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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

 ~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
23 July 2009

~ July Ending CL LC ~

CL LC was okay only...
July is ending and I MUST study...
I MUST!
I MUST!!
I feel like expanding on my new eleblog and the fantablog...
But I only got a bit of the latter and have not made the former...
And I plan on writing like fic and ff in the fanta but whatever after O levels...
I need to study...
I really hope I can get A1 for everything...
Considering that maybe, just maybe the standards may be dropping and that every other school is doing better than us...
And that me getting A1s is a false sense of security...
And why must English be so hard...
Now that I know I screwed up Chinese i must really work hard for everything else...
I also watched harry potter... got bored and searched wiki about some stuff...
Turns out EW managed to get 8A1s and 2 A2s for O levels even though she only studies 5 hours a day because of the movie stuffss...
Now I must really really get the 8 A1s and screw Chinese because it's over and I can't do anything about it now....
I must not lose to her...


It's 11:02 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




~The Loner~

Name: gg
Age: Doesn't matter... I'm omniaged...

I suddenly want to be "thing" now... (See SpeedText for info... if you can...)


Relationship I crave the most: FRIENDSHIP

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~Thought Processes~

kyou ga totemo
 kanashikute
 asu moshi mo
 naite ite mo
 sonna hibi ga
 atta ne to
 waraeru hi ga
 kuru darou
ikudo meguri
 meguri yuku
 kagiri aru
 toki no naka ni
 bokura wa ima
 ikite ite
 soshite nani o
 mitsukeru darou




Four little words just to get me along
 It's a difficulty and I'm biting on my tongue and I
 I keep stalling, keeping me together
 People around gotta find something to say now
Holding back, everyday the same
 Don't wanna be a loner
 Listen to me, oh no
 I never say anything at all
I miss the catch if they throw me the ball
 I'm the last chick standing up against the wall
 Keep up, falling, these heels they keep me boring
 Getting glammed up and sitting on the fence now
So alone all the time at night
 Lock myself away
 Listen to me, I'm not
 Although I'm dressed up, out and all...


~Memories~

< November 2008 >
< December 2008 >
< January 2009 >
< February 2009 >
< March 2009 >
< April 2009 >
< May 2009 >
< June 2009 >
< July 2009 >
< August 2009 >
< September 2009 >
< October 2009 >
< November 2009 >
< December 2009 >
< January 2010 >



~Whispers~




~Desires~

9 A1s for O Levels... Must study very hard...

-2 points for CCA... Possible?


Grow Taller... Maybe...

Pass Nafa... Must try harder...

Courage... This is like the Wizard of Oz... LoL...

To Have 48 Hours a Day...

So that I can sleep longer and have more time to study and do the things I want to do?

To Have Superpowers (Namely Shapeshifting)... In My Fantasies...

To Never Grow Up... In My Dreams...




~If...~

If I had superpowers I would be a : SHAPESHIFTER

If life was a fantasy world I would be a : MAGICAL CHILD that NEVER AGES

If I was a manga/anime character I would be : LLUVIA




~Wishlist~











~Languages~

In Order

English

华语

日本語

русский

Français

Deutsch + Nederlands

español + Português

Italiano

한국인

Scandinavian* Norwegian, Dannish and Swedish




~Walk Away~



Please don't be too obsessed with Twilight

Please get a new blog with a shoutbox

Please Revive Your Blog

Please get a dark background

Please write in more detail

Please write...

Please get a less emo pic

Please stop being so lyrical

Please put a date to your posts

Put bigger print with wider blog area...



~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...






~Beau deux~













~Credits~





Photobucket


Blogger


Tiyeara



~Glances~