I need to study really badly...
But I keep worrying that I won't be able to get my A1 for everything...
So saddening and stressful...
I need to improve my english...
Need to get A1 for english...
Need to study but it is so hard to concentrate...
Going crazy over francais just like I did for nihonju (was it? I forgot already >.<)
I realise that all languages are imperfect and hard to learn
English has multiple meanings for the same words especially because of new contemporary terms... So it is hard if you are given a word and supposed to find out ONE meaning...
But it is easy if you look at the context...
And it is easy to pronounce...
You just have to sound the letters and you are right...
Only sometimes is inflection needed to determine the meaning...
But sometimes there are grammar problems...
Chinese has too many pairings meaning that if you have not encountered the pair then you would not know what it really means...
It is also quite hard to know the sound of a word you have not encountered...
But overall it is easy and straightforward...
Japanese is very very fixed...
But because of the several versions of speaking and writing, it could be a problem...
Even though the main word does not really change, some words change quite a lot so you have to really know the word...
The sentence structure is either very hard or very easy...
But you can just use the easy sentence structures to be understood...
As for French...
I haven't got a clue what it really is...
But I'm just building up the vocab and learn the grammar and sentence structure next time...
This is unlike japanese which I learn the grammar and sentence structure first and dunno much words...
But actually I just simply suck at both of them because I'm still a noob...
And I'm rambling...
And I'm thinking about how we think...
How we need a language to think...
Like how we think in english...
And how other people think in their native language...
And deaf people think in pictures...
And we also think in pictures...
And I wonder how we think if not for visualisation and mental sounding...
So strange...
I hope one day I won't think languages or pictures...
That will mean we would take another step to increased utility of our brains...
Or more efficient utility of our brains...
I think we are doing it subtly when we have emotions and feelings...
But it is to a very small extent as they are only feelings and not thought processes...
Even though we do not visualise or mentally sound out...
And also when we are experiencing emotions we often think things related to the emotion...
So it is very complex and I think I'm going to die from mental straying...
Arggghh...
Need to study...
