~Dreams~

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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~

I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...

27 May 2009

~ So Helpless ~

I feel so helpless...

I feel so unprepared for chinese...

I feel so sad...

I think I am going to do so badly for O levels...

And I found out the jc I want to go to requires me to have 4 points

Meaning that I have to get an A1 for English

And I am still scoring a B4

And my other subjects must all get A1s too

I am very scared that I may have screwed up SPA

This is so pissing and saddening

I feel so helpless

And DSA is for people who have CCAs that have competitions

like sports and performing arts

So saddening

Am I going to get an A1 for chinese?

T_T

It's 6:28 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

~The Loner~

Name: gg
Age: Doesn't matter... I'm omniaged...
I suddenly want to be "thing" now... (See SpeedText for info... if you can...)

Relationship I crave the most: FRIENDSHIP
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~Thought Processes~

kyou ga totemo
kanashikute
asu moshi mo
naite ite mo
sonna hibi ga
atta ne to
waraeru hi ga
kuru darou

ikudo meguri
meguri yuku
kagiri aru
toki no naka ni
bokura wa ima
ikite ite
soshite nani o
mitsukeru darou

Four little words just to get me along
It's a difficulty and I'm biting on my tongue and I
I keep stalling, keeping me together
People around gotta find something to say now

Holding back, everyday the same
Don't wanna be a loner
Listen to me, oh no
I never say anything at all

I miss the catch if they throw me the ball
I'm the last chick standing up against the wall
Keep up, falling, these heels they keep me boring
Getting glammed up and sitting on the fence now

So alone all the time at night
Lock myself away
Listen to me, I'm not
Although I'm dressed up, out and all...

~Memories~

< November 2008 >
< December 2008 >
< January 2009 >
< February 2009 >
< March 2009 >
< April 2009 >
< May 2009 >
< June 2009 >
< July 2009 >
< August 2009 >
< September 2009 >
< October 2009 >
< November 2009 >
< December 2009 >
< January 2010 >

~Whispers~

~Desires~