I feel like my mind is going in circles and over many decisions and emotions...
And it is revolving around being pissed off...
Fine, I admit I`m a big iiiii but I am so pissed off at a certain uuuuuu...
I am so freaking pissed off...
My brain is revolving around not using this comp, studying for exams, studying for chinese, passing nafa and being extremely violent either to someone or myself...
Its days like this when I think about having some weird power...
like when I`m super pissed off, my iris turns completely black, the sky is filled with dark clouds, thunder and lightning, the sun is completely blocked, the wind is blowing so hard a shrub could be torn off...
Then when I get super uber pissed the wind turns into a mega storm and trees are flying around...
A lightning strikes all around me and shatters windows as it enters the building but never hitting anyone...
Then a mega gust of wind hits the people I`m pissed off with like a punch with a giant invisible fist and bangs them against the wall... As if it was done psychically...
...
Suddenly I don`t feel so pissed anymore...
The sky clears up and everyone learns not to piss me off...
lol...
I can imagine this kind of power I would want would be like anger motivated like the blue flame girl in that movie with that red guy who is so not right for the girl...
Xxxxx...
Feel so much better...