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~Melancholy Melody Fantasy~

~Dreams~
I have decided... Since no one understands me... I'll try to understand everyone else... You can express your feelings to me... If it'll make you feel better... Or you just had to tell someone what happened to you today... But if you are ashamed to tall anyone what you did... You can tell me... I'll understand... I'll never criticise... unless your morals are out of line and you still don't know that you are in the wrong... I'll never judge you... Do not care what I would think of you... I'll always be your friend... Or maybe just a living diary... That helps you express you're feelings... I'll always listen... Unless you're homicidal...
02 April 2009

~ Mixed Feelings ~

Im so sad because i dimmed my screen when i cant brighten it...
So using this comp during the day is very strenous...
Then I have so much mixed feelings I dunno wad to do...
First im worried for o levels...
I want to study hard...
I cant seem to get myself to study hard...
Im pissed off at some ppl that talk abt other ppl...
Spread gossip dont deform it to something even worse...
Then Im having a mixed feeling...
And a blank feeling...
Its like you know you feel some emotion...
Because they have the same symtoms...
like feeling happy or sad or angry or worried brings about physical manifestations...
I know i am feeling something but it seems to blank...
like a `filler` emotion lol...
like the human genome...
And about the mixed feeling is very annoying..
Because I want to write all my emotions out...
But I also dont feel like doing so...
like im hyped up about it...
and lazy about it at the same time...
Zzzzzz...
Dotz...
Zzzz was all i could think of saying right now...


And I'm still Addicted to Blue~










~Whispers~














~Current Melody~

Please don't judge me saying I love a particular music artist... I just get easily obsessed and usually this video would change after a few weeks...










~Glances~