~Dreams~

30 April 2009

~ 3 Days to Exams ~

Have to mugg!!!

Geog so much to study!!!

NOoooo!!!

Okayz i must agree to myself not to use the comp from now on...

From now on...

I SAID FROM NOW ON!!

NOOooooo!!

...

looking back... I`m a bit weird...

It's 8:57 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

29 April 2009

~ 4 Days to Exams ~

Had a weird dream where I was actually happy...

It was very weird but whatever...

Must mug more...

Today was a complete waste...

Very sad...

Zzzzz....

Study...

It's 9:51 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

28 April 2009

~ 5 Days to Exams ~

So there are five days to mid year exams...

I have been completely slacking...

Searching MMORPGS...

Must remember to play some games after O levels.

Trickster, lunia, AO, tantra...

Okz wadeva...

My mugging level is still very low.

And lit is very daunting...

Humans are like pure mugging...

Sciences are like half mugging...

Maths is like pure practicing...

And languages are plain difficult...

Sorry luke for being such a bitch but I was very pissed off...

It's 5:33 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

27 April 2009

~ Mugging Theory ~

By doing this, my mugging score is going down...

So I have been thinking...

Okz cannot waste anymore time...

I have generated a formula to determine your mugging level so here it us:

M = (T x E / 10) + (C x R / 10)

Where...

M is the mugging level upon 25.

But you can change it to 100 by multiplying the number by 4

T is the fraction of time spent mugging in a set time -A day is the minimum unit- upon 15 .

Where 0 is not mugging.

10 is mugging all of the time while sleeping in a regular pattern.

15 is mugging really all of the time forfeiting all sleep.

E is the efficiency of mugging upon 10.

Efficiency means what percentage of the mugging time you actually mug.

C is the concentration level upon 10.

Where 0 means you did not absorb anything.

And 10 means you absorbed everything single detail.

R is the relevance of the mugging material upon 10.

Relevance means how much good is it doing you?

Based on what is tested and what you already know.

So this is the formula...

Until today my mugging level was 7

Today my mugging level is still 7.

I must increase it to at least 15 by tomorrow...

Must Must!!

It's 8:39 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

25 April 2009

~ Astrigue ~

Today was the last day of Astrigue...

Sadly we didn`t get into the finals...

The project was weirded out...

But for some reason the Newcomer team won first...

They also got first for Data Response which was expected because of Minh.

Ryan got second for individual which was expected too...

But the surprising thing was that Chek got 3rd for individual..

Did he copy Ryan or is he very lucky or did he actually absorb something from all the lectures?

We didn`t get any prize unfortunately.

But our school got monopoly which will be very fun...

And sadly RGS didn`t get first but got second instead...

They lost to RI...

Can`t believe it...

How could they lose?

And it was also quite sad for Stacy...

She was like crying lol...

She was like sitting on the ground looking so forlorn...

Although she may be a bit... But I still feel sorry for her...

All these made this day quite sad...

But the good thing for today was that we saw the Phuan look-a-like...

We finally got her name...

She seems quite sweet and she remembered us after a year...

^_T

It's 7:55 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

23 April 2009

~ Pissed off and going in circles ~

I feel like my mind is going in circles and over many decisions and emotions...

And it is revolving around being pissed off...

Fine, I admit I`m a big iiiii but I am so pissed off at a certain uuuuuu...

I am so freaking pissed off...

My brain is revolving around not using this comp, studying for exams, studying for chinese, passing nafa and being extremely violent either to someone or myself...

Its days like this when I think about having some weird power...

like when I`m super pissed off, my iris turns completely black, the sky is filled with dark clouds, thunder and lightning, the sun is completely blocked, the wind is blowing so hard a shrub could be torn off...

Then when I get super uber pissed the wind turns into a mega storm and trees are flying around...

A lightning strikes all around me and shatters windows as it enters the building but never hitting anyone...

Then a mega gust of wind hits the people I`m pissed off with like a punch with a giant invisible fist and bangs them against the wall... As if it was done psychically...

...

Suddenly I don`t feel so pissed anymore...

The sky clears up and everyone learns not to piss me off...

lol...

I can imagine this kind of power I would want would be like anger motivated like the blue flame girl in that movie with that red guy who is so not right for the girl...

Xxxxx...

Feel so much better...

It's 8:09 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

22 April 2009

~ Rubgy... not ~

So I think someone said we lost which was quite sad...

I couldn`t go because I had to go for some astronomy meeting which dragged so long I think it ended even after the rugby ended...

ZZzzzzz....

Someone was still quite domineering but wadeva...

Have to chiong astrigue...

Keep getting pissed off lately...

Went crazy during recess...

It's 8:51 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

21 April 2009

~ Squash ~

Today was the squash thing...

It was really a waste of time but im so happy we won...

I saw J9 and the other one tt I totally forgot the sch and name...

Exams are coming so fast...

Noooo....

Have to study....

I`m still uncertain about lit, SS, geog and amaths...

It's 6:32 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

18 April 2009

~ long times ~

So i Havent been writing for a very long time...

Very stressed for O levels...

Very pissed off at my keyboard for spoiling...

Playing vamp and tree tag...

Jurassic park is so over...

No one creates Island defence anymore...

Scared for Chinese and English...

And SPA...

Today was very hot...

So now I`m writing whatever i rmbed during the time that i have not been writing...

like abt how they were talking about the Ting Tings when it was so last June...

And how I`m very sorry at David for injuring him when I was swinging my arms around while holding that stupid metal pipe...

Now I actually believe some people when they say something bad happened just because they so happened to be swinging their arms about...

I`m so very pissed off at johnson and kirby for being idiots...

And at luke for copying me...

Scouts was fun...

Filled water bombs...

Rmbering about Sec 1, 2 and 3...

Such gd memories compared to this year...

Differentiation is easy to learn to apply but very brain sucking...

Astrigue was okay...

QS was as normal...

I screwed up MCQ because they asked about modern historical astro which is not in tt stupid booklet they gave out...

But I think I did very well for the Data Response...

Hahaz...

I did 3 out of the 5 questions...

My other teammates gave up on Question 4 and did Question 5...

So if we get 8O%, and if we base 8O% to 1OO % then I would have gotten 75%...

Hope project round and pyramid round will be good for us so that we can get into the finals...

It's 7:43 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~

02 April 2009

~ Mixed Feelings ~

Im so sad because i dimmed my screen when i cant brighten it...
So using this comp during the day is very strenous...
Then I have so much mixed feelings I dunno wad to do...
First im worried for o levels...
I want to study hard...
I cant seem to get myself to study hard...
Im pissed off at some ppl that talk abt other ppl...
Spread gossip dont deform it to something even worse...
Then Im having a mixed feeling...
And a blank feeling...
Its like you know you feel some emotion...
Because they have the same symtoms...
like feeling happy or sad or angry or worried brings about physical manifestations...
I know i am feeling something but it seems to blank...
like a `filler` emotion lol...
like the human genome...
And about the mixed feeling is very annoying..
Because I want to write all my emotions out...
But I also dont feel like doing so...
like im hyped up about it...
and lazy about it at the same time...
Zzzzzz...
Dotz...
Zzzz was all i could think of saying right now...

It's 8:58 PM

And I'm still Addicted to Blue~