

So scared for prelims and O levels....

Nooo...

It's 9:20 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

27 September 2009

~ dimanche ~

aujourd'hui, je n'a fait rien...

J'est devenu ennuyé de la lecture manga...

Pourqoui fait le français et allemand clavier avoir tel un différent disposition comparé à anglaise clavier...

Cela le rend difficile...

Surtout le signes de ponctuation...

Auuccuuunnnn...

Je me sens très effrayé des examens...

Dorénavant, j'etudé langue japanaise et français...

Je détestez cette person qui me rend furieux...

Il est hypocrite...

et il est attaque de moi sur facebook...

Rawr...

Gaahhh...

J'passé vingt minutes dactylographie de cela...

It's 8:46 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

26 September 2009

~ Saturday, Sleepy ~

Today I was really sleepy in the afternoon because for some reason I woke up at 8.

Looking for new mmos.

I really think that we should have a class OEP kind of thing...

But actually it will not be an OEP but more of a class holiday...

Since we are all still young and poor and not very mature I guess we should not go to countries with old modern culture...

I know that sounds weird but that is what I describe it...

It is culture that is old but not too old...

Like from the industrialisation age and older...

This means europe basically...

So we should go somewhere with new modern culture...

Okay this is getting weird...

Only some countries have old modern culture, but most countries have new modern culture...

New modern culture is more like a mainstream generic culture that developed from modern technology and globalization...

Old modern culture affects urban areas that are not built up, like towns...

The activities can only be found in specific areas within the cultural influence...

While new modern culture is built up urban areas with activities that can be found across the globe like fast food restaurants, modern shopping districts, etc...

Ancient culture can be considered religious or belief based like CNY or it can be very old culture that has been passed down from many centuries.

This includes painting and pottery and crafts and poetry about nature or beliefs or things that happen during those times.

Tribal culture comes from tribes but can be adapted into urban life as rural urban migration occurs and the people decide to retain the culture.

This includes painting and crafts which are mostly useful things like pottery and furniture and weapons and poetry about nature and tribal beliefs.

Simple culture is like the culture from settlements that are still backward.

This is more like village culture and based more on the way of life.

This is a lot like tribal culture but the people are not isolated.

Old modern culture is like culture from improved standards of living and quality of life.

This is basically where people get richer and arts that can be "sold to an audience" can flourish.

Like Shakespearean plays and old mainstream poetry that is usually bound by specific verses.

New modern culture is what is happening now which is not really a culture because it is not unique but is brought around by globalization.

This includes internet, music, hotels with the same modern facilities like tv and air conditioning and major companies and brands.

Okay I am rambling and I am talking nonsense.

This is all made up and I am just trying to classify culture if possible.

So we can't go to our immediate neighbours because no one will appreciate the simple culture.

We can't go to the islands of Oceania, south america, central asia and africa because no one will appreciate tribal culture.

I also think no one will appreciate old modern culture so europe is out.

Actually I am not saying that these places have only these culture only, I am just saying this is the main culture and if we don't appreciate it we should not go because we can go else where.

Like Europe I don't think I will go with these people because they would not appreciate the local culture which forms the main interest there. Although they do have other forms of culture like the new modern culture at the city centres but then it would be a waste to go all the way there to experience the same thing.

And we should not go US or Canada because it is too far away and I don't like the crime rates and we are too poor anyway.

So we should go Australia yay.

Or maybe Taiwan...

LoL...

We should really go somewhere...

Actually after O levels I can chiong and plan the whole thing...

And if people think we lack supervision some of our classmates with amicable parents can come along...
If not I can supervise the whole thing.

Just as long as there is no accidents it will be fine.

Lalalalala...

It's 8:37 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

25 September 2009

~ Day of Nothing ~

Today I just stayed home and did nothing...

I read a new manga...

And again did more random research on random topics...

It is very interesting that Singapore has a 99.9% household penetration but only two-thirds of the population use the internet...

This means that as the countries progresses, as children are more pulled to the internet, the percentage of internet users will slowly reach to a hundred and we will be the highest percentage in the world!!!

Yay.

I guess there are benefits of being a small 100% urban country...

We get 100% access to healthcare, water, electricity, gas supplies and sanitation facilities...

...

OMG I left this post standing for about an hour to look at other stuff...

So anyway I guess I'm also interested in learning other languages because English is rather isolating and Chinese is absolutely isolating...

It would be nice to learn something agglutinative like Japanese and fusional like German...

And I am learning french because it is a nice language to learn...

Even though it is quite isolating too...

Also I feel that the ugly truth is true...

What the guy said is somewhat true...

But what the movie conveyed about the guy that he didn't say but was shown in actions instead is true...

Except the part when they go crazy in the elevator and when she talked to him about it...

I think that those parts were just a simple deus ex machina...

But they could have done it another way but nooo they must make those parts fattening with cheeseyness and slight stupidity where the audience stares blankly and goes *duhhhh okay...*

...

My thoughts are flying about...

For some people having a smile that is in between =} and =] would be very nice...

But I guess it would be better for the rest of us to have normal =) smiles...

omg now I realised some people in fb have caused a stir...

But whatever I hope they don't let pride kill them and depend on logic for a change...

Like what Atticus said:

“...you just hold your head high and keep those fists down. No matter what anybody says to you, don’t you let ‘em get your goat. Try fighting with your head for a change...”

The following passage is the result of me trying to use multiple multiple metaphors and attempting to write free verse or maybe just a philosophical passage... and has to do with life in general and not associating with any specific incidents...

Seriously I just went crazy on this one and it is very difficult for me to think of any other subject...

Whenever an incident comes up, you know some people are in the wrong but this wrong may not be such a red flag because you are still in the shadow and you have not approached this flag and when valid reasoning illuminates the case and 水落石出 (sorry for the 成语), you will finally realise that the blade has blood on it, some of it is yours, but most of it will be theirs if you act out, but all this while the blade was only a small slicing knife, until their grip slipped, they lost control of the situation and they ended up cutting themselves... Knowing this will you still grab onto the handle and lunge it back towards them?

It's 8:38 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

24 September 2009

~ Prelims Ended ~

So Prelims is over...
Bio is the best MCQ paper so far...
But over all the prelims sucked...
Today I followed the people around...
But first I borrowed a shirt and shorts from Johnson.
But the shorts was not really shorts but long exercise berm like under-wear material shorts... So I didn't wear them.
We went LAN and played TF...
It was quite fun...
Pyro and medic are the best because people are now smart enough to destroy mines...
And we kept losing...
Then we watched the ugly truth...
It was okay and very funny...
The ending was made such that there was closure on the issue...
But romanticists would want her to end up with the doctor...
She was quite pretty and her figure was good...
And he... he should stick to action films and not romance flicks although it wasn't really romance but someone did end up with someone in a more than platonic way... really really more...
I can't believe they added that part at the end because it was quite unnecessary but because it was a movie full of sexual innuendo I guess it was bound to happen...
But his image is good for a heartbroken dispairing guy who has become a jerk because he gave up hope on love...
But just because you got bitched out doesn't mean you can act like one...
And you don't need me to state my views on the "days of our lives" actor...
They just had to make him seem like a jerk so that the story can come full circle and the romance issues which is the main theme of the story will have closure...
I especially liked the part where she fell from the tree...
And the vibrating part was quite funny too...
But I don't really approve of females doing onani...
Then we went to play pool...
It was quite okay I guess...
Now my sister hijacked my computer and now I am using hers and I feel like Johnson...
but at least mine has a valid reason and I am still able to use the internet...
O Levels is in a months time...
I just looked at the timetable am I was very surprised...
I'm glad that O levels start at the end of october
And I'm glad that now is only the end of september and there is still school...
For a period of time I thought that O levels was going to start in mid October and I thought that it was about 10 October (because during prelims you only know days but you don't know dates) and that there was going to be no more school and they won't go through the prelims paper but would print out the answers instead and the only time we go back to school is for last minute lessons for those who are at the middle and failing grades and that O levels was going to start in at the most 2 weeks time...
So I am very relieved but still very stressed...
Scream.

It's 9:26 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

23 September 2009

~ Last Day Of Prelims ~

Tomorrow is the last day of prelims and it only consists of MCQs...

And I finally got french, german and russian on my computer...

But I am still unable to write east asian languages because either they didn't give us the CD or I lost it...

I like to think it is because of the former...

So now because my posts are so short, I decided that I would try to express myself in other languages when I feel bored...

Also I seem to have another fantasy where you meet someone online and you live with him or her like he or she has "adopted" you...

The person will preferably be a normal working adult to support you and a guy because guys are more amiable to things like this...

Maybe I have been reading too much manga...

This one came from the 4th story but whatever...

It would be very interesting...

Just that the relationship will be more of a parent-child relationship rather than anything else...

Must study...

Although right now I'm studying kanji...

Must study for o levels!!

It's 7:49 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

21 September 2009

~ Last Week Of Prelims ~

So tomorrow is the last week of prelims....

I am really so pissed and afraid at the same time...

Also I read about this Taiwanese girl who was kissing men in France...

It seems to be quite a good idea I guess...

But there was someone who asked her whether she was afraid of getting anything...

But I thought you couldn't get anything unless he is sick...

Which is not so bad...

And the major diseases cannot be spread unless like one of them has a cut or something in his or her mouth...

It was nice to know that they found her pretty even though she was not like she was actress or model pretty...

But also most of the guys she kissed was just okay and maybe some are quite good looking...

If I was in France...

Of course I wouldn't kiss people especially not guys...

But I guess I would walk around with educational books or novels in French that I would buy, all bundled up and ask people about the place and of course ask them for their email...

Of course there would be robbings and kidnappings and stuck-up people who don't like "coloured folks".

I still think I wrote too little for my literature essay...

But anyway...

I guess the internet is a safe-haven for children and youths to do venturous things because apart from hackers, we are better manipulators of the internet...

Which reminds me...

I am totally for children and youths above adults...

Because we are always so looked down upon and our imagination and ideas are always suppressed...

So I'm imagining how children and youths can be little hackers that influence the internet system...

Then we would control communications networks and even the stock market...

And the roles of children and adult may be switched...

What am I doing?

Must study study!!

It's 10:30 AM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

17 September 2009

~ End of Most of the Prelims ~

So the prelims sucked...

Today was also very very bad...

Nooo...

I am seriously going to do badly for this round for examinations contrary to what other people say...

This sucks...

Also I when I was coming home from school today, I saw a person with a white dog...

Then suddenly blancat came out from under the drain I was standing on...

Sooooo cute...

Then she picked it up by the shoulders and slung it over her shoulder...

That means I am able to carry it...

Yay...

It's 8:27 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

16 September 2009

~ Halfway through prelims ~

So the prelims is horrible...

Horrible in every way...

Tomorrow is human geog and we are all going to die...

nooooooooooooooo...

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

It's 6:01 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

11 September 2009

~ MUST STUDY ~

I must study...

I Really must...

But NOooOO....

I had to keep slacking and using the computer...

So I read my old blogs and realised that I cannot fully express myself as I did the last time because people are actually reading my blog...

Also I really look forward to finally being able to watch movies after O levels...

Must study...

Must concentrate...

Right now I'm reading The Shining...

It is quite okay and very interesting...

But there are some parts which are slightly unnecessarily lengthly so I skimmed through it...

Then there was this moon book which was very interesting and touching...

Except the last story which was very surprising but it's all good either way...

Again I am rambling as thoughts just come to me...

Now it's about how English has somewhat dominated the world because of North America's influence and the influence of the internet being made primarily in English...

I guess that's why I try to learn other languages to support them as equal languages?

It's 9:23 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

07 September 2009

~ UnHols ~

Must study

Must study....

The exams today were horrible...

I just hope I can pass...

O Levels...

*Scream*

It's 10:38 PM