~Dreams~

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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~

I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...

01 May 2009

~ Perfect life ~

Sometimes I think about a `perfect life` where we keep living a scene that never ends.

One would be in a car driving to a destination that is forever beyond my reach.
Of course I will not be driving the car, but I would be sleeping or just being in some weird peacefuly state.

I would have endless CDs to play...

And for some reason the cars move in perfect harmony...

We don`t have to brake or slow down because of a jam or a car changing lanes.

It is quite peaceful...

Now I`m doing lit because I am so behind schedule and saturday and sunday will be completely wasted...

So byebye SS and Chem...

So now I am feeling another `perfect life`...

Where it is forever night...

The morning never comes...

I have to forever do literature notes...

The fan makes the place cool but not cold...

The whirl of the fan is almost hypnotic...

I am feeling slightly sleepy but i continue with lit...

It just feels so peaceful...

It's 10:55 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

~The Loner~

Name: gg
Age: Doesn't matter... I'm omniaged...
I suddenly want to be "thing" now... (See SpeedText for info... if you can...)

Relationship I crave the most: FRIENDSHIP
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~Thought Processes~

kyou ga totemo
kanashikute
asu moshi mo
naite ite mo
sonna hibi ga
atta ne to
waraeru hi ga
kuru darou

ikudo meguri
meguri yuku
kagiri aru
toki no naka ni
bokura wa ima
ikite ite
soshite nani o
mitsukeru darou

Four little words just to get me along
It's a difficulty and I'm biting on my tongue and I
I keep stalling, keeping me together
People around gotta find something to say now

Holding back, everyday the same
Don't wanna be a loner
Listen to me, oh no
I never say anything at all

I miss the catch if they throw me the ball
I'm the last chick standing up against the wall
Keep up, falling, these heels they keep me boring
Getting glammed up and sitting on the fence now

So alone all the time at night
Lock myself away
Listen to me, I'm not
Although I'm dressed up, out and all...

~Memories~

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< January 2010 >

~Whispers~

~Desires~