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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
21 May 2009

~ T_T Dooms day tomorrow ~

So results is coming out tomorrow
I think I did really really badly...
My name for top 5 in the level only appeared 3 times T_T
I think I did very very badly for lit, ss, english, geog and physics
I think I did badly for emaths and amaths
The only ones that I`m not worried about is chinese, chem and bio
I feel so sad
Then today got this weird talk
And I feel like doing the DSA
O.o
DSA is basically going from letter F to the right
But anyway I feel so scared for O levels
I can imagine myself crying in front of everybody when the O level results are released when I get a B3 for english or an A2 for any other subject
I don`t think I can stop crying if I do not get six points
T_T
Nothing will ever make me feel better
I would have contemplated yi liao bai liao
But I firmly dont believe in it
I guess I would have to make the best out of it
But I would be so freaking sad for the rest of my life
And I regret not taking higher chinese
So now I confirm cannot go to rj
But *haiz*
Nvm
Chinese O levels in 9 days time
Have to study


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~










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~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










~Glances~