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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
23 April 2009

~ Pissed off and going in circles ~

I feel like my mind is going in circles and over many decisions and emotions...
And it is revolving around being pissed off...
Fine, I admit I`m a big iiiii but I am so pissed off at a certain uuuuuu...
I am so freaking pissed off...
My brain is revolving around not using this comp, studying for exams, studying for chinese, passing nafa and being extremely violent either to someone or myself...
Its days like this when I think about having some weird power...
like when I`m super pissed off, my iris turns completely black, the sky is filled with dark clouds, thunder and lightning, the sun is completely blocked, the wind is blowing so hard a shrub could be torn off...
Then when I get super uber pissed the wind turns into a mega storm and trees are flying around...
A lightning strikes all around me and shatters windows as it enters the building but never hitting anyone...
Then a mega gust of wind hits the people I`m pissed off with like a punch with a giant invisible fist and bangs them against the wall... As if it was done psychically...
...
Suddenly I don`t feel so pissed anymore...
The sky clears up and everyone learns not to piss me off...
lol...
I can imagine this kind of power I would want would be like anger motivated like the blue flame girl in that movie with that red guy who is so not right for the girl...
Xxxxx...
Feel so much better...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~










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~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










~Glances~