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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
19 June 2009

~ 3rd Week ~

Well, the third week is also a waste but I managed to complete some stuff
I like restaurant city but need more ingredients
Then I read finish the book and I hated it
There is no growth in relationship between Tory and Ash
They just come together blam it happened
Art just threatened Ash blam suddenly I will die for you
They do not experience anything
It was all too sudden and the love seemed so fake
It could even because she is just a normal person with compassion or that the hand of desire from dunno which Atlantean god was acting out just like it did in part 1 and that later she just pitied him or that she craved the power Apollymi gave her
And I didn`t like Tory being a normal average human
Because Ash follows the Unknown Unique rule and she doesnt
That means that she is just a run of the mill person
I hate it when it comes to Commoness rule
Because this means that Ash could just choose another person with a PhD in this kind of thing, with the same kind of looks and personality or that Ash just thought he loved her just because she is the first person he decides to just talk to because her father stumbled upon the Atlantean ruins and he thinks she `loves` him because he has never gotten compassion in his life because he was just too stuck-up to get close to any other human that has a tiniest bit of compassion and doesnt screw up because of external factors
Okays leaving for Malaysia for the weekend which I personally feel would be a complete waste of time


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




15 June 2009

~ No time ~

Shit I from the previous post I have been wasting so much time
I have completely wasted 2 weeks
Now it is either I dun study, I dun sleep or I do the work faster
I think it has to be the last 2
But really really really no time
I really cant cut sleep
So I really have to do all assignments in half the time
Chiong
No more post
Bye Bye


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~





~ Astrochallenge ~

So I didnt get my comp fixed but going to get it fixed
Got the CD I wanted but now I want a new one
Went for Astrochallenge
On the first day I got horribly lost at NTU and I was so stressed out but I made it in time
MCQ was quite difficult
Data Response was so damn easy but lyndon was stoning for a very easy question so we did not manage to finish one question that was very easy
It was about reading the graph
WTH free marks ah
On the second day was at MPCC
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I went to the library and got the book I have waited so long
But in the end it was really really long
And I read some reviews and many said that it was no good
The beginning part about his past was great but the second part about the present didnt seem very good
And when I skimmed through the main plot it was not as I would have wanted it
In the end I think he ended up with a random human I think
I didnt really like that firstly because I like him with Art better
Then even had a daughter... she seemed to have overlooked this point when it seemed Art seemed to be a good mother to Katra or something... I forgot her namae
And I dun like major power differences like human and god
like DH and human is fine
Zarek and the sister to the fates is also fine because he suffered damn a lot and that he never belonged to Art but was completely immortal instead
I also liked KOT, a DH, with Amanda who has powers
And Talon with a reincarnating girl
I thought that Ash would end up with Art
That they had a feeling for one another
Because in the previous books there is a mention that Ash `loved` Art
And Art `loved` Ash and that she knew Ash was more powerful than her and that it was him who controlled her
So this is my ideal story for Ash:
So Ash and Art is not happy because Ash has to redeem another DH`s soul and he is unhappy that Art still has `control` over him
And that he is rebirthed and not a full god
So he is seriously pissed and leaves for a while to a very far away place for a while
Then some other god wanted to kill Art because she stole Sin`s powers so she her powers seemed nicer to steal from
Art gets attacked and she calls to Ash for help
Ash hears her in his head but he thinks it is another ploy to trick him to get him to come back so he ignores her
This gives the killer god to have enough time to start to do the finishing blow with an Atlantean dagger [Start as in raise his hand so that he can strike or stab her]
Then Art gives her final plea and Ash hears it sounds really sincere so he cant help himself but go back but he thinks that she is still tricking him as he teleports but he goes anyway because that`s just his nature of being a `sucker` all the time
He sees Art trapped and going to be killed
The only way is to kill the god and this brings about very severe consequences because killing other gods bring about heavy punishment
Ash is sentenced to death by the fates
Ash thinks Art would not do anything to save him again
Art at first thinks she cant save him
And then Art realises her love for him and thinks save him at great risk to herself
She realises her mistake from the past and decides to try and save him
Apollomi, who has heard that her son is sentenced to death, comes to her before she leaves and gives her all her powers making her nothing but a human.
`Just to save him` This backs how she showed her willingness to give her life to save her son
Also, during the time he was awaiting his death Ash begins to feel hopeless
Ash would also suffer a peroid of remembering his past and feeling the world is cruel and it is all hopeless and that there will be no one who would go out of the way to help him or do a favour without anything in return as so frequently mentioned as Ash big problem in the first part of the book
Then Art successfully saves him and she convinces him that she is the one who will love him at all cost and that there is hope for him yet
Then Art will be fated to be tortured and killed really really badly even more than it would have been for Ash in the previous situation and she was sentenced because she saved Ash who was fated to be something like very hard to describe... like Taboo or very degrading or many things like he was not deserved to be saved that kind of thing... and that she saved someone who took a god`s life so either way someone`s life would have to be taken... and since the other gods dont like her they just choose to end her life in place of Ash`s
Then Ash in his mind thinks about controlling himself not to save her for he knows this is like revealing even more about his weakness of not liking others to suffer
And he knows he will suffer even even even worse fates to save her
Then in the end he realises his love for her and that she has changed and that she really is supposed to be his fated one and he saves her
But he will have to suffer very harsh consequences
This time it is the Ultimate Suffering... really no kidding... not like the other `fated horrible the worst of the worse sufferings`... this is the real ULTIMATE nothing can exceed this
But it is done in the form of emotional, physical and soulal [in this world it can be considered like pain to the soul like ripping the soul so it hurts but does not rip completely]
Art this time tries all she can to save him but it is out of her hand and she actually cries
SHE ACTUALLY CRIES FOR ANOTHER PERSON!!
Then when Ash is being taken away, Art, with tears in her eyes, manages to see him one last time when he is chained up and he says he did it because he truly loved her and that she should stop trying because nothing can save him as he was fated to die so he might as well die for someone he loved and if she tried any more she would have to suffer
They kiss one last time and during this time she transfers all of her powers including Apollomi`s to him in hope that the power might let him live through it and he is brought away while she cries on the spot again
But he doesnt die because The Fates fated that he should not die [even when the other gods sentenced him to this Ultimate torture and death]
This is supposed to contradict how The Fates cursed him even before he was born, but now they bless him
But during the first `purifying` soul torturing `cleansing`, all the powers Ash took from Art and indirectly Apollomi gets released.
Since the only thing Ash was thinking about was Art, the bulk of the powers taken from Art and Apollomi went into Art.
The extra power from Apollomi gave her power over her twin brother Apollo who has been mistreating Art since forever
Some bit of power was also transfered to Apollomi [you cant deny blood relations...] so Apollomi had the most basic of powers like teleportation and she became a goddess again, meaning that she would not age but she does not have her destroyer powers
But all of Ash`s powers remain with him because it is really a part of his soul...
But during the thousand years of torture with every `purifying` soul torturing `cleansing`, Ash`s true god powers get unlocked a bit at a time until he is released with full god powers
So the last part can be about Art and Apollomi are in Art`s room where she remembers Ash a thousand years later
Even though Art was quite crazy about it since she got it with Ash
She was never with anyone else
Then Ash appears in her room
They cry tears of joy in seeing him again
Ash finally sees his mother for the first time and cries
Apollomi leaves leaving the two of them together and they declare their true love for one another
Art, having the Destroyer`s powers, is extremely powerful now but now Ash is even more so...
Making them a very formidable god couple.
Turns out since Apollomi does not have the Destroyer power, he can see her and the world will not end.
But the fate of the world instead lies in the hands of Ash and Art
And now they love each other and they live happily ever after and Ash returned as a full god and Art has power over her bully-like twin brother and they are the most powerful among the greek and atlantean gods and Ash finally can see his mother.
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Oooookkay...
Enough side-tracking...
Hmmm... I should really be a book writer
ANY PART OF THE ABOVE STORY ABOUT ASH AND ART IS NOT TO BE USED ANYWHERE BY ANYONE ON ANYTHING AT ANYTIME EXCEPT ME GG OR THE WRITER OF THIS BLOG
Thank you...
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Then the project was quite fun
But we were underprepared but whatever
We chose Johannes Kepler and it was quite fun
And SAL dressed up as some ancient woman who made the Astrolabe and was captured and had her skin burned to death
But their presentation was short and they didn`t spam facts as I thought they would
Special round was quite fun because our quizmaster was quite lenient
Then was the final round
For the individual round lyndon got six, sushil got 5, vishnu got 17 and I got 25 for the team
The question were so easy
Then the weird `game` round was very lame but whatever
They like to sabo us
But luckily they sabo RI also and NYGS too
The buzzer round was very fun because we owned
Then we got first prize
We later found out that SAL did not get first but she got first for individual.
But she did not cry about not getting first like she did at Astrigue
I also met this guy from TSS called JT
And I am trying to find him on facebook
Also met lsh again and she waved to us
What a nice girl
I am also trying to find her on fb
Hmmm... I should have gotten the names of the other girls from NYGS from the last competitions
They seemed very friendly
And I`m still trying to find SAL`s msn and trying to get her to add me on fb
Same with Glln


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~




08 June 2009

~ Hols Week 1 ~

So I have completely wasted the first week of the June holidays while everyone else is at study camp and is studying...
Fixed the blog
Sending my laptop to be repaired
Wasted so much time
Chinese was a horror but nvm



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~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










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